268 Hug continued

I put my body back on the couch and remembered the warm hug in the lounge where I was left alone.

In the process of reminiscing, I felt that something was changing in my heart, and at the same time, a faint realization rose.

Maybe I just want to be hugged for no reason.

In the past, I tried my best to be a good child in character and learning in order to get the attention of my parents, but even if I worked hard according to the standards of society for evaluating good children, I still didn't get anything. Whether or not they pay attention to me has nothing to do with whether I'm working hard or not, and I'm trying in the wrong direction from the start. However, at that time, I could only feel frustration and anger, feeling that no matter how many conditions I met, I could not get what I wanted.

Disheartened, I may have thought of giving up on myself. I don't want to try to achieve anything anymore, I just want to hug and be embraced unconditionally. What I want is not something difficult in the end, and others elsewhere may be able to get it easily. It's just that I lack self-knowledge, and at that time, I not only got the wrong direction, but I wasn't even very clear about what I wanted, and I couldn't sort it out in my mind with conditions and unconditions. It's just that that kind of longing is really churning in my heart in a chaotic way.

Therefore, in the cold late night that decided my fate, in the deep mountains and old forests far away from society and civilization, I wandered hungrily, thinking that I would never be able to go home again and gave up, and in the hazy moonlight, I met the eyes of the immoral and scheming, pure and ignorant, who would not evaluate anything, and gave up all thinking. I don't want to think about the rest of the world, so it's okay to end it here.

I just want to hug someone at the last minute.

After that, my life exploded into another railroad full of evil and depravity.

The sound of a familiar train radio sounded in my ears.

I finally arrived at the terminal.

I opened my eyes on the couch in the lounge, then got up and walked out the door. The blue bird leaned against the wall outside the door, and when she saw me come out, she smiled and said hello.

"Is your body alright?" I asked.

"I'm still very weak, and I can't fight for the time being." "It's going to take a while to get back to the point where we can fight, and I don't know if we'll be able to catch up with the next battle," she said. ”

"You said you were going to take me somewhere during the day, you were going to take me to see my parents." I say.

"Yes." She nodded, "Although there were many twists and turns along the way, we managed to get them to talk to you." Originally, I was going to make a surprise attack...... Now that I think about it, there is no need for that. ”

"There is no need for a surprise attack. You said you wanted me to meet them, and I would definitely say yes. Besides, I should have taken the initiative to meet with them, but I just put it off until today......" I said sincerely, "thank you." ”

"What do you thank me?" She first smiled and said, and then couldn't help but complain, "Actually, I prepared a big birthday cake for you in another place at the beginning, and I agreed with your parents to stay there together, and I plan to surprise you when you come to the door." As a result, the plan was interrupted by some people who did not understand the amorous feelings. ”

"Birthday cake?" I reacted in hindsight.

"It's your twentieth birthday." She said, "I really don't remember, I thought you were secretly expecting some birthday present from me." ”

"I haven't had a birthday in so many years, and I've been paying attention to my ......birthday for so many things lately," I said, remembering what happened before.

I had consulted with Glady to prepare a gift for Bluebird's upcoming birthday, and Glady Glarice couldn't help but laugh meaningfully after listening to my inquiry.

At the time, I wondered why she reacted so strangely, but now I don't think about it. Bluebird consulted with her before meeting my parents, so she knew Bluebird was doing it to surprise me on my birthday; I also consulted with her to create a surprise for Bluebird's birthday. Maybe it was funny for her to think that I and Bluebird would do this kind of thing.

"I'll give you a birthday every year in the future." Blue Bird said, "So after killing the white horse, let's go and resurrect the Kraken." ”

"I will." I say.

She looked at me deeply.

After that, I went to Qiao Licorice and asked her how to make an amulet.

As she said before, even I can make the most superficial amulet, just by infusing the power into the carved material. She requested to take out some high-grade rare materials from the Security Bureau's warehouse that I didn't recognize what they were, and the warlock in charge of the warehouse didn't hesitate to approve the application after knowing that I needed it.

I didn't take it out for nothing. In the past, I had accumulated a lot of credit for doing tasks, and I originally had a lot of quota for applying for spell materials, but I usually didn't need it.

"As long as you have a strong sense of protection, you can inject spiritual power into the carved material." After following me back to the lounge, Qiao Licorice imparted his knowledge, "There are not many taboos in the carving technique, you can play as you please." ”

After that, so that I could concentrate, she left here first.

Although it is said to be played casually, it is like being answered "casually" when you ask someone what they want to eat, and it gives me a headache. This is a gift I want for Bluebird's birthday soon, so I can't just carve it casually. But when I think about it, I slowly start to feel inspired.

I picked up a piece of white material, briefly entered the "Soul Burning Mode", and then injected the power of the True Spirit into it.

Under the influence of the power of the true spirit, the shell of the material is also peeled off little by little, and after a while, the object in the hand becomes a delicate white carnation hair ornament.

In this way, the amulet is complete.

For example, this kind of superficial talisman doesn't have much protective power according to common sense, but since it is made with super-main strength, it will have good power. For many ordinary warlocks, the effect that can only be formed can be formed after advanced and complex rituals or skills, and for super-main warlocks, it is just instinct and action.

Bluebird said that it was inconvenient for her to wear her beloved white carnation hair band on her body for fear of being damaged in battle. But this amulet made into a white carnation hair ornament should not be so worrying.

Thinking of the amulet that Blue Bird gave to his father, Mr. Nguyen, I also used the remaining materials to make two amulets and left them for my parents.

When it was over, I leaned back on the couch.

"Let's make sure one last time, siren." I silently thought to myself, "How long can I use the 'Full Burn Mode'?" ”

"Ten seconds." The siren replied, "The premise of the 'full burning mode' is to break down the structure of the spirit at its most basic level. Once the basic structure of the spirit is destroyed, it is as if the cards at the bottom of the card tower have been withdrawn, and the spirit will have a chain reaction of overspeed and collapse itself. This chain reaction will erupt with unimaginably powerful power, and will also produce a wounded speed that is too fast to regenerate to save. Over-speed regeneration can only be used as an external force in this case to barely maintain its spirit form. ”

"The limit of the number of times you can regenerate from Overgenerate depends on the amount of Spectral Fragments you have in reserve. If I add the latter before fighting the White Horse, will I be able to extend the battery life of 'Full Burn Mode'? I asked.

"No, you can't. The self-destruction speed of 'Full Burn Mode' is much faster than that of Over-Speed, and even if you accumulate more re-cycles, you will still fall into death that Over-Regeneration cannot save if it exceeds ten seconds. She said, "If I have to say, ten seconds refers to the situation when you are fully exerting your spiritual power, and if you go into 'full burn mode' and do nothing, you can extend the battery life to about sixty seconds." ”

"I use 'Full Burn Mode' just to fight beyond all my might, and I don't need to say anything like 'do nothing.'" As I spoke, I picked up the amulet on the table.

I've prepared gifts for Bluebird and my parents, but I haven't left a decent gift for the sirens.

At the end of the day, I wasn't sure what she wanted.

I don't even know what month and day her birthday is.

Of course, I'm going to give the siren blade as a gift to her after all my fights are over. But the siren blade will become her body, and what I want to give her is a "gift that I can take with me". Thinking of this, I said, "Why don't you carve an amulet for you too, what style do you want?" ”

"No need. I don't have a body, and I can't put away the gifts I give. She said.

"So, do you have anything else you want?" I've asked this question a few times.

And she replied, as always, "I don't have anything I want." ”

"Yes...... but I remembered the conversation that the blue bird had said to me at the end of the Chinese New Year's Eve night.

- "Then you can hug her." ”

- "Hug? Is that simple thing okay? ”

- "Yes...... It's that simple. ”

Past conversations come to mind. I summoned the Siren's Blade and made the Siren appear in physical form, which she obediently did. The siren's blade detached from my hand, transformed into the form of a young girl in the air, and landed lightly on the ground.

Then, she looked at me quizzically, waiting for my command.

I didn't give an order, just walked up to her, then put one knee on the ground and slowly hugged her.

In this position, I couldn't see her expression. After a while, she also raised her arm and grabbed my head a little harder.

I don't know how long it took for me to let go of her, and she quickly changed her body back to the shape of a weapon as if she didn't want me to see her expression.

I went back to the couch. Although she said no, I carved a talisman for her with the last materials.

The Liucheng Security Bureau was about to parse the route to the Nightmare Liucheng Hub, and Qiao Licorice summoned me to the analysis department. Although the recovery progress of the blue bird seems to be a little difficult to catch up, it seems that it will be able to adjust to the state of being able to attack in a short time. It's just that time waits for no one, and now even such a short period of effort must be hurried, so I can only strike first, and the blue bird said that it will follow later.

I took out the amulet I had prepared for Bluebird and my parents, handed it to Joe Licorice, and told her that if I didn't make it back, I would give it to Bluebird and my parents. She knew the danger of the battle, so she took it, but after thinking about it, she gave it back to me.

"Or should you send it out yourself." She said.

"I can't send it out when I'm dead." I say.

She broke my mind, "If I do help you take the amulet, will you feel that 'it's okay if you can't come back'?" ”

I had to put the amulet away and find another way.

It didn't take long for the road map to be fully completed and delivered to me.

The warlocks around me all stopped what they were doing and watched me silently.

"Go save Liucheng, Li Duo." Joe Licorice said.

I nodded, then turned and walked out of the analytics department. Lie Que stood at the main entrance of the Liucheng Security Bureau, and the road map was also sent to him.

"Can you still fight now?" I asked.

"The Burst Secret Method can be used again." Column said.

I observed his body, "You're already badly injured, if you use another Burst Secret Method......"

"It doesn't matter." Lieque's eyes showed a fighting spirit of swearing, "Using the Burst Secret Method in this state will indeed have a high risk of death, even if you don't die, you will definitely be disabled later, and even your current strength can't be retained...... But that's what the so-called desperate fight is all about, and I never thought that I could win without giving anything. ”

As he spoke, he sighed, "It's just that now I can't recover the strength of my heyday even if I use the Burst Secret Method, I'm afraid I can only compete with Fa Zheng at most, and if I use Bai Ju as my opponent, ......"

"I'll take down the white horse." I say.

"Do you have a way?" He asked.

"Just like you." I say.

Hearing this, he didn't say anything, just nodded, "Then, let's go." ”

I left the Liucheng Security Bureau, and then entered the "Soul Burning Mode", following the route indicated by the road map, heading at full speed towards the center of the Nightmare Liucheng, while Lieku intermittently turned into thunder and sprinted in front of me.

This time we didn't get into a disarray again, and I had a vague feeling that I was getting closer and closer to the white horse. There is no doubt that the white horse is indeed in this direction.

Soon, we had traveled more than eighty percent of the way, and we were about to reach the center of Nightmare Willow City.

At that moment, Lieku suddenly stopped advancing and landed on the ground in front of me. Seeing this, I also stopped.

His gaze wandered around, and then pinned somewhere.

"Fa Zheng, you are right here. Don't snoop in the shadows, come out to me. He said.

(End of chapter)