Lu Jin jumped down from Fu Yan at this time, she was definitely not afraid of him, but she thought that it was not good to waste food.

After Fu Yan saw her come down, he naturally took her hand and walked upstairs.

The third floor was the only one where he asked his brothers to help, because his little girl was in too much of a hurry, otherwise he would have to do it himself.

"Ah Yan, starry sky!"

Lu Jin looked at the scene on the third floor, a little excited, she really likes the stars, she often sits alone on the rooftop and counts the stars when she is at the border.

"Well, the starry sky."

Fu Yan pulled out a chair for her, and then replied softly.

However, Lu Jin was stunned when she saw the barbecue and hot pot on the table, and remembered that every time her parents went on a mission, they would happily eat the barbecue and hot pot that their parents said were unhealthy, and their parents also promised that they would return safely as before.

Fu Yan also noticed the change in her mood and hurriedly asked.

"Little Ajin, what's wrong, don't you like these dishes?"

Lu Jin stared straight at everything in front of her, she seemed to be a soul out of the way, and saw her body happily eating the last supper with her parents.

She almost collapsed, but she still patiently asked Fu Yan.

"Ah Yan, why barbecue and hot pot?"

"Because I saw you looking up at the starry sky on the rooftop alone when I was at the border before, and I learned that you liked to eat barbecue and hot pot the most when you were a child, so I wanted to have a barbecue picnic with you under the starry sky, if you don't like me now, just replace it."

Lu Jin also knew that she shouldn't be angry with him, but she just couldn't pretend to be nothing, and she didn't want to pretend in front of him.

Under the struggle between these two thoughts, Lu Jin muttered.

"But you also know that it was when I was a child, as if I knew it was your unintentional mistake, but I just thought you could do better......"

"And I also know that you have paid more in this relationship, I am not qualified to accuse you of this small mistake, but I just can't control myself......"

Fu Yan listened to her monologue and was confused, only knowing that she had a great resistance to barbecue and hot pot, but she didn't know why.

Both of them stood in place, a little at a loss, but Fu Yan quickly came back to his senses and wanted to take away the hot pot and barbecue, Lu Jin watched him move cautiously, and guilt suddenly came to his heart.

She suddenly didn't know how to face Fu Yan, and there was a crisis in this completely unequal relationship, just like now, she was obviously the one who was stepped on to the bottom line, and she was obviously sad and angry, but she couldn't vent it.

She was afraid of hurting Fu Yan, and she also knew that Fu Yan was an unintentional mistake.

In the end, Lu Jin sighed and bent down. He lowered his head and said apologetically.

"People like me may really not deserve to fall in love, Master Fu, don't clean up, I'm sorry!"

Lu Jin wanted to say that two people with scars were not suitable to be together, as if she seemed to be a normal person.

In fact, he lived for his parents' mission, and he went out of the military academy to continue his parents' mission, and even sang Kunqu Opera to miss his mother.

And what about Fu Yan?

He experienced such a bad thing when he was a child, and his psychology will definitely still leave a shadow, if he accidentally steps on his bottom line like him in the future, then he will blame himself and feel guilty.

Life is still so long, who can guarantee that accidents won't happen?

Lu Jin was afraid of hurting him, and she was also afraid of hurting this beautiful and innocent relationship, so she retreated.

"Ah Jin, you ......"

All Fu Yan's words were in his throat, he was also in love for the first time, and he didn't know how to deal with such an unexpected situation, but he knew that now was definitely not the time to confess.

"It's okay, it's okay for us to be friends for life, I'm sorry to make you unhappy."

Fu Yan lowered his head and said as he cleaned up.

But Fu Yan's lonely expression still caught Lu Jin, she didn't dare to look at him anymore, she could only turn around, with unbearability in her eyes, every word seemed to be a farewell.

"Master Fu, I'm going back to the temple, just go to my subordinates if you need help in the future, we don't have to see each other again, it's good for you and me!"

Fu Yan heard the meaning of her words, but now he could only accept it, he blamed himself for not knowing her a little more, and he didn't know what the bottom line was that she couldn't touch.

"I'll send you, let me send you, okay?"

In the end, Fu Yan could only beg to speak, but fortunately Lu Jin agreed.

Along the way, both of them were silent, even when they arrived at home, Lu Jin quietly packed up her things, she didn't bring many things, and she quickly cleaned up, only taking away two things that didn't belong to her.

It was Fu Yan's diary and the confession letter written to her.

She put Fu Yan's card at the head of the bed, burned all the clothes that Fu Yan bought for her with fire, converted them into cash and transferred them to his card.

Then I washed and changed all the sheets and covers, and sprayed perfume in the room.

Fu Yan sat in the car outside, without saying a word, and the arrival text message from the bank on his mobile phone made him guess what Lu Jin was doing, but he didn't even have the qualifications to stop it.

After waiting for an hour, Lu Jin came out, Fu Yan put her suitcase in the back suitcase, and spoke to Lao Zhang in a hoarse voice.

"Temple!"

Lao Zhang is a smart person, and he noticed that something was wrong between the two people at the beginning, so he didn't speak, just drove silently.

It wasn't until she was about to arrive at the temple that Lu Jin spoke, her voice ethereal, like a ghost without a soul, telling stories that didn't belong to her.

"Master Fu, there is a girl who grew up in the pampering of her parents, she knows that her parents are big heroes, because her parents are very powerful, so she also admires them very much.

The little girl's parents prepare her favorite barbecue and hot pot for the little girl before each mission, hoping to reduce the little girl's worries and promise her that she will come back safely.

But one day, the little girl's parents didn't come back, they broke their promise, her parents said that it was not good to eat too much barbecue, so they would only take the little girl to eat once every time before the mission......"

Lu Jin still endured the pain of tearing the scar and told Fu Yan the reason, she didn't want Fu Yan to live with self-blame and doubts.

"So Master Fu, I don't blame you, it's my own problem......"

Fu Yan was still silent, he didn't dare to look at Lu Jin, he was unwilling, he was also a layman, at the beginning of approaching Lu Jin, he didn't want to be just a friend, but because of his own mistakes, he couldn't even say anything to keep him.

Until she got out of the car, Fu Yan helped her take the luggage from the back suitcase, and when she handed it to her, her hand was slightly forced, and she looked at her with reluctance in her eyes.

Lu Jin's heart was ruthless, he took the suitcase over, and said to Fu Yan.

"Master Fu, never again!"