Chapter Forty-Nine: My Life Is Not in Vain!

"Forget about me as soon as possible......"

My child, you have your own future and life, don't be devastated just because one or two people are gone. Isn't this life a process of continuous gain and loss?

As people grow up in this process, they will know that the alternation of such joyful and heart-wrenching feelings is called growth.

Although the process can be painful, I'm sure you'll be doing well, right?

"Grandpa? I can't bear to ......"

Changsheng didn't want to forget her grandfather, she thought that she would remember her grandfather's existence for the rest of her life, and she would remember that when she was exhausted and collapsed in the icy stream, it was her grandfather who saved her and gave her a home.

A home. She used to have a home, but in that home, she didn't get exactly love. Did my grandfather and my parents love her? Maybe it's love, because the father will try to send her out in the moments before danger happens. But when life and death are at stake, he will give up himself and choose his mother. Changsheng didn't think that such an approach was wrong. However, she also wants to be unswervingly chosen once.

At Grandpa's place, she felt the love hidden in her words. That's why she is so reluctant.

"Silly boy. One day you will understand that in this life, there are people around you who keep coming and going, maybe you will be intimate, you will be together, you will be in the same boat, you will be in love with each other, but you are the only one who can go to the end. ”

"In this life, people are lonely. So, forget about me as soon as possible and see yourself, only in this way can you grow faster. ”

The truth is cruel, but it is the experience he has learned over the decades of his life.

In the next few decades, I only hope that Changsheng can get some inspiration from his insignificant life and make his life better. That's enough.

"Maybe in the future you will meet people who love you and don't love you, but even if you will be hurt by others, immortality, don't forget, love yourself."

"You are important, very precious, you have to take care of yourself."

Even if the whole world is against you, you must remember that you are a unique treasure in the world, and you must learn to love yourself no matter what.

The old Gu looked at Changsheng reluctantly, and seemed to see through her immature face that she could also call herself a life of ups and downs.

In this life, he has loved, hated, resented, and enjoyed. He has killed the enemy on the battlefield, partyed all night with his comrades, and has also been ambitious, and has made a grand wish that the enemy will not be destroyed and will not retreat. In addition to the small unwillingness when he was young, it can be regarded as a hearty life.

In his later years, he also got such a lovely granddaughter, in short, he didn't spend this life in vain, right?

Slowly closed his eyes and smiled with relief. This young man who could illuminate the hearts of many people at a young age, this man who once hated to be the enemy of the whole world, this cynical and grumpy old man, finally reconciled with himself in the last moments of his life.

Yes, no matter how resentful he is, he shouldn't love himself. Everyone is a unique existence in the world, no matter who it is, even if everyone is an enemy, there must be someone who loves him. Even if that person is yourself.

"Changsheng, if you were asked to write a sentence on the tombstone for me, what would you write?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ There is a hero buried here, who has loved, hated, and lived freely in his life. Now, he rests in peace. ”

A smile appeared at the corner of Lao Gutou's mouth, it was a smile mixed with amazement and relief, but he didn't expect that in this life, it was Changsheng who understood him best. If it weren't for so many people, he might have cried in shame.

"I've ...... in my life"

His voice was so low that even Changsheng didn't hear it, and the people around him couldn't help but get closer. Then I heard Gu Sheng's laughter as if burning life, and the warm and bright voice in the laughter.

"In my life, I didn't live in vain...... Not in vain! ”

"Hahaha-"

The laughter came to an abrupt end under the tearful gaze of the villagers of Gujia Village who knew the trajectory of Gu Sheng's life.

Even if his parents were unkind when he was young, his brother was not virtuous, and he was indebted, Gu Sheng still broke his own way in an almost difficult life, even if he lost a leg, but even if he was old, there were still many women who paid attention to him. Even if everyone has nothing good to say about Gu Sheng for one reason or another, it does not prevent them from evaluating Gu Sheng in their hearts.

Gu Sheng, a true heroβ€”β€”

"Grandpa......"

Changsheng seemed to have forgotten how to cry at this moment, she stepped forward sensibly, gently tucked the corner of Gu Sheng's quilt, and gently opened her mouth in his ear.

"You've made it all the way."

The cry came from the Gu family's small courtyard and gradually soared into the sky. This is a lament for humanity alone, a mourning for the deceased. This voice of mourning, which comes entirely from the heart, is what makes people human.

Lao Gutou's funeral was not as unattended as he imagined. In fact, on the day of the burial, the weather was warm for the first time in a long time, cloudless, and the warm sun made people's cheeks red. There is an endless stream of people from ten miles and eight villages, and the entire Gujia Village has never been so lively.

In the end, there are even guests who came from the county seat, and it is said that they are really the descendants of the master bookkeeper. It's just that because the master book is old, he doesn't dare to ask him to move at will in such a cold winter. It was also at this time that the villagers of Gujia Village knew that Gu Sheng's leg was suffered for the general at that time. If it weren't for him, the knife would have gone straight to the general's knee.

But even if he fell out with his parents and was talked about by the villagers, Lao Gutou never mentioned a word about it. When the descendants of Master Du learned of this situation, they couldn't help but sigh. There are really such people in this world who are not interested in fame and fortune at all. No wonder his father fell seriously ill when he learned of Gu Sheng's death, it seems that their affection is really deep.

However, no matter how many people came, it was inevitable that they were surprised that the person who threw the pot was a little girl at first, but when they knew that it was the person pointed out by Lao Gu Tou himself, everyone instantly understood. After all, it is Gu Sheng, he never plays cards according to common sense, everyone should get used to it.

On the day of the funeral, a group of people carried Lao Gu's head to the mountain, the people in front had already arrived at the clearing, and the people behind had not yet gone up the mountain, enough to see how many people came to attend the funeral.

It's just that the young men with hoes and shovels at the front looked at the big pit on the flat ground in surprise and looked at each other.

How is there a deep pit here? You must know that the weather is cold in winter, and the ground is as difficult to dig as if it is frozen, so they will ask a group of young people to dig a pit, but now there is already a place here?

Everyone who saw this scene couldn't help but sigh, Gu Sheng, it was really the stubborn Gu Sheng who was so stubborn that he died.

Changsheng, who was holding the tablet, looked at the big pit adjacent to Gu Xiaomei's small grave, and finally understood why his grandfather often went up the mountain a few days ago. Others may think that this is because Grandpa is too stubborn, but Changsheng knows that this is because Grandpa doesn't want others to disturb Grandma Gu's grave when digging a pit.

She held the heavy tablet, and the little man seemed to grow up in an instant, and she whispered in the whispers of the crowd.

"This is the cemetery that grandpa chose for himself, uncles, please bury grandpa here."