"Then what are you cultivating for? Ah Rong, you must know that many young people will have the same thoughts as you are now, but what is the truth? The fact is that no matter how hard you struggle to cultivate, you will eventually fall in front of the helpless truth! The path we have chosen for you is the safest. Can't you just honestly experience the small world? You can go out for five years, ten years! As long as it's safe. ”

Yanmu's eyes were full of tears at this time. She may be a little biased, but Yanrong is also her own child, how could she be willing to watch her child fall into trouble? Many people thought they were invincible when they were younger. Even if you are looked down upon by others, or even if your talent is far inferior to others, you will have an inexplicable self-confidence.

But what about the facts?

I don't know how many people died on that unconventional road!

Mother Yan really doesn't know why her eldest son chose this path, is it safe and steady, cultivating step by step, and then living a bad life? Isn't Yan Rong the most obedient one all the time?

"But I don't want to be an obedient child."

Yan Rong suddenly spoke, startling the Yan family. Everyone looked at this scene in disbelief, how could Yanrong's gentle temperament speak in such a resolute tone? And this content, what does it mean not to be an obedient child?

Mother Yan glanced at her eldest son in disbelief, but saw him standing there straight, although he didn't say a word, his back was straight.

"Actually, I've always felt that as a monk, my focus should be on such a big thing as cultivation and ascension. Small things like parents should not waste too much time thinking about them. But I gradually found that if these things are not solved and not discussed, I will always have this pimple in my heart. So I chose to come back. Before I leave, I must settle this matter. ”

"What are you talking about? Do you think I'm partial to your siblings? Or do you think that we broke your heart by giving you your younger siblings in those ten years? You tell us that we will change and make up for you. You tell us......"

Yan Rong's lips trembled slightly, and for a moment, he was even thinking, why don't you just give up, it's all a family, why do you have to say things so clearly?

But Yan Rong had made countless presuppositions for himself before coming back, and after a short hesitation, he still opened his mouth.

"Some things, to put it bluntly, hurt feelings. But if you don't say it, you hurt yourself. Father, Mother, I can raise my younger siblings and honor you. But I can't stand being fooled, looked down upon, and disliked. ”

"Who looks down on you? Who fooled you? You name it, you name it! How could we look down on you, it's too late for us to hurt you! ”

"Again."

"What?"

Yan's mother suspected that she had misheard, but the next moment, she saw the unprecedented anger on Yanrong's face.

"I know you love me. Yan Jun and Yan Yan even said that they would be willing to block the knife for me if they had to! I was really impressed. But the invisible contempt and contempt cannot be hidden. That's what I tell myself every time I'm sad. Tell yourselves that you love me. Only then can I feel less uncomfortable. ”

Yan's father and mother's lips trembled, they didn't know that Yanrong had so many things in his heart, and they didn't know that this child was so bitter in his heart. But why didn't the kid tell himself sooner? Why hadn't he said he wasn't feeling well earlier?

"Didn't I really say that? I said it, many times. But what did I get? Perfunctory, shirking, big things into small things, small things into small things......"

My thoughts are irrepressible and I go back to the scenes when I finally mustered up the courage to say what was in my heart a few times before.

"Father, I, I also want to go out and practice."

"Oh, you're still young, what can you do when you go out? It's better for your father and mother to go out to experience and experience while you're young, and you can take care of your younger brothers and sisters at home. All right? ”

"Mother, you can't teach Yan Yan like this, doing something wrong is doing something wrong, you can't lie."

"What do you say, boy? Didn't you do that when you were younger? It's not that I'm talking about you, Ah Rong, why are you so elm-headed? This is your own sister. Which is more important, my sister and others? ”

"Big brother, what's the use of you cultivating so hard? Your talent is not good, no matter how much you cultivate, you will eventually achieve nothing, why suffer this? ”

"Big brother, big brother! Do you have any spirit stones? Mine has run out, can you give me some? ”

"I don't have ...... anymore"

"You lied to me! You don't have much to spend, how could you not? Are you going to find your mother to advance next month's share of spirit stones to me? Yes? It's mine? I'll have other uses for the next month. Oops, we're all family, what's yours is mine. What if you give me a little? ”

Yan Rong is not a fool, on the contrary, he is gentle and generous by nature, and he is very sensitive to the thoughts of others. It's not that I don't say it, it's just because I know that it's useless to say it.

"Daddy, Yan Jun Yanyan, I am indeed a good-tempered person. But if you have a gentle temper and don't hold grudges, do you have to be bullied? You are my dearest relatives, and even you cannot look at me with a normal attitude, so how can I expect others to look at me with an ordinary attitude? Yanjun, do you think I'm not as talented as you, should I honestly do what a big brother should do? Honoring one's parents and raising one's younger siblings, as for cultivating or not, it doesn't really matter? Yan Yan, will you give me some flowers from your spirit stones? ”

Yan's father and mother, Yan Jun, and Yan Yan fell silent.

In fact, they have a faint sense of shame at this time. Yan Yan even clenched her storage bag tightly for a moment, but because the eyes of her parents, brothers, and guests around her were looking at her, she didn't act more explicitly. As for Yanjun, his face was red at this time, and he looked at his eldest brother in disbelief. He never knew that the eldest brother, who was so gentle and untempered that he didn't like it, would have such a brave day!

"Ah Rong! Ah Rong, we know that we are not doing it right, but we are blood relatives, and blood is thicker than water! Don't leave yet, I know I'm not doing it right, and you'll have to give us at least one chance to make amends. ”

At this time, Yan's mother had already burst into tears. In any case, Yanrong is his own flesh and blood, and Yan's mother is so uncomfortable that she almost faints at this time.

But she had a faint feeling in her heart that it was too late. The kid had been disappointed so many times that he wouldn't give them another chance.

Sure enough, Yan Rong gently and firmly refused.

"It's too late, I'm sorry, mother, father, Yanjun, Yanyan, the matter has already passed. I'm just thinking about it now, but I'm sorry for myself. I don't want to be so obedient. ”