The blue jacaranda flowers in Kunming are blooming, the spring breeze is full of romance, the blue romance is full of Kunming and the spring you like so much, the world is full of April flowers, he is your Zhou Siyue, the love of youth, like the wind, invisible, but felt. It's like a name engraved on a table, afraid that you will see it, but you will not see it. The road ahead is so long, please bless him with a bright future, joy and peace.

The shadow that often appears in my dreams, lingering, gradually getting used to every night, every dream she will appear as promised, I tried my best to see the person in front of me, but every time I was awakened, and gradually the shadow was gone, a long time ago, the cherry of the school was red, I held it in my hand, and overheard someone say that you also picked it, looking at this cherry is more like a red bean.

Books are like green mountains and often stacked chaotically, and lights are like red beans are the most lovesick. I still remember the first time I met, but the first topic started with a flower, you said you like to plant flowers, your yard is full of flowers, that day you told me that someone asked you for a flower, you picked the red rose to her, that day it was raining lightly, the rain stopped and the flowers bloomed more vividly, the red roses drooped, the rain fell on the leaves, the dew on the petals was slowly dripping, you said it was okay, the hair was wet.

The next day, you said you were going to go out, you said you would talk when you got home, you, you, when you arrived at the destination, you started to send messages, you said that your family went to a party, and when you ate, don't look at your phone, otherwise the delicious food will be gone, and you remember that when you got home, you said that your stomach was bulging. You and your sister went to the lotus pond, and at that time you sent me a photo for the first time, and it didn't take long for you to withdraw.

When you come home at night, you like to make your own jelly to eat, and you have to add ice at night, you say that you are not afraid of the cold. Chatting and chatting I don't know I talked about poetry, I remember that you are a science student who will be interested in liberal arts, when you ask which poet I like, I said I like Nalan Xingde, you asked me why, I can't remember how to answer, trapped in talent and loyal to character, you said you like Lu You, I didn't understand it at first, I only remember the sentence "Wang Shi Beiding Central Plains Day, family sacrifice did not forget to tell Naiweng"

I still vaguely remember that I said that Lu You travels more to Shen Yuan, speaking of which, you seem to be very happy I don't know, you asked me if I know the "hairpin head phoenix"? I seem to know that I am confused, and then you talk slowly, while talking and feeling depressed, I seem to be infected, I think of a person "Cangyang Gyatso" life if only as first seen, what is the autumn wind sad fan.

Hairpin phoenix red crisp hands

Song Dynasty · Lu

Red crisp hands, yellow silk wine, the city is full of spring palace wall willows.

The east wind is evil, and the joy is thin.

A melancholy, a few years away.

Wrong, wrong, wrong.

Spring is as old as ever, people are empty and thin, and tears are red and silky.

Peach blossoms fall, idle pond pavilion.

Although the mountain league is here, it is difficult to trust the brocade book.

Mo, Mo, Mo

The hairpin head phoenix is thin

Song Dynasty · Tang Wan

The world is thin, people are evil, and the rain sends dusk flowers to fall.

The wind is dry, and the tears are left.

If you want to write about your heart, you will be oblique in your monologue.

Hard, hard, hard!

People are different, today is not yesterday, and the sick soul is often like a swing.

The horn is cold, and the night is dark.

Afraid of people asking, crying and pretending to be happy.

Hide, hide, hide!

Yes, who is cold alone in the west wind, Xiao Xiao Huangye closes the window, maybe he shouldn't know each other, when a relationship finally dissipates, no matter how much he reaches out to grab it, he can't keep it, he will often hear the person concerned pretend to say indifferently: If time comes back, I'd rather have no quarrel with the world than meet you again. Yes, if there is no beginning, there will be no such unacceptable ending, it is better not to see each other, so that you can not fall in love; It's better not to know each other, so that you don't love each other; It is better not to be accompanied, so that you do not owe each other; It's better not to love each other.

You asked me who else I liked, I said Cao Cao, you feel very surprised, yes, everyone will be surprised, I couldn't speak for a while, when you said that you think Cao Cao is a real hero, the two of us seem to be tied together, hahahaha heroes see the same, we talked a lot about Cao Cao, I asked you like Lu You, we talked about Lu You's sad story from Cao Cao, we talked about Lu You's sad story from Cao Cao, it was very late that day, you can't stay up late, otherwise you will be dizzy the next day.

After you slept, I looked at the chat history, the corners of my mouth rose slightly, the next day, you said that you dreamed of me at night, I don't know how happy I was at that time, you told me, you saw my face clearly but you were very sure that it was me, after you finished speaking, I was still pretending to be calm In fact, my inner mood fluctuations and wind waves.

On your desk, row by row of books, I saw the Dream of Red Mansions, I thought of Jia Baoyu and Lin Daiyu also thought of the tragic love, the weather changed, the sunny day changed to a rainy day, I hurriedly went back to collect the clothes, and did not forget to chat with you, you said that you were very hot there, I remember that when you walked out wearing a pink skirt, you said that you were going to walk to the pavilion outside your house, I remember that the pavilion was very long, the ancient road outside the long pavilion, the vine surrounded the pavilion, and there was a winding path leading to the secluded, The feeling of the pavilion, you told me that you also saw a child playing there alone. You walk past the reservoir not far from your home, you slowly sit down and your feet swing slightly, the wind blows, blowing layers of ripples, you sit there, your hands on the stone bridge, you smile, you look at the scenery in front of me, I look at you, stand there dumbfounded, I also smile.

Your smile is like a lonely sail meeting an island, a smile of stars jumping and waves, and a smile of running in the night.

A small stone bridge, a book flower, a note with your favorite written on it, you smile under the interweaving of the sun and the wind, a cup of milk tea, a lipstick, a note with the future, you smile under the dance of the stars and the moon. You crashed into my eyes, smiled, thief good-looking,

You go back to school to fill in the volunteer, you tell me that you like finance, you say you also fill in the Chinese medicine, you are waiting day by day, you are very anxious to tell me whether you will not be admitted to the University of Finance and Economics, you are afraid of pain, you are afraid of studying medicine, you are afraid that you are afraid of getting farther and farther away from yourself, you are getting farther and farther away from yourself, I don't know what to say when I look at you in a hurry, I can only listen to you slowly, you say that if you go to a distant place, will I miss you, you say you like to see snow, you say you want to take pictures of snow to show me, you say you are going to many, far away places, You said you wanted to pursue your own light.

You like to be alone in front of the chair window, looking at the things outside the window, disappearing from the window, the people in the corridor outside the window are busy, I stand in the corridor through the window and look at you and smile dumbly, the rain, the gentle wind through the windows, in a certain sunset sunset, in a certain starry end, in a certain night when the stars fly away, where is the agreed place on the other side.

I stood more than ten meters away from you and watched you communicate with other people, and you smiled quietly, as if the world was gentle.

When I'm tired of everything, I think of you, of a tiny light in a corner of the world, slowly approaching and slowly starting to illuminate, slowly seeing that very important and very important person. I saw a white bird flying south in the snowflakes. The bird crossed the fence and disappeared into the snow-soaked air to the south. After that, all that remained was the squeak of my snow. I have long forgotten you when I first saw you, but I still remember that you rolled up some sleeves, and the pen in your hand sketched a late autumn, the autumn wind blew on your face, and I stood in the distance with red cheeks, and then the cicada landed on the drawing board, and was caught by you and your companions who ran, and I was like the cicada.

Luo Zhi likes Sheng Huainan no one knows, Sheng Huainan likes Luo Zhi The whole world knows, you also met your Zhou Siyue, I tried all my strength to use up all my courage, but I forgot to look at each other, trekking through mountains and rivers over mountains and mountains just to see the fragrance, you are the fragrance of summer, the stars that are out of reach, you are the warm sun in winter, untouchable distance, you are the person who will raise the corners of my mouth when I think of it, you are a good girl paper, chasing you to become the best self is the best crush.

People say that you should have a crush on someone in the spring and elope with her in the summer.

You shouldn't leave anything to chance

In the daisies, in all the flower language, are around the word crush, the sycamore carries the heart of the youth, the midsummer night is long, the love is unforgettable, the wind and snow witness the return of the old man, the long wind is three thousand, the white plum is still fragrant, the indulging in the galaxy, the mint attention, the smoke is gone. Daisies witness the love of the young man's burial, the spring swallow sings, never forgets, the south wind echoes to blow away the beauty, the Sanskrit sound is quiet, the hairpin song is listened to, the clouds are clever, the bright moon is slightly headed, and the heart is surging.

Just forget about you in the face of this moonlight, I have a long, long time, I dare not look up at the bright moon in the sky, the bright moon, the loneliness in the holy sky, the lonely moon hangs on the lonely mountain, the stars are dotted, it seems to be connected

If the two love for a long time, how can it be in the morning and twilight? I vaguely remember that day you went out with your friends, I still remember that day you were wearing a light skirt, plain and white, you said you were going to watch a blind date show, I said, I want to be a male guest to participate in the show, (in fact, I want to find you in the crowd) You and said go ahead, I still remember you asked me what I was going to wear, you asked me if I wanted to wear a skirt, I still remember that I didn't let you wear you and said no, I want to wear a skirt.

That day, I studied on my own, made a phone call, and hung up after a while, I went back to the dormitory at the table money, and sat in a daze for a long time, it seemed that I was getting farther and farther away from you, I began to be afraid, I didn't know what I was afraid of, I was entangled.

I changed my avatar in the middle of the chat, I thought it was no big deal, but you said how I cried, and came over to comfort, at that moment I didn't think about anything, at that moment I put down everything, although I don't know why I asked this, but it was still very warm, the first time someone cared about everything about themselves, I asked why do you think I'm unhappy. She said that you look at your avatar and cry, why don't you change your crying avatar, at that moment I felt that the world was quiet, very quiet and quiet, a little bit impatient, I immediately changed to a happy laugh.

It's right for a fool to be like this, to be happy, I don't know what's going on, I actually cry unconsciously, cry happily, it's the first time I feel so valued, and I've always been attached to others.

In fact, it's not a miss, it's not a regret, it's not a pity, it's not easy to be even, if you really want to say it's my own regret of my own miss, I am reluctant to make peace with myself, the reflection in the lake is a little bit of a little bit, lighting up the moon in the world, the lake is sparkling, the moon is alone, it is difficult to be peaceful, it is difficult to be peaceful, the car is far away, and the horse is longing. Jun travels to the east and east of Shandong, and Ande flies to chase the west wind. May I be like the stars and the moon, and the night will be bright and clean. The moon is temporarily obscure, and the stars are always bright. Leave the light to wait for the month to return, and the three or five will be profitable. Who will remember who for how long.

I met a person at the age of seventeen or eighteen in this rumour, the young man is bright like the sunshine so that I dare not forget, maybe every difficulty is the result of their efforts in order to do the best ending, your thoughts do not forget, there has never been an echo, sigh the world, sorrow and joy turn to find each other, the fly in the ointment is the letter of today, in the end it is difficult to peace. The capital is a good marriage, and I only think of the former alliance of wood and stone.

In the air, the mountains are full of crystal snow; Never forget, the lonely forest of the world. Again, yes

Sigh in the world, the fly in the ointment is today's letter: even if it is a case with eyebrows, it is difficult to calm down in the end. Thinking about it, hating it, hating it until it is time to return, and the moonlight people lean on the building. The lake is full of water every day, and it is very clear in autumn. Your appearance is gradually confused, the voice still occasionally remembers, I don't know which day will slowly forget, maybe this is the best for me to know you is lucky, in the wrong to think is a sin, I sit at the door of the temple, I don't know how long, the temple keeper called me in, he told me for a long time to tell a lot of stories from his youth, this temple and he itself is a story, down the mountain he left me to have a light meal, when I went back, the sky began to darken, I walked alone on the road, I sat on the side of the embankment, listening to the sound of running water, listening to the insects and frogs, as if I had blended in, and I didn't know how long I sat there, and the grass next to the embankment lit up.

The slight lights, the micro lights, the shining lights, the wind blows year after year, the sound of the spirit, the bustling water, and the slanting sun shines and scatters. Junshan is a little Pengying. The steaming cloud Mengze shook Yueyang City. The emperor has spiritual energy, but he is still sad.

I smell Laneige moving.

At the end of the song, no one is gone, and there are several peaks on the river. Forest broken mountain, bright bamboo hidden wall. Small pond of decaying grass with cicadas. Turning over the blank birds from time to time, according to the water red fern fine fragrance. Outside the cottage, next to the ancient city. The cane quinoa slowly turns to the sun. It rained three nights last night, and it was cold for another day. Long and haggard into the mirror, shocked back to go on the expedition. Pearl shark tears before the meal, a love affair in the attic after the meal.

The concubine is worried, and the wine is full. Forget the soul and dream with you. Tonight after getting drunk and becoming a snooze, there is no need to send Lang to the north wind.

often envy the handsome woman in this world who is as rich and handsome as jade, and even God pities her and gives her away. Soft and intelligent beauties accompany you. Everyone praised the woman for her soft singing voice and soft smile, and when the wind rose, the song flew like snowflakes over the hot summer day and cooled the world. You've come back from a distant place and you've come back looking even better. Ice muscles and jade bones, cool and sweat-free.

The wind in the water hall is full of dark fragrance.

The embroidered curtain is open, a little bright moon peeps at people, people are not sleeping, leaning on the pillow hairpin and sideburns.

Get up and carry your hands, the courtyard is silent, and you see the sparse stars crossing the river from time to time.

How was the night?

It's been three watches in the night.

The golden wave is light, and the jade rope turns low.

But when will the west wind come?

and secretly changed it for years.

On the third watch day, I walked in the alleyway, there was no light very quiet, that night the bright moon branches, hanging on the ancient tree in front of the house, the bright moon did not frighten the magpie, I looked at the tree and looked at the bright moon and forgot that I thought, everyone should have such a person in their life, whenever they think of him and want to cry, they will feel sad and regretful. Even if it's been a long, long time, as long as I see him, I still burst into tears, and I have to pretend to like the moon. I remember showing you off to others, I said your name with pride, I talked about you with a sparkle in my eyes, but in the end you became someone I kept silent. I will watch you in the moonlight I will talk about you at the wine table I will secretly miss you at night when no one is around I will miss you at dawn What about you Do you think of me for a moment, I watch you gradually like him, I look at him Actually, he is better than me, right, your phoenix in the sky should be out of the clouds.

I almost touched the stars, really, but then it was dawn, the ladder was unstable, and I fell, and then I didn't even dare to look up at the stars. I walked under the tree and sat down at the foot of the tree, the shadow under the moon became my only friend, in fact, I don't understand the hairpin phoenix, I don't understand Lu You, I don't understand the love at that time, I can't see it myself. The hairpin head phoenix is thin

The world is thin, people are evil, and the rain sends dusk flowers to fall. The wind is dry, and the tears are left. If you want to write about your heart, you will be oblique in your monologue. Hard, hard, hard! People are different, today is not yesterday, and the sick soul is often like a swing. The horn is cold, and the night is dark. Afraid of people asking, crying and pretending to be happy. Hide, hide, hide!

I don't know how to answer, what to do, I can only escape and escape, yes, Lu You is worthy of anyone but sorry Tang Wan, Lu You's life is really miserable

Lu's mother arbitrarily ruined her love, begged bitterly, knelt on the ground and begged for mercy to let her mother take back her life, completely useless, in desperation, Tang Wan was secretly placed in an external house, and could only secretly see it, and finally it was discovered, Lu's mother was forced to die, and he could only write a letter of resignation in despair, in a feudal society with filial piety as the sky, he worked hard and struggled, but unfortunately it was useless.

Tang Wan's father, when he learned that his daughter was divorced, was extremely angry that Lu's mother acted arbitrarily and alone, and secondly, the two relatives were so reckless, a few months after Tang Wan was divorced, he promised her to marry Zhao Shicheng, who had been secretly in love for a long time, and Tang Wan was also unable to resist and couldn't resist, so he had to agree.

Lu You learned that Tang Wan had married someone else, and the person he married was a good friend, and Zhao Shicheng, who was also very virtuous, and the heart in his heart that hoped to reunite was also completely dead.

Devoted to studying hard and putting his mind on the imperial examination and his own ambitions, but unfortunately, Qin Hui's grandson who participated in the imperial examination in the same year was jealous of Qin Hui and fell off the list.

After several years of hard work came to naught, Lu You, who was in a lost mood, returned to his hometown and went to Shen Yuan to relax.

may be fate, but also providence, in Shen Yuan met Tang Wan and Zhao Shicheng, in the face of that person who used to love deeply, close every day, Lu You stood in place, looking at the pavilion Pavilion two people making tea and talking, the old picture, has been in my mind, sad heart, I want to turn around and leave, but was discovered by Zhao Shicheng, the three of them met, Zhao Shicheng also loved Tang Wan to the bone, but he knew that Tang Wan didn't like to laugh and sorrow for so many years on Lu You, so under the pretense of having official business, asked Lu You to take care of Tang Wan, Walk away and give them time together. After Zhao Shicheng left, Tang Wan asked the maid to serve the yellow vine wine, and personally poured wine for Lu You, Lu You held the wine glass, with thousands of tastes in his heart, cup after cup, a little drunk, Tang Wan looked at the man he loved deeply, so sad, he wanted to comfort him, but he still didn't speak, his heart was very sad and couldn't say, he just sat with him for a while and waited until Zhao Shicheng came back and left with him.

Lu You was already drunk, after Tang Wan left, he couldn't hold back the thoughts of those years, his mother's arbitrariness and loneliness were dismantled, things were wrong, the imperial examination was killed, and the loss of ambitions was blocked, and the rationality of the brain was occupied by emotion, and the effect of alcohol magnified the sorrow and anger in his heart, and it was mentioned on the wall

"Hairpin Phoenix, Red Crisp Hand" was unsigned, and then left dejectedly.

In the second year, Qin Hui died, Lu You was overturned, left his hometown to look at Tang Wan's calligraphy and painting in the past, his heart was sad, his relatives couldn't stand it, and persuaded him to marry again, he said that he did not take a concubine before his death, and he would not marry again after his death, and his friends laughed at him for being sad for the eternity Zhao Shicheng, 13 years after Tang Wan's death, one day, Zhao Shicheng seemed to see it, and asked to go to the battlefield to resist Jin, and died on the battlefield. Let's look back on Lu You, lived 85 years old, full of children and grandchildren, seemingly complete, a lifetime of unwillingness, love was beaten by a stick, Tang Wan died because of his drunken words, but the person he loved the most died in his own hands, his heart was desperate and irreparable, he was a country all his life, but he was never able to display his ambitions, when he was old, he returned to his hometown, settled near Shen Garden, revisited Shen Garden several times, a year before his death, he couldn't walk, and insisted on going to Shen Garden, the dead people have died, and the living people are still suffering.

Even after his death, his last wish did not come true, the mountains and rivers were broken, the Great Song Dynasty perished, the descendants jumped into the sea and died, everything was empty, and later the Ming Dynasty was established, and it was also regarded as the king of Beiding, but no one told him at his tomb that the motherland returned to the hands of the Han people. About Lu You, Tang Wan, Zhao Shicheng, all of them are uneasy, many people sympathize with Zhao Shicheng, because he is gentle, single-minded, and desperate, but thinks that Lu You is a cowardly and unjust is a mother's treasure man, not worthy of Tang Wan, not as good as Zhao Shicheng, in fact, it is not right to look at history from a modern perspective, the Song Dynasty emphasized literature and light on martial arts, and took filial piety as the priority, Lu You begged and struggled, but he was not as good as his mother to die, and he could not compare to this feudal society with filial piety as the sky, if he did not follow his mother's wishes, he would break off his career and be pointed out by thousands of people, Tens of thousands of people scolded, if that Lu Mu really died, he and Tang Wan would also be implicated, the world is so big that there is no place for him, he has no choice, the reason why Zhao Shicheng can carry a sedan chair to marry a second-married Tang Wan without fear, one is because he really likes Tang Wan very much, and he has a crush on Tang Wan very early, and the other is because he is a relative of the emperor, no one dares to say anything, even if his relatives have it, it is difficult for us to truly empathize with the many sufferings in the world. Therefore, when suffering comes and falls on a person, everyone will be caught off guard.

When people are the most vulnerable, they think of their most important people, recall the past, plus they drink alcohol, they lose their rationality, and their sensibilities make people even more sad.

It is difficult to sort out right and wrong in the matter of love, some people say that if Lu You does not write that poem, Tang Wan will not die, Zhao Shicheng will not die on the battlefield.

If there is no Lu Mu's arbitrary and lonely, the feudal superstition is incompatible, and Kefu Kemu's statement, Lu You and Tang Wan will always be in love, and Zhao Shicheng can only be a person who can't be secretly loved, where can he still live with Tang Wan, of course, there will be no such eternal sadomasochism

The order of appearance in life is really important, if he hadn't met Tang Wan, his life would have been a different scene, but Zhao Shicheng, who doesn't love Tang Wan, is it still Zhao Shicheng? And there is no if in life, so Zhao Shicheng has always been the most popular among the girls who are more emotional in this story, and it is the white moonlight in their hearts. As for Tang Wan, she is lucky, the girl is very happy to have a boy who loves her to the bone in her life, she has two.

She is also unlucky, she has a vicious mother-in-law in feudal society, born in an era when women do not have much right to speak.

I thought I could stay for life, but I was going to be beaten with a stick

She didn't do anything wrong from the beginning to the end, but she became a victim. We can't judge right or wrong, and I don't have the right, just like now in your words, you are Tang Wan but I am not Lu You or Zhao Shicheng, I don't know how long I stayed, I only felt extremely helpless, the wind gradually became stronger, I looked into the distance and looked out of sight, the leaves fell on my hair, I didn't want to be blank at this moment, I didn't move, I slowly stood up, my steps were very light, and I walked to my door, I raised my hand and wanted to push open the door, I hesitated for a long, long time.

I plucked up the courage to push open the door, trying to control the sound, I didn't dare to turn on the light when I walked into the house, I walked with my touch, I didn't dare to make a sound when I went up the stairs, I returned to the room, I just lay down, lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling, as if I saw the universe and everything in the world changing.

I can't be at ease at this moment, yes, the alternation of old and new things has never stopped, from the original sun, moon and stars, yin and yang to today's things and things, from the original chaotic universe to the present and even in the future, it slowly, slowly seems to have never been discovered, replaced or replaced, or chosen to guard. It seems that I am the one who has been replaced, and maybe I have replaced yours as well.

I left, back to school, sitting in the car looking out the window and looking past your door, I couldn't be appeased for a long time, evoking my illusion, I stood at the intersection, looking at the traffic and people, I inserted the trail in front of my eyes and seemed to be dark and couldn't see anything clearly, walking slowly, I only felt that a fog rose around me, and after a while, the fog was long and long, I was looking for a dawn in the fog, and lifted the clouds with my hands, it seemed useless, I walked and hit the pine tree headlong, I looked up at the sky, I only felt dizzy, It was like a ghost hitting a wall, I didn't dare to move forward, I sat down in place, and I was punished like a child who had done something wrong.

Falling into the abyss, falling, it was pitch black, I couldn't see everything around me, I began to fall, I gave up struggling, I didn't hold on to illusions, I began to embrace the darkness, I began to close my eyes, a hand held me firmly, I seemed to hear the cry, I seemed to see redemption, I seemed to see the glimmer of light in the darkness, I tried to grasp it, slowly struggled, slowly tried to wake up from the night, maybe I had already melted into this long darkness, no matter what I did, I struggled to break through the shackles.

I'm just a shadow, but I'm a shadow, and I'm going to sink in the darkness without you. But the darkness will swallow me up, and yet the light will make me disappear. But I don't want to wander between light and darkness, I might as well sink in the darkness.

I woke up from a big dream, but a dream I was so scared, I habitually took out my mobile phone, looked for a long time in the WeChat chat box without you, rummaged through the contacts and still didn't find it groggy got up from the bed, walked to the window, slowly pulled, I covered my eyes with my hands, the light made me feel unfamiliar, I don't know how long it took for me to come to my senses, only to find that the dormitory was empty only myself, the book on the table was shabby, and my god caught the world that belonged to her

The gods fell and fell and shattered the lamp, the sky full of stars poured into the starry night, shining brightly on the earth, the light that belongs to you is guiding you forward, the stars that belong to you are shining in your future, you are the shining god, I am a fallen light chaser, the god who misses the light and falls into the abyss full of thorns, there are by no means few people under the seat of gods and Buddhas. Believers pray and recite dogmatic scriptures and listen to the same chants, where is salvation, this is clearly poisonous. They don't distinguish between black and white, and they only listen to what the Buddha says. The Buddha said that when all beings are upside down, then all things are immediately lost. Peace and joy may I wish.