Changsheng really admires Granny Fan, to be able to take this step at this age, it takes not only hard work, but also the courage to break through the world without fear.

Granny Fan stared at Changsheng's eyes for a while, confirming that she was telling the truth, and couldn't help but show a smug little expression.

"Hehe, I knew I was very good, and no old lady in our area dared to go out and play at this age. Either take grandchildren at home, or wait for death. Hey, I've brought up my grandchildren and stayed at home, and that's really waiting for death. So before I die, I have to see the outside world. ”

"By the way, I haven't told you how I got out yet."

Changsheng immediately put on a very interested look, in fact, she was quite interested.

Seeing that she was so curious, Granny Fan showed a smiling expression and began to slowly recall the whole time she came out.

"The small village I live in is a small place that no one cares about. It's just that the people are more prosperous, and when there are many people, there are many miscellaneous things. My father, although he is a showman, has a gentle and weak temperament, and he is easy to be bullied. ”

"Even if some people were afraid of his talent, but after discovering that he ignored his presumptuous actions once or twice, he slowly kicked his nose in the face."

"At the beginning, it was a few handfuls of vegetable seedlings and a few garlic heads, and gradually it became eggs, sesame oil, chickens and ducks, and land."

"I don't know if you've seen the little girl, but our countrymen over there, if they are weaker, they will always be bullied. My father was like that, because he had read a few books of sages and sages, and he disdained to argue with ordinary people a lot, perhaps he thought that as long as he tolerated a thing or two, those people would stop in moderation. It's just that, how can anyone be so self-conscious? ”

"If I hadn't married my mother later, my family would have been given up to others by my father."

"But because they can no longer take advantage of my family, it gives them more reasons to talk for no reason. It's just that the gods and ghosts are afraid of the wicked, and my mother is notorious, and those people gradually don't dare. Therefore, since I was a child, I have learned to appreciate the world in those books like my father, and I have also learned my mother's courage to dare to fight against others. ”

Thinking of the happy life of being a daughter, Granny Fan smiled and even lost the wrinkles on her face. Come to think of it, it must have been a period of special nostalgia, enough to become a spiritual pillar for Granny Fan in the next few decades of her life.

Patting Changsheng's hand, Granny Fan smiled and looked at a white cloud in the distance in the sky, as if she was looking at a life that could never be returned.

"Since I was a child, I wanted to go outside and see, and I wanted to be the brave and fearless woman in the book, who acted chivalrous and righteous, eliminated harm for the people, and would take action whenever someone needed help. At that time, my father even made me a small wooden sword, which was very beautiful. Like, yes, just like you. ”

Changsheng originally wanted to deny it, but after glancing at Granny Fan's fascinated look, he still didn't refute it.

She doesn't feel that she is the kind of person that Granny Fan yearns for, but at this time, Granny Fan thinks she is, she is.

"It's just a vow made when I was young, how can an adult take it seriously? So no one will help me. Later, I realized that I had pinned my hopes on others and had done it wrong in the first place. ”

"Later, my parents grew old one by one, and I got married, busy with filial piety to my in-laws, taking care of my husband, and having children, as if a lifetime had passed like this."

"My father and mother, in fact, can be regarded as longevity, the year before I left, they both passed away, it is said that they are one of the longest-lived people in our village throughout the ages."

"I don't know what's going on, when my father and mother were still alive, I always felt that the time was still early, the days were still there, not too late, don't worry, but when they died, I suddenly realized that this time was running out. When I was apprehensive, when I hesitated, when I made excuses for myself, time just passed away little by little, and never returned. ”

"Look at my face and hands, they used to be smooth, but now, they're full of wrinkles and spots."

With an emotional sigh, Granny Fan raised her hand in front of her eyes and looked at it carefully. It was a pair of weathered hands, although he had never done any farm work because of his family background, but after so many years of housework, where could he not leave any traces?

After so many years, even if you forget, time will remember it for you.

"When I was guarding my father's grave, I recalled it, and I couldn't remember anything in my previous life that I was proud of. Looking at his life, it seems to be boring. ”

"Tell me, I'm sixty-five years old this year, how many years do I have to live? If you don't come out to take a look while you can still move, you will regret it until you die! ”

Granny Fan slapped her thigh, obviously remembering the indescribable melancholy she had when she recalled her short life.

Alas, do you have to live like this for the rest of your life? Her husband has died a long time ago, and only one of her sons has already started a family and even become a grandfather, at this time, in the eyes of most people, it seems that she is the time to enjoy happiness, but she doesn't want to.

That night, a slightly crazy plan came to mind, and little by little it was perfected. Granny Fan spent a whole year planning how to leave, which path to take more smoothly, and which path to take to avoid dangerous areas and mountains.

On the day of her parents' anniversary, she finished sacrificing her parents, carried a large package on her back and left at night.

The night was quiet, and only the sound of his own rapid breathing and heartbeat could be heard. Granny Fan didn't dare to turn back, it was obviously a familiar road, but as soon as the sky was dark, it seemed that many dangers had been added out of thin air.

However, it is precisely because of such a quiet night that she can keep recalling her previous life, and then, she is more determined in her direction!

After that, it was not all smooth sailing, Granny Fan experienced natural and man-made disasters, encountered mudslides, encountered a large river with a sudden rise in water, and also met robbers. Perhaps it was because she didn't have much oil and water as an old woman, and after hearing about her goal, the robbers not only let her go and showed her the way, but also gave her some dry food.

In short, when she really walked on the road, Granny Fan knew what it meant to 'read thousands of books is better than to travel thousands of miles'. Because on the road, you can truly experience the warmth and coldness of the world in reality.

Whenever she was tired, Granny Fan would take a look at the direction of her home, and then she would have a sudden courage.

She wasn't walking alone, and her parents were there who always wanted to come out and see but didn't have time, so she never thought about giving up.

(End of chapter)