Man's greed is endless.

At first, he only hoped that Jin Yan would not be afraid of him and would not stay away from him.

Slowly, he hoped to get a look from her.

But time is like a deadly poison, his love for him, his restraint and forbearance, and his compromise and retreat have all produced a huge backlash under the soaking and erosion of this poison.

The more restrained he is, the more forbearance, the more he doesn't like it, the more he compromises, the stronger his longing becomes.

Sometimes it becomes a long arrow full of barbs, sometimes it is full of blazing fire, sometimes it becomes a dark and terrifying mouth of blood, sometimes it becomes a dark and deep abyss......

The long arrow seemed to have undergone a top-level mechanical transformation, and was constantly changing its forms, but each time it was transformed, it had to be tested on his body, and he was shot all over his body, and blood gushed out from every wound that pierced his body, staining his world a blood-red color.

He is also spitting on himself.

You shouldn't like Jinyan.

But it was just that he made people, and his feelings for her deteriorated.

He deserved such a punishment.

But he was not reconciled.

She was raised by him since he was a child, they are not related by blood, and they are not in the same household register, he was just adopted and raised by his kind and kind brother, he is the one who knows her best, why can't he love her?

He couldn't even stand watching others confess to Jin Yan, how could he watch her marry someone else, enter the marriage hall with another man, and grow old?

In such a battle between heaven and man, covered in blood, he calmly passed through a whole blurred and deformed world barefoot, and fell into the sea of flames.

The blazing flames were eating away at his hair, his skin, his flesh, his ribs......

Everything was burned and turned into a piece of powder that could be dissipated without the wind.

But his heart was still beating vigorously.

What the sea of fire did not swallow up, it was his love.

He loves Jinyan.

There is no doubt about that.

Since he was a child, he has always loved her with his life.

But that confession two years ago ruined everything, and for many days and nights after he fled, he even frantically wanted to go back in time and kill the boy.

If he hadn't broken that confession, if he hadn't broken it, he wouldn't have found out that he was jealous of a stinky boy who had nothing in the world, and his feelings had deteriorated......

But time can't be turned back, and he can't go back to the past.

Love is already loved, and he has no choice.

If there is only one "no love" option left in front of him, then he would rather die.

Let the bloody maw of all things horrible and horrible and terrifying devour him, make him disappear.

But how could he be willing?

Of course he was not reconciled.

Obviously, he is the one who loves her the most.

Since you are not reconciled, then accept it calmly.

After accepting his feelings, he had a little more extravagant hope in his heart, and it didn't matter what other people looked like, but he didn't want Jin Yan to treat him as a weirdo, or even a pervert.

But greed is endless.

With a hint of luxury, there will be more.

Greed grew wild, and now, he began to crave a response from her, even if it was just a look.

But this is not enough, he even wants to get the same feelings.

And he knows very well that the result of this is that if he is not careful, he will fall very badly, fall to pieces, and stay under the unfathomable abyss forever.

But he came back anyway.

If you can't get it......

Then let him fall to pieces, and let him be buried under the dark and closed abyss.

……

In the time when no one spoke, time was stretched out, everything slowed down, but the senses became sharper.

Yu Qingtang thought about how to organize the language and apologized for his resignation two years ago.

Yes, he didn't want to confess on such a day.

He hopes that Jin Yan's birthday can be happier, and it has always been like this.

But even so, he was still absent from last year's birthday, and even if he made up too many gifts and blessings in the future, he couldn't make up for last year's today.

He racked his brains, but his mind was blank, he could only hear the sound of his heartbeat that was too high and too fast and the sound of Jin Yan's shallow breathing, and his eyes were just a girl who stubbornly refused to look back at him.

I don't know how long it took, Jin Yan heard him say "I'm sorry".

She was slightly stunned.

At this time, Yu Qingtang said again: "Baby, happy birthday." ”

In fact, after she grew up to the age of ten, Jin Yan didn't let her family call her like this, everyone said that they knew and knew, and when there were no outsiders in private or when they were excited and happy, they would still call her like this.

Calling it out of Yu Qingtang's mouth is even more unusual.

She was annoyed and wanted to say what you did two years ago, where have you been in the past two years, even if you want to think about something, you can always answer the phone, right?

But before she could make a sound, Zhou He's hearty and sunny voice came from outside, "Jin Yan? What about our little princess, Aunt Mu said that grandma made you a new dress, let me see it! ”

Jin Yan stood up as usual.

She was about to walk towards the door, but Yu Qingtang grabbed her wrist.

Jin Yan turned his head, "Uncle? ”

Yu Qingtang's breathing was sluggish, and then he quickly let go of Jin Yan as if he had been burned, but after a while, the arm was still stiff and hung in the air.

His expression was bitter, and there was endless sadness in his eyes, like an island.

After just one glance, Jin Yan's heart was also burned.

She took a breath and turned her head with a smile on her face again.

Zhou He and Xie Jing came in one after the other, and the expectant looks on their faces almost froze invisibly when they saw the tall, handsome, mature and steady man behind Jin Yan.

Zhou He frowned, anticipation and joy faded from his face, leaving only a mocking concern, "Uncle? When did you get back? ”

When he first arrived in Lanzhen at the age of seven, he never called Uncle Yu Qingtang.

Now it's called that, and the purpose is self-explanatory.

And Yu Qingtang was also very aware of this, so he just said "um" lightly.

Indifferent and detached from outsiders, this is his consistent style.

It can be said that the more light the wind and clouds are in Qingtang, the more angry Zhou He is.

After making Jin Yan sad for two years, how can he still act as if nothing has happened?

Seeing that Zhou He's temper came up, he was afraid that he would say the wrong thing and disturb Jin Yan's coming-of-age ceremony, Xie Jing went up and blocked his eyes.

He also called Uncle, but the irony was not so strong, after all, their relationship was not the same as Zhou He.

When he first arrived at He's house, he didn't like Yu Qingtang, who was unconditionally trusted and relied on by Jinyan, and Yu Qingtang didn't like him either, they were hostile to each other at that time.

But despite this, Yu Qingtang is still taking care of and protecting him, which is the reason why he respects Yu Qingtang.

But respect does not mean indisputability.

Even if the opponent is Yu Qingtang, he will not back down half a point.

Good night and good dreams