And is Changsheng really okay?

While the brothers and sisters were fighting to the death with the black woman, Changsheng stood quietly in the air, trying to digest the colorful smoke.

Yes, digestion. The emotions of human beings are originally intangible, but the people in the Black Domain on the other side don't know what method they used to turn those formless and insubstantial things into tangible smoke. Because of this, these colorful smoke cannot be eliminated by ordinary methods.

After all, can you touch emotions with your hands?

But Changsheng can, because she has cultivated the way of entering the sword with compassion, although this is not her ultimate way, but it is all emotions, and there is always something in common. Of all the monks present, she was probably the only one who could handle them. So she deserves it.

At this moment, she has completely fallen into the illusion brought about by the 'five feelings' in front of her.

A toddler staggered up to her, his big clear eyes staring straight at him. Knowing that this was an illusion, Changsheng couldn't help but smile. She bent down and whispered to the child.

"Little girl, why are you here? Can I help you? ”

The child stared at Changsheng and didn't speak for a long time. Then he stretched out his wizened arm and grabbed the hem of her clothes.

"Why? Why don't my dad and mom like me, and why do they prefer my brother? Am I not their child? I also want them to hug me and kiss me. I wish they could keep me on their minds all the time. Is it because I was born a little earlier than my brother that I have to bear all the indifference? ”

Changsheng couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.

However, the child did not stop there, she kept telling her grievances.

"Why can they ignore me when I'm standing in front of them? I'm also a human being, so why don't you treat me as a human being? Just because my brother is smarter, do I deserve to be ignored by them? I'd love to be smart and pretty, but that's not something I can control......"

Changsheng seemed to understand something, and she listened quietly to the chatter of the little girl opposite. Time seemed to have passed for a long time, and it seemed to be only a short moment, and the little girl on the other side finally stopped. She stared at Changsheng with those black grape-like eyes.

"Sister, don't you hate it? Isn't what happened to you and me different? I don't understand, it's clear that they are all their children, why do they always have to be treated differently? I'm clear, I'm ......"

Changsheng looked at the child opposite gently, and stretched out his fingers to wipe the tears from her face. She thought, she knew why the child had appeared.

This child is probably an artificially created inner demon, and she may be part of these emotional makeup. After glimpsing the weakness of people's hearts, these 'five emotions' will differentiate into different emotions and lure them into it. And the first temptation that appeared against herself was this child who seemed to be in sympathy with her.

Looking at this child who kept asking questions, Changsheng couldn't help but think back to his childhood. What was in her childhood? It seems that there is nothing, and all that can be recalled is a large area of gray.

Indeed, when she was young, she was not valued by the adults in the family. Whether it is their father, mother or maternal grandfather, they all prefer Lingguang who left the Yu family from birth. Even the subordinates of the Yu Mansion will watch the dishes, and they will treat her, the only little master, perfunctory.

When she was about the same age as this child, a trace of doubt occasionally flashed in her little heart. Are you a transparent person? Obviously, she was standing in front of everyone, but no one's eyes stayed on her, but everyone was thinking about someone who was not in front of her.

For a long time, Changsheng didn't actually feel his own existence. If you count it this way, she is indeed a little pitiful.

A hint of cunning flashed in the clear eyes of the child opposite, yes, that's it, become like me, and stay here with me. In this world, if any child has been treated like this, who will not feel resentment?

Changsheng was still immersed in her own thoughts at this time, and she found that she hadn't thought about her childhood for a long time. She now suddenly realizes that she doesn't seem to be a good person either. Because all her relatives are gone, but she is not so sad that she can't live.

When everyone was innocently killed, she was indeed immersed in grief for a long time, especially when she was struggling to survive in the underground waters, her heart was full of her father, mother and grandfather, and she thought that if they were, maybe they would protect themselves.

But all this was an extravagant hope after all, until he was washed out of the underground waterway and was rescued by Grandpa Gu, no one appeared.

But even with all that sadness, she never seemed to think of ending her life. So this kid's trick is useless. Because since she was born, the only thing she has learned to persist until now is to try to live.

Just like Grandpa Gu said, no matter whether anyone values you or not, whether anyone loves you or not, you have to love yourself.

It is very simple for a person to want to die, but it is very difficult to want to live. But at no time did she think about giving up her life.

Changsheng opened his eyes and looked at the child in front of him, and couldn't help but reach out and touch her head, with a kind of sadness in his eyes that was gentle to the extreme.

"I know you're feeling bad, but little girl, you have to remember. Even if no one in this world loves you, you have to learn to love yourself. Because you matter. ”

"Nobody thinks I'm important! I'm a kid that no one wants! ”

The kid couldn't help but retort loudly, his voice sharp.

"Nope! You are important. After all, the love of others only comes from others. And loving yourself is the easiest and hardest thing you can do. ”

At this time, Changsheng suddenly thought of what kind of feelings Grandpa Gu would have felt in his heart when he said those words to himself before he died? Will he be like his current self, and he can't help the sourness in his eyes when he faces this child who is begging for the love of others?

The words from many years ago hit her at this moment, which spanned more than ten years, and Changsheng suddenly understood why Grandpa Gu had tears in his eyes at that time.

Because they have had a similar experience, looking at this child reminds them of their original self.

Changsheng's eyes gradually glowed with a layer of moist water, and she gently stroked the hair of the child in front of her, just like stroking the lonely self who hid in the rockery more than ten years ago, and could only stare at the ants crawling on the ground for fun.

"It's okay, at least me, I like you."

(End of chapter)