239, between water and sky (19)

Du Qianqian is tired and tired every month, and the money she earns can only barely maintain food and clothing, to put it mildly, she can only eat half full every day, counting the days and calculating that she will last until next month.

Although Mei Ruohong was poor in the past, Zixuan would bring him food from time to time, and would buy him brushes and painting tools, and later met Qianqian, she would often buy things for herself, at that time he only needed to paint well, and he went crazy from time to time, and he didn't need to worry about livelihood at all.

Even if it's not good, it's okay to go to the drunken horse painting meeting to rub it.

And now, the quality of life has plummeted, let alone buying painting tools, and even eating a full stomach is a problem.

If he doesn't have enough to eat, he won't have the strength, and if he doesn't have the strength, he won't be able to draw good paintings, and if he can't paint good pictures, he won't be able to sell them for money, so he has been stuck in such a dead loop.

A few days ago, he suddenly had an inspiration and painted a painting that he was very satisfied with, and he confidently took it to the painting shop to sell, but the owner of the house was not a garbage collection station, and he accepted everything, so he naturally refused to ask for his paintings.

It's not just the owner of a calligraphy and painting shop who said this, he almost ran all the calligraphy and painting shops in the city, but still no one wanted his paintings.

From the initial anger, feeling that they would not appreciate his paintings without vision, to finally falling into deep doubts, he began to wonder if he could really paint?

At this time, he met Zixuan.

Zixuan was followed by a nanny, who was holding a white and fat child, who was wearing a small suit and looked delicate and foreign.

Even if she gives birth to a child, her figure is still so bumpy and convex, and she even adds a mature woman style, coupled with the protection of her brother, her life has not changed at all, and it seems to be the same as him.

He wanted to escape, but Zixuan was as if he had radar installed, and he immediately searched for his existence, "Ruohong? Is that you? Ruohong! ”

The two met again, Zixuan looked at Ruohong in front of him, and only felt distressed, people who were once so high-spirited are now full of decadence inside and out.

"Y-you, are you alright?"

Who knew that Mei Ruohong's face was full of sadness, "I, I'm useless, I can't give Qianqian a good life, I can't do anything, I'm just a waste!" It's a piece of rubbish! ”

"No, you don't, I believe you!"

"It's me who dragged Qianqian down, it's me who dragged Qianqian......" Mei Ruohong intermittently told Zixuan about their recent approximations, but most of them were pitiful, and said that their situation was pitiful and miserable, but she was distressed.

Later, Wang Zixuan made two decisions, "Ruohong, you, otherwise, come and live with us, right?" ”

"No... I can't ......."

Wang Zixuan picked up the child behind him, "Ruohong, look at our son, look at him, do you want him to grow up like this without his father's company?" ”

twisted and took the soft child, Mei Ruohong did not refute Wang Zixuan's proposal, but just hugged the child in a daze.

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"So, you want to live with Zixuan and their mother and son, right?"

Facing Du Qianqian's questioning, Mei Ruohong was a little flustered, but he quickly found a reason for himself, "I can't do this, I've dragged you down too much, the child is innocent, I can't ruin this child anymore!" ”

At this moment, Du Qianqian didn't know what kind of calculation this man had in his heart, and at this moment she really saw Mei Ruohong's personality clearly.

She regretted it, was sad, and only felt that she was going to suffocate, she abandoned her parents for Mei Ruohong, and put the happiness of her life on him as a bet, and even did not hesitate to do those dirty jobs to support him, and as a result, he repaid himself like this!

Well, that's great!

"You wait!" Du Qianqian entered the house and found the marriage book she regarded as a baby, and tore it in front of him, "From now on, you are you, I am me, we return to the bridge, the road returns, today is not for you to leave, but for me Du Qianqian to leave you Mei Ruohong!" ”

Although he was shocked by Du Qianqian's approach, Mei Ruohong's heart suddenly relaxed a little, all the shackles that bothered him were gone, he could live with Zixuan with confidence, and he could concentrate on making his own paintings!

Du Qianqian, who had nowhere to go, recalled that her experience during this period of time was as if she had been in a nightmare, as if she had been lowered by Mei Ruohong, and she became completely different from herself, wandering around with tears streaming down her face, like a lonely ghost, and actually walked to the bridge where she met Mei Ruohong for the first time.

When I first saw it, it was March, and everything was recovering, but now it is the autumn wind and piles of fallen leaves.

What kept coming to mind was the disappointed and sad look of her parents, the only thing she was most sorry for was the two of them, if it wasn't for her stubbornness to be with Mei Ruohong, maybe nothing would have happened later.

But now she doesn't even know where they are, and she is speechless to face them, and living in this world is just superfluous......

At this moment, she even wondered if she should jump down and let the lake overflow her, so that she could free herself.

"You think that if you die, that scumbag will get retribution? He will only pretend to cry a few words, and then hug his wife and children, have his own family, and live a perfect life, on the contrary, your death can only be avenged on your own parents, have you ever wondered if they knew that you were dead, would they also die sadly? ”

Jiang Duyun's voice behind him came, startling the person who was immersed in his thoughts, turned to look at her, a little surprised, and then shook his head.

Jiang Duyun only happened to choose the park on the West Lake because he participated in the interest group of painting, and met Du Qianqian, who was crying.

Looking at Du Qianqian's appearance, she could roughly guess what happened between them, as well as her appearance of wanting to throw herself into the lake.

"I didn't want to throw myself into the lake, I just ...... It's just a little sad and I just want to calm down. ”

Her change is really big, the eldest lady who used to be pampered in the past, now she is dressed in coarse linen clothes, not to mention, her face is sallow, her body is thin, she looks malnourished, and she doesn't know why she has to suffer from love for a scumbag!

"You're leaving?"

Jiang Duyun just asked tentatively, but she didn't expect Du Qianqian's face to flash with complex emotions such as embarrassment, remorse, grief, etc., and after a long pause, she nodded, "Yes, I finally found out what kind of person he is, he still chose Zixuan, and I chose to tear up the marriage book with him." ”

"So you have nowhere to go now, so you're wandering around the West Lake?"

She couldn't deny this fact, Jiang Duyun's voice was like Satan, and extremely seductive words sounded in her ears.

"You want to leave it at that? He ruined your life, and you let him live a good life so easily? Are you willing? Are you resentful? Don't you feel injustice for yourself? Want revenge? At least we can't let him have such a good time! I can help you! ”