Su Xin woke up again in the middle of the night.

The ward was dim, and only the faint light of the corridor lamp poured into the ward, revealing a faint light.

"Su Xin."

Next to the hospital bed, Fu Siyun was there all the time.

Just in case she wasn't resting well, he turned off the lights.

Sensing that she was awake, he immediately asked with concern: "Will it still hurt?" ”

His words seemed to come from a long way away, and it took a long time to reach Su Xin's ears.

Although she heard it, she didn't have the strength to make a sound, she just felt as if her body was not her own, the whole body was empty, floating weakly, and strange sensations pressed against her lower abdomen.

Raise your hand and put it on the lower abdomen, where there is still a slight pain.

Tears fell again.

Pain swept over again.

"I didn't protect it......"

She remembered what had happened a few hours ago, her body had already borne the pain in her lower abdomen, and her thoughts would not be as extreme as when she first knew, but her tears could not be stopped, she could not stop at all.

Fu Siyun held her face in pain, and said with difficulty: "It has nothing to do with you, only blame me for not caring about you much, Su Xin, you can hate me, don't hurt yourself." ”

But her tears fell more fiercely, her thoughts could not be separated from the loss of the baby, she could not listen to his words, and she fell into the abyss of pain.

Seeing her tears continue to burst the embankment, sliding down from the corners of her eyes, oozing out of his palms, infecting the pillow, and burning Fu Siyun's heart again.

Fu Siyun hated himself too much.

If he found out that she was pregnant earlier, if he had disposed of Shen Xilin earlier, if he had made his heart clear to her from the beginning......

No amount of regret can undo the damage caused this time, at this time, no matter how much comfort words are useless, all he can do is to wipe away her tears and accompany her.

……

The next day, at the doctor's suggestion, Su Xin needed to remove the remaining blood from her body and underwent surgery.

When she came out of the operating room, her whole body was as motionless as a dry river, and her eyes were as dull as broken.

Worried about her state, Fu Siyun has always been by her side - from her accident to now, there have been countless calls from the company, and he has pushed them all down.

"Auntie, uncle."

Outside the ward, Haohao pushed open the door and came in with Su Jia.

There is still Haohao at home, Su Jia has to run at both ends of the hospital and home, and at this time she is picking up the child from school.

Seeing that Fu Siyun was still here, and Hao Hao still shouted at him so kindly, Su Jia didn't know what to say, so she decided to focus on Su Xin's emotions first and not worry about it for the time being.

Hao Hao came towards the hospital bed, Fu Siyun raised his thin lips and touched Hao Hao's head.

The child liked Fu Siyun, smiled brightly at his uncle, and then lay down in front of Su Xin's hospital bed and shouted, "Auntie, are you better?" Hao Hao is so worried about you. ”

Su Xin didn't speak after the operation, she has been stuck in her own world and can't come back to her senses.

Haohao's voice came, she actually didn't have the strength to respond, she reacted for a long time, and forced herself to squeeze out a smile: "Auntie is much better, it's okay." ”

Haohao's little face was a little bitter after hearing this, his little body leaned on Su Xin's bedside and hugged her, and said seriously: "I know that my aunt's baby is gone." ”

"Haohao?!"

Su Jia didn't tell Hao Hao what happened to Su Xin, she thought that Hao Hao didn't understand anything, she didn't expect Hao Hao to say this, she was worried that Su Xin would hurt her heart, so she hurriedly spoke out to stop it.

Su Xin shook her head at her sister and signaled that it was okay.

Indeed, Haohao did not inadvertently mention the fact that the baby was gone, he wanted to comfort Su Xin, hugged her and said, "Auntie is not afraid, don't be sad." You still have Haohao, Haohao will be good to my aunt. ”

"Good ......" to the children and the relatives she cared about, Su Xin suppressed her bad emotions and nodded: "With Haohao here, my aunt is not sad." ”

"Auntie will have a baby in the future!" Hao Hao raised his little head and said affirmatively: "I heard that my classmates said that our teacher didn't have a baby before, but then she gave birth to a super cute little sister." So don't worry, auntie, it must be that auntie's baby is not ready yet, and you have to run into auntie's belly next time! ”

The little guy said very seriously, Su Xin understood that the little guy knew so much and probably discussed it with his classmates, and then ran to comfort her.

A warm current passed through her heart.

It's just that her heart hurts too much, and the warm current can't give her warmth for long.

She also knew that she couldn't cheer up for the time being, so in order not to disappoint Haohao, she still said softly: "Haohao is right, the baby is not ready." ”

Thinking that his aunt's mood was better, Haohao was very happy.

And in order to please Su Xin, he talked about school and wanted to help divert her attention.

Su Xin listened carefully, but she was always distracted when she listened, and when she came back to her senses, Haohao was still talking, and she squinted and smiled.

The child didn't see Su Xin's situation, but Fu Siyun could see it, his eyes were solemn.

Until the evening, Su Xin looked at the sky outside the window and looked at her sister: "I can't get out of the hospital yet, my sister will take care of Haohao first and take him home." ”

Su Jia thought that she could cook something to eat at home first and then bring it to Su Xin, so she agreed.

Before leaving, she looked at the man in the ward again.

Unexpectedly, Fu Siyun actually came out to see her, which flattered Su Jia.

The man sent her out of the door of the ward in order to promise Su Jia, and Zhengse said to her: "I will take care of her, rest assured." ”

Originally, Su Jia had always had hatred for Fu Siyun, but she really saw his concern for Su Xin.

And she noticed that the man's face was much more haggard than yesterday, and his eye sockets were noticeably darker.

If she guessed correctly, Fu Siyun should have not rested from yesterday to now, and has been staying by Su Xin's side.

Su Jia was in a tangled mood for a while, but nodded politely: "Then trouble you." ”

After Su Jia left, Fu Siyun returned to the ward.

The woman in the bed returned to a lifeless state after the loss of her loved ones.

He knew that the only people she cared about were her sister and nephew, all pretending to be in front.

With a heavy heart, Fu Siyun went over and lifted the quilt that had just slipped off her body by Hao Hao, and asked, "What do you want to eat?" I'm going to buy it. ”

As soon as he asked, there was a sharp knock on the door of the ward.

Confused, the man got up and went over to open the door.

"Xin'er!"

Lu Yi shouted anxiously, and saw that the person who opened the door was a man, and was surprised: "Are you ...... Xin'er's boss? ”

"Dr. Lu."

Fu Siyun remembered this person, this person was Su Xin's friend, and he was a doctor in this hospital.

Very surprised that Fu Siyun was here, Lu Yi reacted for a few seconds, decided to care about Su Xin first, and said, "I'm coming to visit Xin'er, can you let me in?" ”

Any man who approaches Su Xin will be disgusted by Fu Siyun.

At this time, he didn't want Lu Yi to enter the ward to disturb him.

But people are like this, once they have someone they care about, they will think about each other.

He kept his face calm and let Lu Yi enter the ward.

After being released, Lu Yi walked towards Su Xin: "Xin'er, I heard that you had an accident, are you okay now?" ”

Getting closer to Su Xin, seeing her lifeless face was simply distressing.

Su Xin raised her eyes when she heard the voice.

Lu Yi was a college classmate with whom she had a good relationship and the person who knew her situation best, so she forced herself to cheer up, pursed her lips and nodded.

And to know that Su Xin is here, it was told by the nurse who has a good relationship with Lu Yi and is on duty near Su Xin's side, knowing that her baby is gone, so she rushed over in a hurry.

However, Lu Yi didn't simply come to see her, and said directly: "I know you're sad, but have you checked again?" ”

There is also Fu Siyun in the ward, and Lu Yi specially spoke cryptically in order to protect Su Xin's privacy.

Su Xin understood.

She forgot that she still had a bomb in her brain.