Chapter 128: Late affection is cheaper than grass

I love you.

These three words would really come out of Fu Siyun's mouth.

Five months ago, when he drove Shen Xilin away, insisted on keeping her by his side, and said that he wanted to marry her, Su Xin already knew his feelings for him.

At that time, there were too many complicated things stuck between the two, and neither of them went to puncture the last layer of window paper.

There are so many things that happened in the past that she doesn't want to recall.

When they met again five months later, she deliberately did not sort out the feelings between the two, trying to confuse the past until Haohao had surgery, and she and Zhu Chenshen left Changlang City like this.

But he said it, spreading out his emotions in a dignified manner.

obviously felt that he was reluctant to let go and hugged her tightly, so tight that she felt the pain of her collarbone, and her ears were full of his confession: "Su Xin, you must not know when we first met." It was the day of Zhu Chenshen's funeral, and you panicked and wanted to run to Zhu's house, but you almost got hit by a car and sat on the ground crying. Just one glance, I remember you. ”

"Yes......" Su Xin muttered.

To her surprise, he actually knew herself at that time.

Although her reaction was not as excited as her own, Fu Siyun's heart was churning.

When we met for the first time, he was thinking, what was she crying about, why was she crying so sadly?

It wasn't until a few months ago that he knew that she was crying because of Zhu Chenshen, and when the opportunity of this encounter was mentioned again, he was still sad.

"Later, I learned that when people fall in love at first sight, they don't care what the scene is, the heart is the heartbeat. When you came to me a year later, I thought I would soon lose interest in you, but in the three years you have been by my side, you have unconsciously developed a habit that is difficult to push away when I try to push you away. I terminated the agreement, transferred you away from my side, and deliberately treated Yaoyao well in front of you, all in order to completely cut off my feelings for you. ”

Fu Siyun is a strong person who can wield his abilities at work, but he is not good at expressing his feelings, and these words have been held back in his heart for too long.

"Actually, I can't do it at all, I'm jealous of all the men around you, whether it's Zhu Chenshen or Shen Xilin, or your college classmate Lu Yi, and others...... I can't even calm down when I see it! ”

When he said it, he was still guilty of her: "I'm sorry I have treated you badly in the past three years, I'm sorry our children are gone, I'm sorry I didn't protect you, I'm sorry I pushed you away, I'm sorry...... But I love you, in the five months you have been away, I have been looking for you all the time, and I am better than dead. ”

Too much life is better than death.

When there was no warmth between him and her, as long as he remembered it, he was distressed.

There has been no news of her for five months, and I don't know if she is okay, he is struggling to get by.

Fortunately, she is still alive and healthy in front of her.

Fortunately, after all these years of emotional confession and apology, I was finally able to confide in her in person.

"Su Xin, stay by my side...... Let's start from scratch...... I love you...... I love you...... I love you......"

Loud and loud, over and over again, and constantly talking.

It was the cry of countless times he was immersed in cigarettes and alcohol in the dead of night, and it was the deepest emotion hidden in his heart.

He loved her, and even though he pushed her away, and despite his cold words to her, he couldn't hide his heart.

So he forgot what her father did, he forgot the family rules under Fu Cangqiong, he just wanted to keep her by his side, and he wanted to be with her at all costs.

No matter how humble he is, even if he makes a confession that he is not good at, he has to tell her his heart and keep her with sincerity.

The ears were full of his voice, all his confessions, and Su Xin's brain was blank for a moment.

I didn't expect him to confess, and I never knew that he had always loved him, and after listening to what he said, I didn't know how to react.

But his words made the fatigue from the miscarriage five months ago seem to return, and she once again faced that difficult situation.

She exhaled a heavy feeling she hadn't felt in a long time.

It's that she thinks too simply, and the entanglement between the two in the past is not something that she can get rid of by deliberately ignoring it.

Those things have to be made clear after all.

With a wry smile, she finally spoke: "Fu Siyun, we can't be together anymore." ”

"The matter of the Fu family and the Su family?" Fu Siyun's back was cold.

Even at this time, he still stood in her point of view, saved the face of the Su family's parents for her, paused and said in a sullen voice: "There is another reason why the Fu family will get rid of the Su family, and I can't tell you about this matter." ”

Su Jia said that Su Xin should not retaliate and live her own life, but Su Xin listened, so when Fu Siyun said this, she didn't care.

The heaviness in her heart accumulated, and she said: "No matter what the reason, my family is down because of the Fu family, this is a fact. ”

It is also true that his sister did not let her be with him.

Seeing the chagrin and suffering in his eyes because of his words, Su Xin shook her head: "Actually, it's not just that. Fu Siyun, I'm so tired by your side, I'm really tired. ”

In those three years, she really loved him, silently and deeply, even if he had a bad attitude towards herself, she still carefully hid her thoughts.

Now, she's had enough of the pain she's endured by his side.

"I don't know why you keep saying love, but you always treat me so badly." She looked at him with a helpless and calm expression: "You said that you don't love Bai Yaoting, but you always show affection with Bai Yaoting in front of me." Even if you know that her brother wants to harm me, you still forgive her brother because of her. Even if Bai Yaoting said that I pushed her, you still stand on Bai Yaoting's side. You've always embarrassed my situation, you've made me live every day, and I can't forget that. What I can't forget is the departure of the child, I said it, the child is not responsible for us, I didn't beware of Bai Yaoting, Bai Yaoting because you framed my child, this is a hurdle that I can never get over in my heart. ”

Between the lines was full of disappointment with him, but Fu Siyun couldn't refute it, because he did do a lot of things that made her feel cold in order to push her away, and everything was true.

Speaking of the child, it was also Fu Siyun's pain, he seemed at a loss, and his voice was difficult: "Su Xin, I have already disposed of Yaoyao......"

"So what?" Interrupting his words, Su Xin still smiled bitterly, and her voice was empty: "If you dispose of her, the child won't come back." ”

As she spoke, she took a deep breath and raised a soothing smile and asked, "Have you ever heard a word?" Belated affection is cheaper than grass. ”

Belated affection is cheaper than grass.

In just a few words, it describes the magnificent sword mountain and sea of fire, and the huge feeling of Ling Chi on Fu Siyun's chest.

He knew that she hated him, and he knew that she would not forgive herself easily, but the way she smiled so lightly, he found that it was a great disaster that was more unbearable than physical pain.

As he was deeply stung by her words, the door to his dwelling was kicked open.

There is a very big movement, and you can see the anxiety of the people.

The two looked towards the door - Zhu Chenshen, he came over.

Zhu Chenshen, who has always had a gentle and kind personality, saw Fu Siyun hugging Su Xin, and his face was rarely dark.

"Fu Siyun, let her go."