My name is Xiaobao, and my big name is Li Haoxuan.

This name was given to me by my grandfather after two days of two pages of Xinhua dictionary, indicating that he would be a mighty man in the future.

My grandfather said that although Mommy didn't name me, she agreed with my name, and said something like this: "Bright and ambitious." ”

I didn't understand, but my grandfather said that Mommy loved me very much and wanted me to grow up happily.

I am very obedient and grow up happily every day.

I grew up with my grandfather and mommy, and I never met my father, but it didn't matter.

As long as I can be with Mommy, what can I do without my father!

But Mommy has very little time to take care of me, and from birth to now, it has been my grandfather and wet nurse who have been taking me.

For as long as I can remember, except for seeing Mommy at breakfast in the morning, I didn't see Mommy for the rest of the day, until I went to bed at night.

I heard my grandfather say that Mommy is a college student, very powerful, and asked me to study hard in the future, so that I can become a college student like Mommy.

At that time, I was happy all night, because I thought that after becoming a college student, I would definitely spend a lot of time with Mommy, so that I would not have to think about Mommy and not be able to sleep in the future.

So since that day, I have been studying very hard, and I have asked the enlightenment teacher to teach me literacy and mathematics every day, and I have not even let go of foreign languages, and I have scored full marks in several assigned tests.

My grandfather always praised me for being smart, and I would definitely be a great person in the future.

I was very happy and looking forward to sharing the good news with Mommy, but I never got to see her.

Even when I saw Mommy at breakfast, she always cared about eating and didn't give me a chance to talk.

So I never had time to share the good news with her, and I ended up in the back of the drawer.

Later, when I was older, Mommy didn't have to go back to school all the time, and I was glad that I had spent more time with Mommy.

But Mommy seems to be in a bad mood and has been decadent for a long time.

When I saw Mommy's appearance by chance, I found that she had lost a lot of weight, and she looked very unenergetic.

I didn't want to see Mommy so uncomfortable, so I sneaked into the kitchen and stepped on the staircase bench where I usually stood with my hands washed, trying to make egg custard for Mommy.

In the past, when I was uncomfortable, my nurse would always cook me some egg custard, and I would feel much better after eating.

I've seen my nurse do it many times, and I already know how to do it, but I'm too small to carry such a heavy thing.

In the end, it was the nurse who found me and took me away, so that my life was avoided.

I heard that I accidentally turned on the gas and almost set the kitchen on fire, and my own life was almost lost.

When I heard that I might never see Mommy in the future, I was so scared that I never went into the kitchen again, and asked the nurse to make egg custard for Mommy.

My nurse asked me to deliver it myself, and I was a little scared, but the thought of seeing Mommy made me suddenly less scared.

But when I knocked on Mommy's door with egg custard, Mommy just glanced at me and slammed the door shut.

I forget what happened later, I just remember that the way Mommy looked at me, it was full of hatred for me.

After that, I never dared to knock on Mommy's door again, for fear of seeing Mommy's eyes that hated him again.