Chapter 158: Wishes
Ji Zhan, who has almost never been delusional about the future, is not afraid of death at all, but she is very reluctant to Jing Sa.
Ji Zhan knows the cruelty of this world better than anyone else, and if he wants to leave Jing Sa alone in this world, Ji Zhan feels that it is too cruel.
So she approved Jing Sa's decision to die for her.
No one knows what the world will be like after death, but Ji Zhan thinks that if he and Jing Sa can be buried together, they must be together after death.
In this case, life and death are not very important.
Jing Sa hugged Ji Zhan's waist, and then slowly lowered his head, his face was close to the delicate skin on Ji Zhan's side of his neck, and he could clearly feel the flow of blood under this layer of skin.
It's so vivid.
As brilliant as Ji Zhan's life.
He didn't know what the world would be like after death, maybe it would be better than the living world, but no one knew.
Human beings are always afraid and cautious about the unknown, so many people would rather struggle to survive in this disgusting reality than choose death easily.
Jing Sa was buried in Ji Zhan's neck socket, the hair of the two was entangled, Jing Sa closed his eyes lightly, and said, "But now, I want to live with you." ”
Suddenly, a layer of mist rose in front of Ji Zhan's eyes, she bit her lower lip, and there was only a small sobbing sound when she cried.
Jing Sa continued: "Ji Zhan, I want to marry you, I want to **** with you, I want to travel with you, I still have a lot of things I want to do with you......"
Like and love can give rise to impulses and instincts, Jing Sa hates this dirty world so much, but because of his love with Ji Zhan, everything he resents and dislikes can no longer enter his eyes.
He gave birth to the desire to have a Ji Zhan, like a flower blooming in the mud.
Ji Zhan and Jing Sa's personalities have many flaws, and everyone who knows them in the base has seen them inseparable, but no one will feel that they will have any sense of disobedience together, when the two of them are together, it is like a pair of two puzzle pieces that can fit perfectly.
No matter which piece is missing, the other piece will also lose the meaning of existence.
Jing Sa straightened up slightly, and he raised his hand to hold Ji Zhan's face, which touched her forehead.
Ji Zhan's eyes were wet with tears at the moment, as clear and bright as glass, and Jing Sa saw his own shadow in it.
The light of the searchlight from the tall building opposite filtered in through their windows, and the dividing line between light and dark crossed their faces.
"Ji Zhan, you believe me. I will save you, and I will do everything I can to save you. ”
"I promise you, we'll all survive."
……
At five o'clock in the morning, the sky was still hung with stars, and the wind was cold, and if the car did not turn on the snow melting function, it would freeze in five minutes.
The only good news is that the snow has stopped for three days, the depth of the snow in the wild will not increase, and the road will be easier to walk.
Zhao Ziwei installed the snow chains of the tires, checked the performance of the car again and again, and got out of the car after confirming that everything was correct.
"Ah Huan and Yu Wu are not okay yet?" Zhao Ziwei asked Jing Sa and Ji Zhan.
Ji Zhan replied: "Qi Huan said that they were already on their way over. ”
Because there are Evolvers with spatial abilities on the team, they can bring more supplies.
The space of the aftermist is now 120 cubic meters, and Ji Zhan had applied to Cheng Yue for a large number of weapons before, and those weapons were all put into the space of the aftermath, as well as the things bought in the black market. Except for some of the ammunition consumed, the weapons that Ji Zhan was going to use still occupied nearly two-thirds of the space in the Aftermist, and it was worthy of the name of the arsenal.
And this time they had to carry the cold wave out, Zhao Ziwei worried all night, and then knocked on Cheng Yue's door next door at three o'clock in the morning, and asked Cheng Yue to sign another batch of material applications for him.
Zhao Ziwei remembered Cheng Yue's face in the early hours of the morning, and estimated that after he came back from this mission, he would be arrested by Cheng Yue to do coolies again.
"Vice-Captain!"
The cold air under the street lamp seems to have taken shape, and Qi Huan and Yu Wu have finally returned.
Because there was no air train, the two ran back from the training ground, Qi Huan was still sweating a little, while Yu Wu bent down, holding his knees with his hands and panting heavily, unable to say a word.
Yu Wu had no choice but to stretch out a hand tremblingly and make an OK gesture to everyone, indicating that the supplies had been obtained.
"Okay, let's go." Zhao Ziwei glanced at the time, then got into the car and sat in the driver's seat.
Jing Sa sat in the passenger seat, and he and Zhao Ziwei sat in front to see all the movements in time and quickly commanded.
On either side of the window in the back seat are Ji Zhan and Qi Huan, the two of them are the main combat forces in the team, and they can quickly respond to all kinds of dangers while sitting by the window.
And sitting between the two of them is naturally the aftermath. Ember is not a combat-type evolutionary, but the space she has is vital to the entire team, so putting her in the safest place was the best decision.
After getting in the car, Yu Wu saw that Ji Zhan's face was not very good, and asked, "Ji Zhan, didn't you sleep well?" ”
Ji Zhan was loading the magazine, and when she saw Yu Wu suddenly asking, she paused for a moment, and then said, "I'm fine." ”
Ji Zhan's face was pale at the moment, there was no blood, and he looked very fragile, like a delicate porcelain bottle that could be shattered with a light touch.
On the front seat, Jing Sa turned his head and stretched out his hand, handing Ji Zhan the candy he had brought before going out.
Before going out, Ji had a seizure, and although it only lasted two minutes, her heart rate had dropped below 30 by then.
In the previous episodes, Ji Zhan was able to slowly recover by herself, but this morning she relied on Jing Sa to administer artificial respiration to her first aid.
Until now, the strength of the body has not fully recovered.
"If you don't have to, just rest in the car." Jing Sa said to Ji Zhan.
Ji Zhan took the orange candy in Jing Sa's hand, and the sweet and sour taste made her groggy head sober up a little.
Zhao Ziwei couldn't help but glance at Ji Zhan's state from the rearview mirror, just now he patronized and checked the car, but he didn't notice Ji Zhan's abnormality.
"Is Ji Zhan sick?"
Feeling that the eyes of a carload of people were cast on him, Ji Zhan buried his mouth and chin in the collar of his erected combat uniform, and whispered back: "It's just a little cold, you don't have to worry about me." ”
When Yu Wu and Qi Huan heard that Ji Zhan was really sick, they were all in a hurry to care. Ever since they had seen Ji Zhan's power, they never thought that someone as powerful as Ji Zhan would get sick.
"Ji Zhan, do you want to drink water, I still have several pots of hot water in the space."
"Sister Ji Zhan, if there is a monster blocking the road for a while, you just have to sleep in the car, and I can solve it alone!"
Yu Wu and Qi Huan, you said a word, Ji Zhan didn't know which one to respond to for a while.