I silently received these somewhat mysterious messages, and suddenly I seemed to think of a way to get stuck in the bug: "Then what if I choose the first path, play him for 360 days first, and then go west to gamble?" ”

He seemed a little speechless, "How else to say that you young people just think differently, don't think about the bells and whistles, this opportunity is a once-in-a-lifetime kind, it is a great opportunity, and there will be no such shop after this village." ”

"That'...... If I choose the second path, what do I do? I asked, rubbing my face dryly, letting out a sigh of relief.

"The opportunity is in the West, so naturally I want to go to the West, but after all, I am not an all-knowing and all-powerful immortal, according to what I can deduce, I just need you to go all the way to the west." Fruit Li lit a cigarette and said in the smoke.

"But I can tell you one more keyword: 'mountain'. It had to do with the mountain, or maybe it existed on a mountain to the west. ”

Fruit Li got up and went back to the room, and then there was the sound of rummaging through the cabinets, and in a moment he returned with a small yellow bag in his hand.

"But this matter is not in a hurry at this time, you probably have a day to consider tomorrow, weigh the pros and cons, and spend another day to prepare for the road, and on the third day, you should set off as soon as possible, if you delay it any longer, I'm afraid you will pass by that opportunity."

As he spoke, he found a red rope and hung the bag on my chest.

"Oh yes, and it's important to note that this time you're going west, you'll have to go alone."

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"No, I don't agree." As soon as I got home, before I could speak, my mom was the first to speak.

Because she knew me so well, she knew that I would definitely choose the westbound route.

I just wanted to explain, but she took the lead: "First of all, he only said that it is in the west, and it is related to mountains, but our home is in the eastern part of China, and the west is far away, so is it possible that you will go around the world like Magellan and look for it along the way?" Isn't this looking for a needle in a haystack? I was speechless, and what she said was indeed a problem.

"Second, you can't just see the opportunity and ignore the danger he said, he even used the word extremely dangerous, it must not be underestimated, you are not in good health, if you encounter danger alone......" She didn't finish her words, but I could also feel the strong worry in her words. You have been with your parents since you were a child, and I am a little uneasy to even let you go to college in another place alone, not to mention such a dangerous thing, no, no, I absolutely disagree. ”

The talisman that Fruit Plum gave me was really magical, and as soon as I took it, there was a steady stream of warmth from the talisman to my chest, and then to my limbs. By this time I had regained some of my ability to stand and walk on my own.

I moved my muscles, straightened my chest and said, "Mom, I've decided, I'm going." I took a deep breath, "Since you know me so well, you should know how obsessed I am with the decisions I made, and no matter how it ends, I won't regret my decision today." ”

It's a big gamble, but if you let me live this last year like this, I don't think I can do it.

Even if I can live in peace, I will live one day less than one day this year, and I have to live with my fingers crossed.

In these days of tug-of-war with the disease, my mentality is gradually changing.

I'm afraid of death, but I'm even more afraid that life is better than death.

Rather than lingering, it is better to burn calmly.

I had prepared for the worst, and even if I died on the way to salvation, I would have only advanced that date by a year.

After all, I have nothing left to lose.

As the saying goes, barefoot are not afraid of those who wear shoes, fuck, fuck!

After building myself up psychologically, it's time to convince my mom, which is the biggest headache for me. After all, in my own eyes, my rotten life, and the king of Hades wanted to accept it, so he accepted it.

But my mother can't, I know her, and I also understand the greatness of mother's love, even if the other party is the Lord of Yama and wants to move me, she has to scold and pinch twice if she desperately.

Fortunately, my dad seemed to support my decision, and he was able to help me say a few words.

It's not that my dad doesn't love me or doesn't feel sorry for me, it's just that he understands my thoughts relatively well, he already treats me as an adult man at this time, and he is willing to respect my determination as a man.

Eventually, my dad and I spent almost a whole day arguing with each other to get her to reluctantly nod her head and agree.

The next day, I spent half a day contacting the university counselor and applied for a one-year leave of absence, but fortunately, my counselor was a better talker and agreed after I explained my illness.

After all, if I can come back alive, this life will have to go on, right?

The rest of the day was spent with my parents, and I was afraid that this might be the last time, so I cherished this short half day.

……

"Keep driving south, keep driving south~" The headphones played the band's "Road Song", I couldn't bear it, and finally left the house. I didn't even dare to look back and say goodbye to them, because I was afraid to see the expressions on their faces, the tears on my mother's face, and my father's slightly trembling hand with a cigarette, which was my biggest weakness.

At this point, I finally took the first step on the road.

A path of salvation without a destination, which belongs to me.

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"Dude, I see that your seal hall is black...... What are you......" A young man dressed in a white robe with a Taoist head in a bun sat beside me and gushed at me.

Although I was going west, this aimless journey still made me feel black-eyed, so I had to buy a random train ticket to a western city, wanting to try my luck along the way, and see when I came across a city that made my heart feel good, so I got off the train and went for a walk.

To put it nicely, this is called looking at fate, after all, chance is fate, and what you see is fate. To put it mildly, it is purely relying on Meng.

And this Taoist priest is what I met when I went to the toilet on the train.

This guy followed me all the way to my seat when he saw me at the door of the toilet, and when he saw that the seats next to me were empty, he was also unceremonious, and sat down next to me and began to talk to himself.

I ignored him, there are too many bad guys who pretend to be Taoist priests these years, and I can't trust what a stranger says.