"Huh?"

Jiang Baileng took a while before he realized what was awkward about the stragglers.

What's this?

Not only is he a mentor and apprentice to Morax, but he also has a close relationship with Barbatos.

Balzebu even gave him a gift.

Don't allow him to hug a few more golden thighs?

To avoid hitting the skirmishers, he didn't say these words.

He said sincerely: "How can this be the same? You're my friend, I don't care about you, who cares about you? ”

The straggler's gaze was still resentful, but he didn't say anything weird.

Zhongli was interesting to watch.

The attitude of this newborn god towards Xiaobai is really very unusual.

"Master, can you see his current condition?"

Zhongli could see the problem at a glance.

"Although he already has the power of a demon god, he does not have the will to match the god, so as long as he is in this body, his consciousness will be gradually devoured."

He said it very directly and to the point.

The balladeer did not refute.

He himself is well aware.

He has never been the type of person with a strong will, he is emotionally sensitive, changeable, and fragile......

He is inferior and conceited, proud and egoistic.

seems to be extremely strong, but in fact, it can be broken as soon as you poke it.

"What then?"

Jiang Bai is really not at ease.

The character of a balladeer is not developed overnight, and it is unrealistic for you to make his will firm now.

He even had a strong sense of self-loathing before, and if he hadn't found a target, he would have been willing to stay in the Akademiya and become a tool.

It is impossible for him to die again, not to mention whether the stragglers can eat it or not, he himself will not be able to bear it.

Zhongli gave a solution: "Either break away from this body, or completely transform your consciousness." ”

"His body is already connected to this shell, and I'm afraid it's not so easy to get out of."

And the stragglers themselves are probably not willing to leave.

I finally achieved my long-cherished wish to become a god, and once I got out, it meant that I had nothing.

"As for the metamorphosis of consciousness, how is this metamorphosis?"

Experience death like a phoenix in the legend and be reborn from the fire?

Zhongli looked at the stragglers who had not spoken.

"I think the answer may be in your heart."

The balladeer still didn't speak.

He suffered great pain three times in his life.

The first came from his creator, from the god who had forsaken him.

At that time, he began to constantly seek the value of existence.

The second time came from family and friends whom he recognized.

At that time, he denied the beauty of humanity that he had longed for.

The third time comes from the same kind that has left him.

He hated his own powerlessness, closed himself, and no longer touched useless emotions.

He's a loser.

I can't find the value of existence, I can't find the meaning of life, and I even yearn to be a human being, but I hate the ugliness of people's hearts on the other.

He couldn't do anything.

And now, he has stepped through the first hurdle.

He had a heart, a hot, sincere heart.

He also crossed the second hurdle.

His "mother", his creator, recognized him as a human being.

His soul was freed and no longer trapped in the body of a puppet.

But that's not enough, it's far from enough.

The stragglers, who had been silent for a long time, looked at Jiang Bai:

"Do you want to know about my past?"

Jiang Bai blinked.

"If you'll let me know."

"Then I'll show you, my past, my resentment, my sorrow......"

Jiang Bai looked at Zhongli, and Zhongli gave him a reassuring look.

He's here, he's going to be fine.

Jiang Bai flew into the head of the god of the right machine and saw the skirmishers again.

"How?"

"The World Tree contains all the information that has come in the past. With my current abilities, it's not hard to see. I will transmit your consciousness with me into the World Tree......"

The last time the Balladeer wanted to visit the World Tree to check on the past, he met Nahida, who was waiting for him in the World Tree.

This time, let Jiang Bai watch it back with him.

Jiang Bai's consciousness came to a dark blue space, which was completely different from the consciousness space of the World Tree that he had entered in meditation.

Everything here seems to be composed of information flows, and those dense information are beating, like a turbulent river of information, converging in a virtual tree composed of information.

"Is this the inside of the World Tree?"

"That's right." The skirmisher next to him answered his question.

"Follow me, don't walk around, don't touch anything."

The Balladeer was also a first-time visitor, and everything here was also foreign to him.

He walked through the flood of information, looking for his own past.

What he was looking for was not difficult, because the past was his own.

There was always a light to guide him to them, to gaze once again at the past that was deeply engraved in his mind, that he wanted to forget but could not forget.

His footsteps stopped, and his gaze lost focus.

Jiang Bai, who received the message from him, was the same.

Jiang Bai was like he had truly returned to the past, witnessing everything that had happened.

He saw his birth, saw the tears streaming from the face of the puppet with his eyes closed.

It's like a newborn baby cooing on the ground, like the world's first cry.

He and the stragglers stood aside, like illusory ghosts, looking through the reflection of the water, looking at the past five hundred years.

They can't touch, they can't change, it's like watching a three-dimensional movie.

Looking at the puppet that shed teardrops, Ray Movie was silent for a long time.

She was clearly aware that she was going in the wrong direction, and that the puppet in front of her was not suitable as a vessel for the heart of God.

She thought about destroying him, but chose to leave him behind.

The doll was left in the Borrowed View Pavilion, carrying the golden feather given by the gods.

The pure white doll awakens, and he begins to wander aimlessly.

On the way of wandering, he saw all kinds of beautiful hearts.

So, he also wants to have a sincere and kind heart.

Later, he met a man.

It was the first person he knew, and the one he regarded as a friend, a relative.

This man named Katsuragi brought him back to Tatarasa, and he met Niwa again, Nagamasa.

He became a family member with everyone in Tatarasa.

Because of his special clothes and the seams on his body, which belong to dolls, he is known as the Stranger.

At that time, he longed for all the beauty of mankind.

It's like a blank sheet of paper, polite, gentle, kind.

Seriously, it was difficult for Jiang Bai to associate this kind of skirmish with this straggler.

The gap between the two is really a heaven and a ground.

He looked sideways at the Balladeer, who had no expression on his face.

He just watched it all in silence, quietly waiting for the change to happen.

(End of chapter)