Chapter 15: Nightmares
When Lin Yu woke up, she was surrounded by a wall of white flowers, and occasionally the smell of disinfectant water rushed into the tip of her nose, perhaps it was an overly familiar scene, causing pictures to flash in her mind.
What followed was the suffocating sense of isolation and helplessness that spread from the bottom of my heart along with those images.
At this time, Lin Yu realized that he was in the hospital.
She sat up jerkily, her body shaking uncontrollably.
Originally, Lin Yu was going to take the allergy medicine and then go home to sleep, but it was self-defeating and she was sent to the hospital, and she couldn't help but think of the pair of white and bony hands that she stretched out to her last before she fell unconscious......
The footsteps in her ears also attracted Lin Yu's attention, and she stiffened her body and looked towards the source of the sound.
I saw that Ye Huaizhi on the sofa on the side had already got up quickly, came to Lin Yu's bed in three or two steps, and patted Lin Yu's trembling back with his big hand.
After touching Ye Huaizhi's unhurried and warm gaze, Lin Yu's body gradually calmed down.
"Awake? Don't move, you're on an infusion, beware of blood return. Ye Huaizhi's voice was soft and gentle, and it had the power to soothe people's hearts.
Lin Yu's gaze looked up along the big hand on her shoulder, and after seeing the face that had appeared countless times in her dreams, the panic and helplessness that swept through her heart when she woke up from the hospital slowly dissipated, and her heart inexplicably settled down at this moment.
She asked, "You—" sent me?"
Looking at the scene in front of her again, she thought it was nonsense, and after thinking about it, she said, "Thank you." ”
Ye Huaizhi glanced at Lin Yu and only said, "You are allergic." ”
"Hmm." Lin Yu lowered his head.
Ye Huaizhi pondered for a moment and asked her, "What is the source of allergens?" ”
Lin Yu pursed his lips, pinched the corner of the quilt with his fingers, and slowly spit out two words, "Probably wine...... ...... fine"
Ye Huaizhi's eyes were deep, and he took out half a pack of dried mangoes that had been torn apart, and gently handed it to Lin Yu, "This one fell outside the bathroom just now." ”
Lin Yu was silent, presumably when she came out of the bathroom and bumped into Ye Huaizhi, "Thank you." ”
"Do you like dried mangoes?"
Lin Yu's eyelashes trembled slightly, "Yes." ”
"There is still some time before the end of the infusion, and if you are bored, you can pass the time as a snack."
Obviously, Ye Huaizhi's tone was as gentle as ever, but Lin Yu was sensitive to his tone, which was slightly different from before.
His tone and eyes seemed to belong to the kind of people who were gentle and modest on the surface, but in fact they were deep and detached.
After nine years, Lin Yu couldn't get the tone of Ye Huai's words, this person was really ...... The bigger it gets, the more incomprehensible it is.
Lin Yu shook his head and replied, "I don't really want to eat it now." ”
Ye Huaizhi was not reluctant, and gently put the dried mango on the table, "Then you rest for a while, there is still a bottle of hanging water, and I will send you home after the loss." ”
Lin Yu just wanted to say that he opened his mouth to refuse, wanting him to go back first, and under touching his gentle but undeniable gaze, he swallowed his saliva and coaxed, "Okay." ”
Ye Huaizhi smiled with satisfaction.
During the infusion, Lin Yu fell asleep again unconsciously.
In the chaos of consciousness, she felt a pair of big hands caressing her head, and the long-lost touch was like light spilling into her heart, and it was integrated into the tip of her heart with warmth, which belonged to the warmth of her father Lin Haofeng's big hands.
Time seemed to return to the night before the college entrance examination, Lin Haofeng was rarely at home, and said: "This is a major stage of Xiaoyuan's life, and Dad has to accompany you behind him for whatever he says." ”
Xiaoyuan is Lin Yu's nickname.
At that time, Lin Yu was full of joy.
On the day of the college entrance examination, Lin Haofeng drove Lin Yu to the examination room early in the morning, and before Lin Yu got out of the car, Lin Haofeng touched Lin Yu's head, "Xiaoyuan, don't be nervous, Dad is always behind you." ”
Lin Yu looked at Lin Haofeng, who was obviously more nervous, and sneered, not demolishing him, but just nodded obediently, "Okay, Dad." ”
At this time, Lin Haofeng's mobile phone rang, and Lin Yu said to Lin Haofeng sensibly: "Then Dad, I'll go to the exam first." ”
Lin Haofeng nodded dotingly, "Dad will pick you up later, don't put too much pressure on yourself." ”
Lin Yu looked at Lin Haofeng, who was smiling kindly, the crow's feet at the corners of her eyes were bent into a line, dyed with traces of time, and she smiled and said, "Okay." ”
After she got out of the car, she walked a few steps towards the examination room, and then glanced back at Lin Haofeng, who was in the car holding a phone with a solemn face.
Lin Haofeng has always been a workaholic, and he often travels without seeing anyone, Lin Yu sighed, hoping that his father could take care of his health.
After the Chinese test at noon, Lin Yu came out of the examination room, and it was his father's friend, Uncle Yu, who came to pick up Lin Yu.
"Madoka, your father is on a temporary business trip, let me pick you up."
Lin Yu's eyes inevitably showed disappointment.
Uncle Yu looked at the loss on her face and comforted, "Don't be sad, concentrate on the exam first, and then go to him to lose your temper when your father comes back." ”
Lin Yu smiled at Uncle Yu, thinking to herself, then she would have to be willful in front of Lin Haofeng once.
It's just that she didn't expect it at that time.
This farewell to Lin Haofeng in the morning turned out to be goodbye.
——
Lin Haofeng's figure gradually dissipated in the mist, Lin Yu hurried forward to catch up, but he couldn't find him, just now he touched her big hand, which still made her nostalgic.
She couldn't let go of this warm touch, and couldn't help but choke up in her mouth: "Dad...... Father...... Don't go—"
Under the extreme suffocation and discomfort, Lin Yu seemed to break free from the nightmare, and opened his eyes suddenly, his eyes were sour and hot.
She looked at the white wall around her again, and her memories gathered in an instant, and her heart became colder and colder.
It turns out that the warmth just now is a dream.