Liu Qianqian also spoke: "Sister, didn't the crew put it on the fifth day of the junior high school? If I don't come back..."

Gu Moning knew what she wanted to say, so without waiting for her to finish, she directly interrupted her, "It's okay, I'm not a child anymore, no matter how bad it is, there will be khleel!" You can go back to spend the New Year with your parents."

Seeing her say this, Liu Qianqian was no longer hypocritical, and happily accepted, "Thank you, sister."

Brother Li, "Thank you, Miss Gu."

Gu Moning was amused by them, and pretended to be a serious threat, "If you are polite, you two will get out of the car and walk back."

Brother Li, "......"

Lau Sin Chien, "......"

Shut up.

—

After Brother Li sent Gu Moning home, he got off work, Gu Moning dragged back the suitcase from the crew yesterday, fortunately she was too lazy to move and didn't clean up, so she could drag it back directly today.

She came out of the bedroom and walked into the study next to her, looking for a few books to bring, and she didn't have much time to read books in the crew recently.

The light in the study was a little dim, and she didn't turn on the light, and there was no light for her.

Because when she first came back, Gu Moning asked Brother Li to help her pull the electric switch, isn't it almost the New Year, and the part-time worker aunt is also on vacation, and she will not come back until after the Lantern Festival, and she and Lu Yi will not be at home, and if there is no accident, they should go back to the crew directly from their parents' house.

In other words, there may be no one at home for at least half or even a month.

Therefore, in order to prevent fire hazards, she pulled the electric switch.

The orientation of the study is not sunny, and it is a little backlit.

This was what Gu Moning strongly requested when decorating at that time, and in the whole house, her favorite place to stay was here.

When Lu Yi is not at home, she can stay here all day long.

Because the curtains are the kind of full blackout type, as soon as they are closed, the whole room will be dark, and you can't see the five fingers.

Every time like this, Gu Moning likes to turn on the computer, then turn the screen brightness to the lowest, and then give herself a drink, and the whole person snuggles into the chair in front of the desk.

If you don't look at the time, you can't tell what time it is, and it's so quiet, time flies super fast.

She doesn't have any other friends except Qiu Yue, and no one will call her, or message her or chat with her.

But this also led to the fact that as soon as she was on vacation, Khleel couldn't find her.

Because every time she nests in the study, she will throw her mobile phone in the bedroom, and then the volume is turned on very low, and anyone can't hear anyone calling, whenever she encounters this kind of time, Khleel can be angry with her half to death.

Gu Moning walked to the window and opened the curtains, and a little light penetrated into the room.

Visibility may still be low.

It rained last night, and although it didn't rain for a while, it may have been affected, and the sky is gloomy today.

The room was already sunny, so even if the curtains were opened, it didn't do much.

Gu Moning turned on the flashlight in her mobile phone, followed the path under her feet, and approached the bookcase.

The bookcase in the study is embedded in the wall, behind the desk, the entire wall is there, and the bookshelves are full of books, this study is mainly used by Gu Moning, and Lu Yi occasionally uses it, so most of the books here are what she likes.

She also has obsessive-compulsive disorder, the same type of books, she will put together, one is convenient for her to rummage through later, and the other is comfortable for her to look at.

"Why is it gone?"

Gu Moning wrung her eyebrows slightly, and looked at it again by the light of the flashlight.

「……」

Or not.

She didn't dwell too much on these, she just pulled out two or three copies of the same type, hugged them and prepared to leave.

But just as she turned around, the light of the flashlight flashed on the bookcase, and in a trance, she saw...

Gu Moning had already taken a step forward and paused suddenly.

Withdraw.

She frowned

Sex frowned together, put the book in his hand on the table sideways, and then changed the phone to hold it in his hand before approaching.

The light source of the mobile phone flashlight forms a circle of light on one of the floors of the bookcase, illuminating the entire row. new

It was the layer where she had just taken the book.

At the bottom of that row of books, the edge of the bottom of the book, a small white triangle is revealed.

"This..."

Gu Moning's pupils shrank suddenly.

There was a slight uneasiness in my heart.

Because she seemed to have guessed what it was.

The paper is not ordinary pure white, if you look carefully, you can see a slight yellowing on the surface, and the edge of the paper is a little faded yellow flowers, not obvious, very light and light.

It can even be said to be inconspicuous.

Gu Moning's hand holding the mobile phone tightened, and then tightened again.

Her throat moved, and her breathing lightened.

Raise your hand and press the exposed corner of the book with your fingertips, and then put the mobile phone in your hand on the top of the book, cover the spine with the palm of your hand, and push it forward, revealing a gap at the bottom of the book.

She grabbed the corner with her fingers and gently pulled it out of it.

Then, the piece of paper, which seemed to have been carefully kept by the owner, was completely exposed to her eyes.

Really.

Gu Moning stared at the thing in her hand that was spread out by her, and her breath was suffocated.

The sound of her heart beating like a drum beat in her ears shook her brain.

She felt a little out of breath, and her chest felt like someone was clutching her.

Not a single trace of air can penetrate it.

"It's—"

She opened her lips, but her voice was broken.

Gu Moning realized that her voice was hoarse, and she couldn't even say a decent word.

Full of whimpering.

The things in her hands were written by herself to Lu Yi back then...

Love letter.

So...

He watched!

And I also know my own heart.

Then he...

On the premise of knowing that he likes him, is he still with Zhang Zhihan?

Suddenly get this realization.

Gu Moning's head exploded at once, and her ears buzzed.

His legs then weakened, his body staggered back half a step uncontrollably, and the paper in his hand also slipped and fell to the floor.

She grabbed the edge of the bookcase with her hand, steadied herself, and her back hit the bookshelf with a muffled "thud".

The books on the shelves, with this impact, "bang" sounded a few times.

Several books also fell from it.

But Gu Moning didn't feel any pain at all.

Because that place hurts more than physically.

Her fingernails scratched at the edge of the bookshelf.

The dim light outside the window, which seemed to gather all here, fell on her eyelashes, and in a blink of an eye, the outline of her eyes was obscured.

So, what am I?

Solace in times of loneliness? A pastime when you're empty?

Still is...

Her stand-in?

—

"Drip-!"

"Drip-Drip——!"

A shrill and piercing whistle sounded from behind him.

Gu Moning woke up in an instant.

The light at the intersection has changed from red to green.

She gripped the steering wheel with her fingers and stepped on the gas.

I don't know if this is the first time she has gone today.

Gu Moning was on her way home at this time.

She didn't know how she finally got out of the study, she was actually very calm now, but after calming down, she was in a trance.

It's mental, but it's also psychological.

She really wanted to call Lu Yi and question him.

but

In the end, I held back.

Because she was really scared.

I'm afraid to get an answer that isn't what I want.

I'm afraid that they will eventually take the path that they can't even think of.

Moreover, the feeling given to her this time is no longer a matter of gain and loss, and this time the feeling is different from every time before.

A little at a loss.

She didn't know what to do.

There is also something Lu Yi has to say to himself when he comes back.

"Jingle Bell~"

The sudden ringing of her mobile phone on the car stereo interrupted her thoughts.

Gu Moning cleared her throat, restrained her emotions, and pressed the call button on the steering wheel.

"Xiao Ning'er, how long do you have to arrive!"

The moment the phone was connected, the voice came from the other side.

It's Lu Ma.

Xiao Ning'er is called the only one she can call.

On the other end of the phone, it sounded loud.

Gu Moning glanced at the central control panel and whispered, "About an hour."

"Then you should pay attention to safety when driving by yourself, drive slowly, and don't be in a hurry." Lu's mother told her on the phone.

Gu Moning's heart warmed, her eyes were a little moist, and she nodded.

"Okay, I know, Mom."

Her voice was a little deep, a little hoarse.

But it may be Lu's mother, because it was a little noisy over there, she didn't hear it, and said with a smile: "Okay, then you open slowly, and I'll hang up!"

After she finished speaking, she was about to hang up the phone, but before she could hang up, another voice came out.

"Mother Lu, didn't you tell her to bring a bottle of oyster sauce and buy some snacks by the way? Why didn't you say anything, you're going to hang up!"

It's Gu Cheng.

Along with his voice came the roar of the range hood.

Gu's mother's voice also followed, "Gu Cheng, you ran out with a spatula again, causing me to look everywhere."

Lu Ma walked over and slapped him on the back, with a crisp "pop".

It hurts to listen to.

Gu Moning subconsciously, grinned, and gasped.

"Eh~" Gu Cheng shouted exaggeratedly, "Mother Lu, you hit me again."

"It's you little bunny, why don't you buy it!" My daughter-in-law has thin arms and thin legs, what can she handle?"

Gu Cheng blew his beard and glared, "She can't hold it? She can break my skull with her bare hands, and what else she can't handle? Besides, isn't there still a car? and wouldn't let her take it."

"Smack"

Another slap in the face.

"Ahh Gu Cheng jumped out of the way, "Why hit me again."

Mother Lu, "Your mouth is so good at talking, so why don't you go?"

Gu Cheng, "......"

Good!

Shut up and stop talking.

It's wrong to say anything.

Before the phone hung up, all the noise on their side fell into Gu Moning's ears.

The gloom in my heart has also been dispelled.

She hooked her lips, a chuckle spilling out of her throat.

"Mom, it's okay, I'll buy it when I pass by the mall."

After she finished speaking, there was no immediate answer.

Gu Cheng had an expression of "she said she was going by herself, and it has nothing to do with me", and spread his hands to Lu Ma.

And his expression, when it fell into Lu's mother's eyes, became "Just let her go, let her go, exhaust her".

She raised her hand and slapped it again.

Gu Cheng sighed, slipped into the kitchen with oil on the soles of his feet, and quickly closed the door.

Lu's mother said softly to Gu Moning on the other end of the phone again: "Don't buy too much, if you can't get it, don't buy it, it's almost time for you to call your mother, and I'll ask Lu Zhuo and Gu Cheng to pick you up."

Lu Zhuo in Lu's mother's mouth is Lu Yi's eldest brother.

Gu Moning's heart was warm again, "Okay, I know Mom."