"It's good that I run every day, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to catch up with you." Narusawa sat next to Summer.

"Go and accompany your friends."

"Da Fei will take them to the hotel."

"Why are you looking for me?"

"I want you to meet them, that's all."

"I don't want to go into your circle."

"But I want my senior sister to come in."

"We are people of two worlds, we can't be friends, and we can't be ......"

- Lovers.

"What does the world look like through the eyes of the senior sister?" Cheng Ze asked her seriously.

There are no colors, just black, white and gray.

Summer asked, "Curious?" ”

Narusawa said, "I just want to know." ”

Summer said firmly: "After you know, you won't want to walk in, and even if you do, you will regret it and leave." ”

Cheng Ze said, "How do you know if you don't try it?" ”

Summer said: "You don't have to try to know the result, and besides, in the face of difficulties, men are often the first to leave, aren't they?" ”

After a moment of silence, Cheng Ze replied gloomily, "Yes." ”

After that, Cheng Ze was quiet for a long time and did not speak.

Any kind of relationship in this world will change, whether it is friendship or love, it will not exist forever, since you have to face separation in the end, then why start?

Summer stood up, the back of her butt was wet with water, and since it was night, no one would care about a lump of water stains on her black pants.

"Staying with you will attract jealousy and hostility from others, which is not what I want, let's keep our distance in the future."

After leaving in the summer, Cheng Ze received a red envelope, which was sent by the summer.

Cheng Ze stared at the amount of the red envelope and muttered, "Give me 1700, then how will you live next month?" ”

Back in the dormitory, turn on the lights, summer is really relieved.

Cheng Ze has already received the red envelope, and this time it is really over with him.

I didn't think about it, just after taking a shower and lying on the bed, Dabai sent a message: "You haven't slept yet, have you?" ”

Isn't that a greeting for couples?

Delete him.

When she saw the words "delete friends", Summer hesitated.

An unfortunate childhood needs a lifetime to heal, although Cheng Ze is now a rich second generation who has no worries about food and clothing, but he is also an orphan abandoned by his biological parents, if he is too decisive......

Dabai was lucky enough to stay in the summer address book.

"Hmm."

As soon as Summer replied, he saw the other party's status, which was typing.

"Since Senior Sister doesn't want me to enter your world, why did you secretly follow me in the first place? You are also deliberately seen by me, are you trying to get my attention? If so, Senpai seems to have succeeded. ”

"I'm sorry, I needed a lot of dopamine for a while, and I got dizzy and became a stalker."

Ten smiling faces covered their mouths came from the big white hair.

"I was thinking about things just now, and I didn't send you back, sorry."

"There is no need to apologize, there is surveillance everywhere, and the law and order are very good."

A hundred smiling faces with their mouths covered dominate the screen.

Summer sneered, she didn't even realize that chatting with Cheng Ze would be so pleasant.

"What to do? It's only been a moment since we parted that I'm starting to miss you. ”

This is too ambiguous.

The smile gradually solidified on Summer's face, this relationship was too dangerous and had to be cut off.

"I don't need a boyfriend."

"It seems that the senior sister has been abandoned by men."

"It seems that you chose psychology to dig up other people's pasts."

"Then why did Senpai choose psychology?"

Both were staring intently at their phone screens, one pondering whether to answer truthfully, the other anxiously waiting for an answer.

Summer is actually quite afraid to open up to others, because sometimes sincerity may not necessarily be exchanged for sincerity, and it may also be exchanged for ridicule and betrayal, and there are more disappointments and endless pain in the future.

The other party's status is always typing, but no message has been sent, and Dabai seems to want to tell Summer in this way that he is waiting for her answer.

"To heal yourself." Summer was honest about the real purpose of choosing psychology in the first place.

"Me too." Da Bai replied.

Is it easier for two wounded hearts to warm each other when they come together?

Perhaps, on the contrary, an unhappy childhood can make a person unusually sensitive and short-tempered, and a trivial thing can also become a fuse, burning a seemingly strong relationship to ashes.

Although Cheng Ze seems sunny and optimistic, he may not have come out of the shadow of the past.

There were a lot of people who followed Cheng Ze to take pictures and peek at the beginning, why did he just remember the ordinary summer?

It is undeniable that this kid's personality is a bit stubborn, no matter how desperate Summer says, after a period of hibernation, he will still stick to it like a dog skin plaster.

With those dark blue eyes and a healing and sultry smile, he destroyed Summer's determination to cut ties with him again and again.

"Senior sister, long time no see."

"Senior sister, how was Golden Week?"

"I went to Thomas Manor with Fa Xiao, it's a pity that you couldn't come together, how about the two of us go together next Sunday?"

"Why didn't Senior Sister reply to my WeChat?"

"Is Senpai going to the library? I'm going to go, together. ”

"Senior sister, wait for me."

The old place where summer huddled in the library (I don't know who put a few thick cushions in the corner) sighed.

"Oh, why do you sigh at such a young age?"

Zhang Fei's voice!

Summer hurriedly raised her head and brushed her messy hair for the first time.

"No, it's just ...... Too sleepy at noon. ”

Zhang Fei sat on the soft cushion and praised: "It's so soft, why didn't I think to buy a few cushions." ”

"You didn't put it?"

"Not really."

Buzz –

Dabai: "Senior sister, do you like the cushion that was given to you?" ”

Looking around in the summer, the library is gray everywhere.

Cheng Ze wouldn't hide somewhere and peek at her with a telescope, right?

Zhang Fei stretched his neck and glanced at her mobile phone, and said with a smile: "It turned out that Aze bought it for you." ”

Summer asked him, "You told him I often sit here and read?" ”

Zhang Fei shook his head: "No, I haven't told him anything about meeting you here." ”

Could it be that Cheng Ze was also like her, secretly following her?

No, if that's the case, then surely her surroundings won't be gloomy......

Suddenly, something stabbed Summer's heart, and some strange things that were difficult to explain gradually had answers in my mind.

After separating from Cheng Ze in the classroom that time, she was basically alone, and occasionally when the colorful world suddenly came, she would stop and look for Cheng Ze's figure everywhere, but she didn't see it.

Summer also naively thought that this was a precursor to the imminent recovery of his eyes, but he didn't know that it was all because of Cheng Ze.

As long as there is no class, Cheng Ze will wait for her outside the dormitory building in the summer very early, silently watch her go to the cafeteria, eat a simple breakfast, and then soak in the library for a day, sometimes without even eating dinner, and go straight back to the dormitory.

Several times, Cheng Ze wanted to deliver the rice balls and fried dumplings in his hand to her.

But Cheng Ze found that as soon as he was closer to the summer, she would immediately look around, as if looking for herself.

Xu is a thief, Cheng Ze's love meal not only was not delivered, but he also had to distance himself from her when he was tracking.

"Does she have eyes on her back?" Cheng Ze was puzzled, and finally learned from Kim Yeon that he would stay at school during the summer Golden Week, so he made up his mind to end this period of brainless stalking.

Summer frowned and let out a long breath, looked at a few thick cartoon cushions on the ground, and asked Zhang Fei helplessly: "Why does he have to pester me?" Do I look like a fool who can be fooled? ”

Zhang Fei crossed his arms and tilted his head to look at Xia, he couldn't understand why the girl in front of him was so special.

"Others want to make friends with you, but you think that the other party wants to lie to you and play you, is there a victim paranoia? Or have you already had low self-esteem to the core? ”

Probably both.

Summer slowly sat down on the thick cushion and replied helplessly: "We are people of two worlds, just like Brahmin and Shudra, prince and slave girl. ”

Zhang Fei sat down beside her, held his chin in one hand and said, "This analogy is not right. ”

Summer smiled contemptuously and said, "What's wrong. ”

Zhang Fei was a little annoyed: "Listening to the meaning of this, it seems that you are inferior and unworthy of being friends with Aze." ”

"Not deserved."

"Senior sister, what you said is boring, in your eyes, are people still divided into three, six, nine and so on? In that case, we wild children without fathers and mothers ......"

Both of them retorted in the smallest voice, but their momentum was not lost to the other at all.

"I didn't say you were a wild child, I didn't mean that, and besides, I'm not a child who grew up in a happy family......"

It's not interesting to go on, your painful past is gossip and a joke in the eyes of others, and Summer angrily packs up his things and prepares to leave.

Zhang Fei stopped in front of her and said, "Don't leave yet, I almost forgot about business, what do you think of the coffee shop that Aze took you to last time?" ”

"How's that?"

"It's just that I like the vibe there."

"It's fine."

Where is it okay, obviously I like it very much, I like the cats there, the tranquility there, and even the guests who pet the cats are gentle to the bones.

"Then do you want to consider working in the past, the big brother wants to recruit an hourly worker, Monday to Friday from 6 to 9 p.m., Saturday and Sunday from 8 a.m. to 8 p.m., 1500 a month, and 300 next month if you do a good job."

In the summer, I was moved, and most of the living expenses were given to Cheng Ze, and the money in my hand couldn't last for a few days, so I originally planned to find an hourly job to do it.

"If you want to go, go directly to it at night, the guests there are basically just a cup of coffee, milk tea, and then order some snacks to feed the cats, nothing more."

Before leaving, Zhang Fei admonished again: "Please have a good attitude towards Aze, you always look bored, and everyone will be sad." ”

"I ...... Where? Summer's rebuttal was unfounded.

"Heh, I was scared to death just now." Zhang Fei smiled, saying that he didn't blame her, so he left with his bag.

If everyone had a moving mirror in front of them, there would probably be fewer quarrels in the world.

People will never know how ugly and hurtful they look when they frown and stare at each other.

Cheng Ze never showed sadness or loss in the face of summer's indifference, but just now Zhang Fei's words clearly told Xia Ze that Cheng Ze would be sad, but he didn't show it in front of her.

After graduation, everyone went their separate ways.,Summer doesn't want to start a relationship that ends without a problem.,I don't want to be the public enemy of the girls in the whole school.,I didn't really hate Cheng Ze.,Thinking that he would be sad because of his attitude.,Summer regretted a lot.。

She rubbed her cheeks vigorously with both hands, hoping to graduate quickly and escape to a place where there were few people and no one would notice.