Chapter 24: Goodbye, Senior Sister
Cheng Xiaolan sighed and said, "I'll find a hotel nearby to stay in first, I can't go back to school at this time." ”
Zhang Fei gently closed the door of the ward, and the clatter of his high heels and leather shoes on the stone floor faded away.
"Big Fly." Cheng Ze was lying on the hospital bed, tilting his head and his eyes empty.
"When did you wake up?"
"They were gone when you drew the curtains?"
"Well, thanks to Senior Shi for sending you to the hospital in time, brother, you scared me to death." Zhang Fei dragged the stool and sat over, turned on the bedside lamp, reached out and touched Cheng Ze's forehead, "Are you thirsty?" Hungry or not? ”
Cheng Ze shook his head slightly, he looked at the white roof, his eyes were full of despair, like a person who had just been rescued and tried to find a short sight.
A long silence followed.
Zhang Fei was a little sleepy and couldn't help yawning.
Buzz –
Zhang Fei took out his phone, stared at the screen and smirked.
"Who is it?" Cheng Ze didn't want to know who sent Zhang Fei a message in the middle of the night, he just wanted this ward where only the two of them could have some sound.
"It's Yeon-yeon, she asked me what I was doing, I didn't have time to talk to her at night."
"Huh."
Cheng Ze's smile frightened Zhang Fei and immediately put away his mobile phone.
"Why are you smiling again? I'm going to find a doctor. ”
"No, the sadness I had before has passed, I laugh at you and Jin Yan."
"What are we so funny about?"
"Don't you like my cousin?"
"It's just that I like what's the use, in her eyes, I'm not even a spare tire."
"So, if the other party doesn't love you, do you choose to quit?"
"No, I've persevered for at least five or six years, in fact, before I met Yeonyan, I didn't think about giving up, maybe I met the right person this time. By the way, why are you laughing? Didn't Summer already reject Senior Shi? ”
Other people's love sounds just a happy or sad story, but when replaced by oneself, this love is like a pile of notes that are shredded by a shredder, reluctant to throw away, and want to restore, but there is no way to start.
"Da Fei, I seem to love the wrong person." Cheng Ze's voice was even more hoarse and sad in the quiet ward.
"What do you mean?"
Zhang Fei quickly replied, "I'll tell you tomorrow", put away the phone, and carefully observed Cheng Ze's face.
Cheng Ze's face was too calm, but it was not easy for Zhang Fei to understand his mood at this time.
"I said I recognized the wrong person and loved the wrong person." Cheng Ze squinted at Zhang Fei, expecting him to understand.
Zhang Fei's mind flashed one by one the girls that Cheng Ze has been in contact with over the years, except for a few girls in the welfare home, Cheng Xiaolan gets along the most, but Cheng Ze always treats her as a sister.
Seeing that Zhang Fei didn't understand, Cheng Ze turned his head to look at the roof and muttered, "I'm sleepy, you should go to bed early." ”
Cheng Ze barely sleeps all night, and he doesn't know what to do next to face the summer.
Summer said that she had never been to a welfare home, so she wasn't the girl who gave him hope to live when he was a child, as Narusawa always thought.
If you were as enthusiastic as fire before, but then you were as cold as ice, then you are too inhuman, what did you do wrong in summer?
Putting aside everything before, just about the summer person, is it very pleasant to get along during this time, and is it possible to continue to develop into boyfriend and girlfriend in the future?
Yes or no, can or can't, do you want to continue?
The night was short, and when I thought about it, it dawned.
Zhang Fei couldn't see Cheng Ze when he opened his eyes, lifted the quilt and jumped out of bed, and as soon as he came out of the ward, he saw Cheng Ze walking slowly from the other end of the corridor towards this side.
"Where have you been?" When Cheng Ze approached, Zhang Fei asked.
"I'm going to have a coffee." Cheng Ze shook the paper cup in his hand.
"Where did you buy it?" Zhang Fei followed him into the ward.
"The supermarket on the first floor, I didn't know you woke up so early, so I didn't buy it for you." Narusawa said apologetically.
"It's okay, I don't want to drink coffee in the morning, how are you feeling?" Zhang Fei opened the curtains and folded the quilt.
"Alright, let's go." Cheng Ze began to pack his backpack.
"Let's go? Right now? Let's ask the doctor...... "Zhang Fei was dragged out of the ward by Cheng Ze.
"Don't worry, I'm not going to have to be hospitalized, don't tell my mom."
When the two returned to school, it was still early.
Zhang Fei said that he wanted to make up for sleep, and Cheng Ze went to the playground for a run.
It was still quite cold in the morning, and there were not many students exercising, scattered on the huge playground in twos and threes.
After running a few laps, Cheng Ze lost his strength, walked slowly to the edge of the track, and sat down exhausted.
As the sun rose, more and more students poured into the playground.
Cheng Ze put the wide hat on his sweatshirt over his head, and no one who ran past him recognized him.
After sitting for a long time, the sweat subsided, and when the wind blew, the clothes were all soaked.
He still hasn't figured out whether to see Xia or not, and what to say when he does?
Suddenly, a bottle of sports drink appeared in front of me.
Cheng Ze lifted half of his face covered by his hat, and after seeing the person in front of him clearly, he whispered, "Thank you." ”
Summer sat next to Cheng Ze, and this was the first time she took the initiative to approach someone else.
She wanted to explain to Cheng Ze that she didn't like Shi Xia, although at the moment, they were just friends, but she still couldn't wait to tell Cheng Ze.
Cheng Ze poured half a bottle of drink into his mouth in one go, and after that, he didn't say anything to Summer.
"In the winter, do you also go for a morning run?" Summer was the first to break the silence.
"Not necessarily, it depends on the mood." Cheng Ze's answer was perfunctory, he wanted to find an excuse to leave, and after he figured out how to deal with their relationship, he would talk to Natsu.
The sun was getting more and more dazzling, and Summer raised his hand to cover his forehead.
Cheng Ze tilted his face, very depressed.
If Summer was the girl he knew when he was a child, then he would be distressed by Summer's eyes, would want to hug her, comfort her, and protect her for the rest of his life.
Unfortunately, summer is not, so whether she is blind or dumb now, this distress is discounted.
"Actually, I'm ...... senior Shi"
Because the disappointment is so strong, Cheng Ze doesn't want to know about their relationship at all.
"Senior sister, I'm going back, I have classes in the morning." Narusawa stood up.
Summer then stood up, smiled at him, and said, "Go ahead." ”
Xu was so ugly that Cheng Ze captured a moment of sadness and loss because he smiled, and he tried his best to respond with a real smile: "If you are free at night, I will come to you." ”
Summer nodded happily, then took out a bottle of sports drink from her bag and said, "You can take this bottle too, I don't know which one you like, so I bought two flavors." ”
Cheng Ze took it and stared at them for a while and said, "I still prefer to drink the light green bottle." ”
Summer pointed to the drink bottle and said, "Isn't this cyan?" ”
Cheng Ze nodded and said, "It's not wrong to say it's light cyan, then I'll ......."
Cheng Ze remained motionless as if he was fixed there, and his face became more and more gloomy.
"What's wrong with you?"
"Senior sister, can you really not see color with your eyes?"
Cheng Ze's eyes locked on the drink bottle that was gradually clenched by him in his hand, and he prayed deeply from the bottom of his heart not to lie to him.
"Yes, from about five years ago......"
"Heh-" Cheng Ze suddenly threw the drink back to Summer, like throwing a piece of garbage, "It's ridiculous, senior sister can tell the difference between green and green." You don't want to accept Senior Shi, just say it, why do you want to splash sewage on yourself? Pretending to be pathetic and sympathetic? You lied to everyone, including me, I seem to have told you that I hate people lying to me the most, right? ”
Summer held the drink bottle in both hands, and felt that it seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, so that he couldn't even say a word of explanation.
Because of you, you can see the color world that you haven't seen for a long time, and because of you, you feel that it doesn't seem to be a very bad thing to be alive.
"It's good, I don't have to worry about it now, I don't have to think about it, goodbye, senior sister."
From Cheng Ze's indifferent and disdainful eyes, Xia understood that at this time, the explanation of a single word was redundant, and people were willing to believe the truth they thought was not the real truth.
got up early to look for Cheng Ze in the school, but returned with a departing back.
It's really ironic, when Cheng Ze took the initiative to show her goodwill, she was hiding, and when she took the initiative to come to the door, the other party's mind had changed.
It's not that Cheng Ze has become too fast, but because people's hearts are fickle, and Summer smiled bitterly, why did he forget this?
Shixia failed to court, he was a total blind patient in the summer, and the popularity of this melon only lasted for a few days.
More often than not, students pay more attention to themselves.
There are occasionally a few posts about Cheng Ze on the forum.,What school grass has changed the object of pursuit.,School grass is a model of a certain Hanfu.,There is also a purchase link attached below.。
At the end of the month, the hot posts were occupied by the gods of various departments, and many of the key points of review and study notes were collected and replied to by everyone.
The library was open all night, and I hadn't been to that corner in the summer, so I guess the plush cushions were already dusty.
"Yawn-" Jin Yan closed the book, "Sister Tian'er, why don't we go back?" Are you working so hard that you plan to go to graduate school? ”
Summer was intently copying the study notes on the forum, and when she heard Jin Yan whispering to her, she straightened her neck.
"Shhh
It was almost 10 o'clock, and Kim Yeon was so sleepy that her eyelids were fighting.
Summer packed up her things and walked back to the dormitory with Kim Yeon.
"Sister Tian'er, why haven't you seen Cheng Ze come to you recently?"
"It's almost the exam, busy."
"What's there to be busy with in freshman year? The exam is also very simple, okay, I feel like he is deliberately alienating you. ”
I have to take it, a woman's sixth sense is really accurate.
"If you are estranged, you are estranged, we are just friends."
"You can't say that, it's him who teased you first, oops, will he ...... because of your eyes?"
"Does it matter what causes me to be alienated? Now, the test results are the most important thing for me, the knowledge I have learned is my own, and I have the ability to make money, so I can go where I want to go. ”
"Where do you want to go?"
Where you don't have much to do with people, I think that after Jin Yan hears this answer, she will definitely come to lobby, after all, it is difficult for others to accept her lifestyle.
Summer just smiled: "I didn't think about it." ”