Chapter 31: Emotional ......
But I shrunk into the turtle shell, and I was stunned, and Xiao Hei and Xiao Bai seemed to be in a deep sleep like me.
I tried calling them a few times, but nothing came back.
Since Xiao Hei and Xiao Bai fell into a deep sleep, then I can't rush for a while. To celebrate my hibernation, Amu stole a bottle of good wine at night......
Listening to Amu tell me about the past month or so, there is actually nothing to say, the queen bee has come to see me, and Dahei has also come to see me. Everyone's life is peaceful, it can't be calmer, there are no waves, no accidents.
There are no surprises......
The next day, Xiaoya got up early in the morning. Hurriedly took Amu and me to the park to play again. Xiaoya said to me excitedly that night
"Six-six, you've grown up! You see, when you first came to my house, you were only 9 centimeters, but now you have 12 centimeters. In other words, you can grow one centimeter every year, and if it is 10 years later, Xiao Yake will not be able to hold you. ”
Xiaoya held a ruler in her hand and said to me happily.
I was stunned when I heard this. Once again, the scene from the void came to my mind. One centimeter a year!
If that's the case, I can't imagine how long such a huge body has lived!
And a lingering thought came to my mind. Someday! Amu will leave me, and Xiaoya will also leave me.
These questions have also come to my mind before. But it's all fleeting, and I always feel like it's a long time, a long day.
But in that space, the suffocating darkness, the suffocating loneliness, made me feel numb again.
I looked at Xiaoya directly, and Amu's words were still in my heart. Accompany someone who deserves to be accompanied.
"Shall that day come later?" I don't know if this sentence is asking myself or asking about existence that I don't know at all.
I went to that empty space. I seem to be more patient than ever...
It's even more numb!
It was also from that day that I cherished the time I spent with Xiaoya, and I also cherished the time I spent with my friends and brothers.
Another thing is that I started to practice holding the pen constantly. As Chen Kun said, if you can't do it for one day, if you can't do it for 10 days, then it's a year.
Spring went to autumn, and the pencil still couldn't be held. But I was pleasantly surprised to find that my paws seemed to be much more flexible than they had been at first.
I remember when I came to Xiaoya's house, the crooked 6 was drawn on white paper with my body and paws dipped in ink.
But now I can even use my paws to draw some basic stroke numbers for him.
As time went by, I developed a deep attachment to Xiaoya's family, and that sense of belonging became stronger and stronger.
But what I couldn't figure out was that the loneliness in my heart was even stronger. Every now and then I twist my neck to look at me, and there are still so clear tooth marks on my neck.
……
It was a breezy night, and the queen bee asked his men to add a lot of honey to the wine, and the wine was sweet that night.
Amu is already a big dog. I'm also old enough to drink.
"Amu Daihei, do you know? I love a snake deeply. ”
As soon as I finished saying this, Amu and Da Hei stared at each other, and even the Wind King, who was going back, was stunned.
Snake?
"Hahaha, brother, I see you've really drunk too much tonight." After the pregnancy at night, the dog barked loudly and incessantly. A bold face.
"Dahei, it's true that I don't lie to you." As soon as I finished speaking, Queen Bee answered.
"Senior, is this Sichun?"
As soon as the queen bee finished. Amu and Daihei immediately stopped laughing. The dog's eyes look at each other. Da Hei smiled very meaningfully.
"Good brother, I'm sorry, I forgot about it, you have become a mature turtle, you also have that kind of needs, rest assured brother, with my status as a big black man, I will give you this matter immediately."
"Hurry up and Dahei, if I can match my family's six or six, it must be a turtle that is transferred to one." Amu immediately picked it up, Dahei's words.
There is no need to explain the face, brother, I know the face of a dog.
I'm a little frustrated, but it's really good to be like that. Spring goes to autumn, year after year, day after day.
That day, Amu took me to the kennel in Dahei. Da Hei was lying in the kennel with a helpless face. Before I got closer, I felt that the big black exuded that lonely atmosphere.
"Uncle Qin is gone..."This is what Amu told me, and after he finished speaking, he took me to Da Hei.
According to the rules, if Uncle Qin leaves, Da Hei has become a dog without an owner. So the fate of Da Hei should be to leave the community.
But the neighbors didn't let Da Hei leave the community. Instead, there are many dog lovers who spontaneously form a small group, that is, everyone pays for three meals a day for Dahei.
In fact, even if there is no such group of big blacks, there is no shortage of food, because the contributions made by big black to the neighbors are seen by everyone. So the people in the whole community are very good to Dahei.
That day, the two dogs and one turtle didn't drink or speak, they just lay quietly in the kennel like that, Xiaoya's mother pulled into Amu's dog chain, and Amu lay on the ground and ignored it.
In the end, Xiaoya's mother only left a sentence, don't run around, come back and take a good shower, and left.
I can't relate to it, but it's remarkably clear. I tried to open my mouth several times, but the words were always stuck in my neck.
Da Hei sent away three generations of grandchildren. I guess he must have been in a lot of pain...
"I'm not leaving, it's here, and I'm dying here."
This is what Dahei said to me and Amu after a night of silence. I don't have to listen, I just need to feel the breath emanating from Da Hei's body, and I can feel the pain in Da Hei's heart.
“…… You guys go back, I want to be alone for a few days, and the neighbors in the community will collect Uncle Qin's body, then I will definitely protect this community..."
Amu and I both know that Daikoku needs to be quiet and needs to be alone. So Amu hung me up and slowly returned to Xiaoya's house.
I can't describe the feeling. Even if you count the age of people, all of them add up, I am not more than 30 years old. But Dahei lived for 200 years!
From that day on, I was suddenly afraid of something coming, I was so scared. I have a lot of things in my heart that I want to say to Xiaoya, but I won't open my mouth.
So I had to learn to hold a pen, I had to make my claws flexible, and I had to write on paper what I wanted to say to Xiaoya.
Hei and Bai hadn't woken up yet, and I had started to practice day and night......