"Why should I be like everyone else?"

"This question has bothered Weichen for a long time, even my mother said the same", Cui Yun smiled and shook her head, "Obviously she swallowed countless grievances, but she still firmly thought that the road she had traveled was right, but for the grievances she suffered, she blamed her own bad life." ”

"But Weichen, don't believe in fate."

That's why she chose to enter the palace as a female official, because, apart from this road, she really has no other choice.

The idyllic joy of Lou Yujing's pen is her only solace in the lonely time, but it is a pity......

Cui Yun raised his head, met Sheng Shaoqing's surprised eyes, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "What Weichen said is from the bottom of his heart, but Weichen himself knows that what Weichen said is a little deviant, and the Queen Mother should have fun and relieve boredom." ”

Sheng Shaoqing was really surprised by Cui Yun's advanced pioneer consciousness, and asked the system in a trembling voice: Are you sure, I am the only one here?

System:.........

[That's nature.] 】

Did the host misunderstand something, did she think that crossing was so simple?

"Ah Yun, have you ever thought about what you will be doing in the future?"

"Much later?" Cui Yun looked a little confused, she really didn't think about this problem, and subconsciously shook her head.

Sheng Shaoqing changed his question, "What about the closest?" According to the old practice, the female official in the palace will have a chance to leave the palace at the age of twenty-five, have you thought about it? ”

Cui Yun still shook his head, "Weichen doesn't want to go back, as long as the Queen Mother doesn't dislike Weichen for being stupid, Weichen is willing to stay by the Queen Mother's side forever." ”

"If you are stupid, then there will be no smart people in the Eternal Light Hall of the Mourning Family."

"It's just that the mourning family always feels that it is too unkind to detain you by the mourning family, besides, doesn't the mourning family allow you to be free?"

Cui Yun was stunned for a moment and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Even if the Queen Mother lets me out of the palace, Weichen will not be free." ”

"Since Wechen has chosen this path, he will go all the way to the dark. Moreover, Weichen has been by the side of the Queen Mother for these days, it is the most fulfilling time in the past few years for Weichen, the Queen Mother has worked hard for the country and the people, and Weichen can not drag the Queen Mother's hind legs, Weichen is willing to be a rock under the feet of the Queen Mother, just for the Queen Mother to step on the high and look far. ”

As she spoke, Cui Yun's nose was sour, and tears were already flowing from her eyes, and she didn't care about wiping it for a while, but she saw the Queen Mother leaning over, taking out the handkerchief in her sleeve, moving gently, gently wiping her tears like coaxing a child.

Sheng Shaoqing didn't know that he was such a righteous image in Cui Yun's eyes who worked hard for the country and the people, and he couldn't help but be moved in his heart, and called softly, "Ah Yun...... Ah Jun........."

"If you cry again, your makeup will be spent, and your eyes will be swollen!"

When Cui Yun heard this, she was about to press her eyes with her hand, Sheng Shaoqing grabbed her hand and shouted outside the door, "A-Ning, send an ice cube in!" ”

turned back to Cui Yun and said, "If you rub it with your hands again, your eyes will be even more swollen." ”

Hearing the footsteps behind him gradually approaching, Cui Yun had no choice but to hide his face with his sleeves, and waited for A-Ning to put down the ice cube and retreat, then he lowered his arm.

Sheng Shaoqing wrapped a piece of ice in a handkerchief, gently applied it to Cui Yun's eyes, and said slowly, "Your mind is understood by the mourning family, since you don't go out of the palace, you have to accompany the mourning family, and the mourning family will naturally not treat you badly, only one point, if you change your mind one day, you must tell the mourning family, and the mourning family will definitely make decisions for you." ”

Cui Yun leaned down and bowed deeply, "Cui Yun now has only three wishes, one wish, Her Majesty the Queen Mother is in good health and blessed for ten thousand years." ”

"Two wishes, I will be smooth in the wind and rain, and the country will be passed on forever."

"Three wishes, the people live and work in peace and contentment, and six contracts are spring."

Sheng Shaoqing's heart moved, and he said with emotion, "Mourning family, it will be as you wish." ”

The two talked again, and Cui Yun took Sheng Shaoqing out by himself, and Cui Yun was a hundred reassuring to Sheng Shaoqing today.

Therefore, the ancients said that the blessings and misfortunes depend, and the blessings and misfortunes depend, this is really true, the queen mother's dizziness, actually changed her personality from the inside out, compared to the previous rules and regulations, she prefers the queen mother who has a lot of personality now, sometimes the queen mother some seemingly strange actions, often can have unexpected gains.

Back in his room, Cui Yun washed up, and hurried away, the female official was inconvenient, and if she wanted to pass the word, she had to find the commander of Yu Linwei before the palace gate was keyed.

In fact, Cui Yun didn't understand why the Queen Mother asked her to spread the word at first, she thought that if the Queen Mother summoned her directly, it should be cheaper to act.

But the Queen Mother only smiled and asked her, "You are still not free because of the surname Cui, let alone the former court?" ”

Therefore, news can only be dispersed privately, and cannot be passed by in an open way.

When she finished speaking, it was already evening, and the Queen Mother should have eaten at this time, and with A-Ning and Forsythia by her side, she could also relax.

There is still a considerable distance from Anyuan Gate to Yongguang Palace, but Cui Yun, who just happened to be empty, is now light and can slowly pace back to Yongguang Palace.

Along the way, the palace people and eunuchs who came and went all saluted her respectfully, and she knew that they were not respecting her, but the queen mother behind her.

Thinking of what the Queen Mother said to her in the afternoon, as well as the occasional pity in her eyes, she suddenly felt as if the Queen Mother really understood her.

The winter sun always warms people's hearts, and when twilight is approaching, the sunset falls on the glazed roof of the palace in the distance, reflecting a dazzling brilliance.

It is rare to have a confidant in life, the Queen Mother warms her like the warm sun, and she absolutely does not allow anyone to want to plot against the Queen Mother.

As soon as she walked into the Yongguang Hall and bypassed the corridor, she saw Zhang Qing probing his brain outside the hall, not knowing what he was spying on.

And after he saw Cui Yun, he immediately ran away like a mouse seeing a cat.

Something is wrong, when she tested Zhang Qing a few days ago, he was still very scrappy, why did he see her today and run so fast?

Suppressing the doubts in her heart, Cui Yun walked into the hall and replied, but the Queen Mother was coaxing Her Majesty, and she was not easy to interrupt.

"The Queen Mother! You're going to take me!" I haven't been outside the palace yet! ”

Sheng Shaoqing frowned, is she really too indulgent to him, this little kid has become more and more bold recently, and he dares to sing against her.

"The queen mother is not there to play! And what's so fun about Buddhist temples? ”

She doesn't understand, she doesn't understand, she goes to catch a turtle by the way, what's there to follow?

It's not a spring outing.

However, Sheng Shaoqing still held back his temper and said gently, "It's spring, the queen mother will take you to Chen Liu's play, it's fun there, and at that time, you can still go to the field and cultivate it yourself." ”

Seeing that Yuan Che was still going to make trouble, Sheng Shaoqing sank his face and scared him, "If you make trouble again, the queen mother won't take you to Chenliu!" ”