While Yu Luying and Xiao Yao were talking, the bus drove into a rest area on the highway and slowly turned off and stopped.

"Hey, students who want to go to the toilet and want to buy water should pay attention," Teacher Yuan stood in front of the car with a big loudspeaker: "Hurry up, we plan to stop for only ten minutes." ”

"Do you want to get out of the car and take a walk?" Xiao Yao asked Yu Luying.

Yu Luying was noncommittal, and Xiao Yao had to get out of the car with the flow of people.

Xiao Yao did not return to the car immediately after the bathroom in the rest area was convenient, but carefully washed his hands with hand sanitizer at the water pocket.

After letting go of the water, he felt that his pain seemed to be relieved to a certain extent, but it still could not be dissipated for a long time, like a faint illness.

Yu Luying kept the symbiotic matter as the most private secret, not only to her strict mother, but also to Shen Jie, her classmates, and almost everyone.

How could it not be the case with you? In the past two months, I have wanted to communicate with Yu Luying many times, as a young man in his twenties, he has to try his best to suppress the devil's difficulties every day, but every time there is a villain in red clothes, wearing a long skirt and a long wig, jumping out and shouting, "Stinky rascal!" Then another little man in white said to himself: "Wait, wait until the time is right for the atmosphere".

As a result, the timing of the atmosphere is becoming more and more inappropriate day by day, and it can only be, doomed, becoming more and more inappropriate day by day.

This kind of thing, unless two people "roll friends" (engage in objects), the atmosphere and timing will never be appropriate.

"Hey, you say, why did the nymphomaniac get entangled with that Xiao Yao again?" The sound of laughter and chatter coming from the women's toilet next door interrupted Xiao Yao's thoughts and attracted his attention—after all, his name was always loud in the sound that scraped into his ears.

"Isn't she always like this, fresh, as if there was a lack of men in her previous life."

"But didn't she chase handsome guys before, why did she target this ...... this time?"

"I chased several, and in the end the love experience was 0, so I have to lower the standard?"

"Then this Xiao Yao is going to be unlucky, pitiful."

"Not necessarily, in my opinion, this Xiao Yao is not a fuel-efficient lamp."

"How can it be just?"

"I heard that Xiao Yao is a rich woman."

"Huh? I can't see it, but he's really open-minded. ”

"It's not what you think, I heard that Xiao Yao's love is only a sophomore in high school, and he is also a master who can hook those boys into confusion."

"So what is she trying to do? Also nymphoac? ”

"I don't know if I'm a nymphomaniac, but I'm really willing to spend money. Look at his outfit today, it's not a big deal (note: a copycat). ”

"Isn't it? Can't you? I remember that Xiao Yao couldn't even afford to wear Daxing's, and basically only wore school uniforms. ”

"Oh, you still have to practice your eyesight, people really don't blow it by clothes, this Xiao Yao clean up and take a look, it's really a little handsome."

"Tempted? I have him QQ, do you want it? ”

"When did you add him QQ?"

"When I first entered school, I found that I had read his article, but I made up an elegant and handsome boy in my brain back then, and I found QQ around the corner, and then I saw people, and I was gone."

"Hehe, if you can't keep it, people are deliberately pretending to be sloppy and filter out rotten peach blossoms like you."

"Cut, haven't you talked to him much then? If I'm a rotten peach, you're a rotten peach. ”

"Don't take advantage of me, except for Yuqin in Xiaosao District before, how can any girl take care of him? It can't be that Allah School is just a rotten peach tree, right? ”

"Also, and Ou Yuqin are not normal people, they just get together together, what do you say is going on with Yu Luying?"

"What's wrong with Yu Luying?"

"You don't have eyesight, do you? Yu Luying is obviously good with Xiao Yao. ”

"You are also very spiritual - doesn't she hate Xiao Yao, doesn't she think he always pesters her, as if Xiao Yao has stolen her underwear? Ha against the heart. ”

"You're Lao Huang Li, they've been getting close lately, haven't you seen that they're all sitting together today and whispering all the way? Yu Luying's appearance is spiritual, but she is also half a weirdo, so I didn't think much about it, but didn't you just say that Xiao Yao also has a woman? You know, can Yu Luying know? What's the matter with her? ”

"Then maybe, what if it's Xiao Yao's concubine who wants to be together?"

"I think you want to be together, right?"

"I really want to, after all, Xiao Yao's current gimmick is really good - but my appearance, I guess people will be disgusted, haha."

"Register, I'm going to get Mikong! (Note: shameless)"

Then there was a bunch of flowers and branches trembling and laughing.

Xiao Yao tilted his ears sideways and waited until the group of girls had gone away, then he quietly came out and returned to the car for the last one.

Mixed feelings.

When boys are together, the topic is always girls and games, but I didn't expect girls to talk about boys when they were together.

What is it like to be at the center of the conversation?

It just feels like it's not good.

Everyone is a member of the literary club, and how to say that they are also literary and artistic young women, and it is insulting to speak!

What's the head? Your whole family is a concubine! Xiao Yao thought angrily.

Talking so dirty, I'm going to cut down Mikong!

However, Xiao Yao can also feel that some people are sour, and those girls praise themselves for their "good gimmicks", which feels good.

Thanks to my wife, I dressed myself up beautifully, and it was hard to repay my broken bones.

Oops, the eggs are starting to hurt again.

Teacher Yuan counted the number of people on the bus again, and the bus drove out of the rest area and continued in the direction of Zhouzhuang.

"By the way, there's something I need to explain to you." Xiao Yao looked at Yu Luying, and said in anticipation.

Yu Luying didn't make a sound, just took off the headphones in her left ear, and looked at him with a smile on the corner of her mouth.

"That...... I wasn't trying to touch you that night...... Touch your ......" Xiao Yao endured the pain, leaned over to Yu Luying's side, and lowered his voice, but he still unconsciously chose to take a detour.

Yu Luying's face turned red.

"I know, I thought about it later, do you feel out of breath and want to take Shen Jie's arm away?"

"Ah, yes, yes, you're really smart."

"I thought about it later, otherwise I would have taken care of you?" Yu Luying turned her head to look at the glass of the car window.

"It's good that you're not mistaken." Xiao Yao's heart was like unloading a big stone, and the whole person was much more relaxed, leaning on the back of the chair and sighing.

But didn't you end up running into my ...... Is it? Yu Luying thought to herself, it was at that movie time......

"I didn't mean to touch you, I really didn't mean to! At that time, it was an urgent matter, I didn't think much about it, I hugged you from behind and pulled back, I didn't want to touch you, I just wanted to protect you......" Xiao Yao explained a little incoherently, desperately.

"You !! quietly" Yu Luying was anxious: "I didn't say anything, are you a thief?" ”

"You said it obviously......" Xiao Yao snorted.

"I, what, what, also, no, say." Yu Luying gritted her teeth and began to step on Xiao Yao's shoes.

Xiao Yao stepped back immediately.

Then the two of them stepped on each other under their seats.

"What for? Hooray! Teacher Yuan cast his eyes in this direction, and the students in front and behind also looked at him.

Xiao Yao and Yu Luying hurriedly withdrew their feet, rubbed the surface of their feet, and laughed secretly at each other.

Only then did the young man realize that he had also heard Yu Luying's thoughts just now. I have been mentally unbalanced before, thinking about how this intermittent mind-reading ability can be one-way, and today I finally somehow mastered a little bit of the essentials.

"That, Yu Luying," Xiao Yao leaned his head against the back of the chair in the front row and whispered, "In the future, we will have to eat as little as possible about pork loin." ”

"I don't want to touch that thing again in my life." Yu Luying's face turned red again all of a sudden, and she was ashamed in her heart, why did she keep worrying about the endless troubles of that night?

"It's not like I'm endless, because this thing has really been bothering me for a long time." Xiao Yao said on his lips, thinking in his heart: Is it because you don't have it, so you can't feel me holding back the pain? Why do I have to carry your menstrual cramps?

Yu Luying suddenly stretched out her hand and twisted it Xiao Yao's arm, and then the two of them "hissed" together.

Yu Luying stopped talking, just leaned her head against the glass window, put on headphones, and closed her eyes.

Well, it seems that the right time will never come.

What should I do, should I be more frank?

But how can you be frank? In the spirit of science and seeking truth from facts, give the students who are good students a new science popularization of the content of the physiology and hygiene class last semester?

It's impossible to be like the villain on TV, who pushes the heroine into a corner with a hideous face and tells her loudly: Lao Tzu is a man, he wants it when he wants, and he wants as much as he wants! What I say to you now is not a consultation, not a request, but a notice, an order! You don't care what you think, but you only have two choices: either accept or obey!

Ah, the pain has eased a bit......

It's a pity that it's impossible to say this kind of thing in your life, we are people with chivalry.

Xiao Yao was looking at the roof of the car, thinking wildly and his eyes straightened, when the bus braked suddenly, and the inertia made him almost nod and hit the back of the front seat.

He woke up and hurriedly looked at Yu Luying beside him, but saw that the girl was looking at herself with a complicated expression, and slowly took off the headphones from both ears.

Did I just say it out loud? How is that possible?

Xiao Yao looked around.

The surrounding classmates seemed to be paying attention to the sudden braking just now, and there was a lot of noise in the car, and no one paid attention to Xiao Yao and Yu Luying at all.

I'm rubbing, isn't the frequency of this thought eavesdropping a bit too high today? To die, to die, to die.

Soon, the road conditions returned to normal, the bus continued to drive, and the interior of the car returned to its original quietness.

But during this period, Yu Luying has been looking at Xiao Yao from top to bottom, just like that, as if she wants to drag his soul out of his body to have a good examination.

Xiao Yao was stared at by her and felt uncomfortable all over his body, so he had to look at his nose, nose and mouth, and mouth and heart, with his hands on his knees, his back straight, and try to stay away.

It wasn't until he saw Yu Luying turn her face back with his peripheral vision that he cautiously relaxed a little.

Suddenly, Yu Luying spoke, her voice was very soft, but word by word, it clearly entered Xiao Yao's heart.

"You control the frequency yourself. Then, call me beforehand and say, don't let me look foreign outside, this is not too much to ask, right? ”

"What are you talking about?" Xiao Yao confirmed incredulously.

"If you don't understand, forget it." Yu Luying said.

"Really?" Xiao Yao was surprised, is that all? Did you say yes so calmly? I thought she would be angry and scold herself.

"I said I promised you, I promised you," Yu Luying closed her eyes, two lines of tears flowed out of her eyes, Xiao Yao felt that the corners of her eyes were a little itchy: "This may be my life." ”

"You don't have to do this, you can scold me if you want, and you can get out of the car and scold where no one is there." Xiao Yao saw her crying, and panicked again: "I can hold on any longer, I can endure no matter how much pain I have, and I will hold on until which day it is." ”

"No need, no need to bear it, I've already thought about it, really." Yu Luying held her forehead tiredly: "I don't want to scold you, you haven't done anything wrong, you have worked hard." ”

"Do you really think so?" Xiao Yao was a little unsure of her tone.

"Really."

Is it useful to scold you? Yu Luying thought to herself, is it useful to be emotional? That's how things go......

"Besides, what you said also makes sense," Yu Luying added: "In the long run, if something goes wrong with your body, then why does it hurt here and there, isn't it that I am suffering?" ”

Moreover, he Xiao Yao is not the only one who has the same physical dilemma. But this is the only thing that can't be admitted to anyone no matter what, so Yu Luying chose this excuse to anesthetize herself.

No, none of the above are the deepest causes.

Worrying about his physical problems is not only worrying that he will affect himself, but also because of ...... Worry about him.

Worst!

Yu Luying's eyes widened and looked at Xiao Yao, just in time to meet his incredulous gaze.

"How much do you hear?" Yu Luying wants to kill people.

"I didn't hear anything, not a word." Xiao Yao swore an oath, and then changed the topic: "No matter what, I'm very moved, you can promise me this." I know it's a great sacrifice you've made as a girl—"

If you just hear "worry about him", it's fine, but if you hear the layer of "physiological dilemma", it pierces the most secret thing in the girl's heart and completely violates her boundaries.

The girl began to be annoyed.

"Xiao Yao, I'll be honest with you, I hate you, do you understand?"

"I understand."

"No, you don't understand." Yu Luying shook her head vigorously and continued: "It's not your responsibility to have such a thing as symbiosis, and it's not just a one-sided trouble for me, although I did think about it for a while...... But it soon figured it out. ”

When Xiao Yao heard this, his heart froze, what did he think about for a while?

"But, later, you and Shen Jie were together." Yu Luying paused, breathing a lot heavier.

"You obviously know that we are in this relationship," Yu Luying's eyes began to red again: "We share all the joys and pains from each other, and sometimes I even fall into a kind of nothingness and doubt me...... I wonder if Yu Luying no longer exists, I am already ...... Something else? ”

Xiao Yao couldn't keep up with her jumping thinking.

"Don't you realize? In the state we are in now, if you do that kind of thing, it is equivalent to me and you, doing that kind of thing - there is no essential difference. ”

"I understand, so for the sake of your innocence, I've been desperately refraining-"

"Innocent, I thank you for your family! What is innocence for a person who has no separate person? Yu Luying laughed: "You obviously know that that kind of thing can only be done between husband and wife, even if it is between lovers." But if you have to do it, it's a hundred times better to have a name as a couple than to be nameless, right?

"But who am I? I don't have the power, let alone the ability to restrain you, I don't even have the right to love you right now, I can't do anything but hate you. ”

Xiao Yao felt that Yu Luying's voice was a little loud, he looked around uneasily, fortunately, the people around him listened to the songs, slept and slept, as if no one heard any movement.

"What I hate about you is not that you made this kind of request to me today, what I hate about you is that since you are in this state, you should not fall in love with other girls for the time being.

"Every time you hug Shen Jie, have you ever thought about my feelings? It's not that my heart hurts because I like you, it's that I don't want to be forced to be with a girl-"

"Be quiet! I beg you! ”

"I always thought I was an independent person, but I know that I am not anymore. Sometimes I really think, I'm going to find a guy too, and let you taste what that's like?! ”

There are a lot of boys who like Yu Luying in the school, and if you want to find it, you may queue up from the class gate to the cafeteria - Xiao Yao was anxious all of a sudden: "Grandma, don't spoil yourself, promise me, okay?" You can do whatever you want me to do. ”

"What are you anxious about? You know I can't, I can't do it, I don't have the guts, I don't even have the courage to give up on myself. Yu Luying showed a somewhat desolate smile: "Actually, I also know in my heart that it is not important to be entangled in your reputation and relationship with you for a long time. ”

Xiao Yao took out a tissue (carrying a tissue with him is also a new habit that Shen Jie cultivated for him) and wiped Yu Luying's face, but Yu Luying did not dodge.

"We are classmates, we are lovers, we are enemies, we are enemies, we are strangers, I like you, you like me, I don't like you, you hate me, all this, does it matter?" Yu Luying said.

"......" Xiao Yao didn't speak, just waited for her to continue.

"Don't you think? The relationship between the two of us has long surpassed all relatives, husbands and wives and friends in this world. Does it really matter how two grasshoppers on a rope look at each other? ”

"I think I can understand what you're saying." Xiao Yao swallowed a mouthful of saliva with difficulty: "We are worms." ”

"We share everything about each other, we even have blood in our veins, I will be affected by your joys and sorrows, I have to consider your feelings in everything I do, and now, if you want, you can even read my heart, the two of us can't even be separated more than 20 kilometers, if this problem can't be solved, we will be tied together for the rest of our lives, what kind of couple will be like this?

"Will I be able to go abroad in the future, will I be able to go abroad? I'm going to be tied to you for the rest of my life, have you ever wondered what that means? This will even affect the life planning and career of the two of us after high school-"

Teacher Yuan leaned over: "What's the matter, Xiao Yao, are you bullying your classmates?" ”

"It's okay, it's okay, we're okay." The two of them waved to Teacher Yuan together.

Yu Luying lowered her voice again: "I thought at that time, if you really thought about it, you wouldn't have fallen in love with someone else." The two of us can choose each other without each other, but neither of us is qualified to fall in love, get married, and live together with a third person! ”

"I feel like I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for her." Xiao Yao said.

"That's right, so I've always thought you'd be a Shameless bastard all this time." Yu Luying said hatefully: "Do you take a bath every day, do you go to bed on time, what do you eat and drink, whether the water temperature is high or low when you take a bath, in fact, these are all trivial things, only, only when you and Shen Jie are intimate, I just think you don't respect me." ”

"I'm sorry ......"

"But last night, when you told me about it, my mind changed." Yu Luying wiped the corners of her eyes, smiled, and revealed a shallow pear vortex: "I began to understand you, I even feel that you are not wrong, you are also a victim, and you have no choice." ”

"No, I'm wrong." Xiao Yao retorted.

"I just laughed at you for being a puppet of fate, and I said that I didn't do anything about your affairs, it was all fake, it was all a lie to you, and it was all a lie to yourself."

"......" Xiao Yao was silent, not knowing what to say.

"Actually, the three of us are puppets of fate, a vicious joke made by the goddess of fate, aren't we?" Yu Luying said: "We are all worms! ”

Xiao Yao didn't know who stretched out his hand first, but when he reacted, the hands of the two people were already tightly clasped together.

He felt sorry for Shen Jie for holding Yu Luying's hand and wanted to let go, but at this moment, he just couldn't let go.

"Maybe this is indeed a curse," Xiao Yao said in a deep voice, "I can't let go of her and let go of my daughter, I feel that I am responsible for both of them, but I am also responsible for you." In the past, I did too badly, I didn't do enough-"

"Mmmm~" Yu Luying shook her head and made a negative voice from her nose: "You have actually worked hard, I can see it, really." A lot of what I just said was also willful......"

"I ......" Xiao Yao's throat choked a little: "As long as we can't unlock this curse for a day, even if it is solved one day, I will respect you and protect you for the rest of my life......"

"Be friends for life?" Yu Luying's eyes were misty and sad: "A good friend who empathizes." ”

"Well," Xiao Yao nodded: "No matter whether the symbiosis can be solved or not, no matter how time changes, in this life, first of all, at least the least, we will always be good friends." ”

"Well," Yu Luying nodded and said, "Let's let go, I'm sorry for Shen Jie." ”

"As for the unreasonable request I made just now, I will take it back in its entirety and will never mention it again for the rest of my life."

"You are stupid," Yu Luying looked at the tip of her shoes: "A life is very long, and if there is nothing impossible to do, don't make promises to others." ”

"But ......"

"It's nothing," Yu Luying shook her head: "Just remember to call to make an appointment, okay?" ”

“…… Well, good. ”

The two men let go of each other, and both sat up straight.

When they looked at each other again, they both had smiles on their faces.

"When we get back from Zhouzhuang, let's have a showdown with my sister together. You, and I, together. Yu Luying said.

"Okay." Xiao Yao nodded and said, "How we get along after that, the three of us will discuss and decide together." ”

Maybe you can't do it yourself, but ...... Try it anyway, right? Even if you have physical contact with Shen Jie, you can control the frequency and degree, right? And that thing too, which step is counted, and which day is counted, and which day is counted......

The bus turned into a parking lot and came to a slow stop.

"Okay, please some classmates stop talking to me and me, Zhouzhuang has arrived!" Teacher Yuan announced loudly.

This sentence caused a burst of laughter, and some people turned their eyes to Xiao Yao and Yu Luying, but they didn't care much about other people's eyes anymore.

The eyes they looked at each other were a little sour, and a little happy.

At eight or nine o'clock in the morning, the sun was rising over the boat.

(End of chapter)