Chapter 154: Xiao Yao felt guilty

Xiao Yao felt that his whole body was weak, and his consciousness became blurred, as if he had sunk into darkness.

He seemed to be able to hear Shen Jie calling out to him anxiously, and heard the people around him gossiping noisily, but he couldn't tell what he was talking about.

He felt a warm force circulate around his body, gradually enveloping him. His body became unusually light at this time, as if it was being blown by the wind.

He felt a soft, warm embrace, and cared for him in his arms, which made him feel reassured and comfortable.

That's what love and care taste like.

Love......

Does she really love me?

Or is it her helplessness, coupled with my wishful thinking?

In this warm embrace, the teenager gradually fell into a deeper sleep, as if returning to his mother's arms and feeling his mother's warmth and love.

Gradually, the power of life is being restored.

"Mom......?" Xiao Yao opened his eyes.

"Meow Ma Ma is here." The girl's voice said cheerfully.

The first thing that caught Xiao Yao's eyes was the towering peaks......

Well, it's not surprisingly big, but when you look at it from the angle of your head resting on your knees, it looks like it's very obscuring your view.

Wait, head on your knees?

And what's going on with this group of people around you?

Xiao Yao sat up with a carp and almost hit Shen Jie's chin with his head.

The girl let go of Xiao Yao, stood up, and shook her whole body twice.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Xiao Yao hurriedly said to Shen Jie, wiping the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand while holding her.

"Don't look at it, just say he's fine," Shen Jie waved at the crowd of onlookers: "You don't have to call 110 or 120, it's really fine." ”

"Dude, are you okay?" It was the "plaid shirt" that spoke, and it looked like he was still uneasy.

Thank you for finally admitting that I'm a buddy.

"It's okay, it's really okay, thanks, buddy." Xiao Yao patted the shoulder of the plaid shirt.

Shen Jie started calling again, and after the crowd gradually dispersed, she gave Xiao Yao an updated number.

46.1 km.

Although he had a certain amount of psychological preparation, Xiao Yao still felt a burst of loss and frustration.

Since the symbiosis did not disappear as hoped, and the distance limit still existed, there was no way for him to go abroad with Shen Jie.

"Are you feeling okay now?" Shen Jie was still pressing her mobile phone in her hand: "Father Yu has turned around and turned back, you two should be fine." ”

"It's okay...... it's okay," Xiao Yao said.

I'm okay with her, I'm okay with you.

The boy noticed that he was on a busy road.

The street sign reads "Qinqin Street", and the buildings along the street are scattered, but because most schools have been closed for the summer, they are not so noisy and lively.

As far as the eye can see, there are three main types of shops along the street, Internet cafes, restaurants, hotels, Internet cafes, restaurants, and hotels.

These three types of buildings are interspersed with a few convenience stores, and there are hardly any other stores to be seen.

Overall, Diligent Street is a lively and energetic street in a college town, and it seems that there is no other fault other than making students less diligent.

"Is this Nanhui University Town?" Xiao Yao asked Shen Jie.

"It should ...... Yes, right? Yes, that's right. Shen Jie also looked around: "If you have nothing to do, let's go back to the city, right?" ”

"Let's wait for them to go back to the city first," Xiao Yao pointed out: "If we move together again, in case the bus line goes around far or something, and the distance becomes farther away, this kind of thing is not good." ”

"Yes." Shen Jie nodded.

"And I'm hungry." Xiao Yao said, "What about you? ”

Shen Jie touched her stomach, which seemed to be a little flattened: "Well, then let's eat here and then go, I heard that the restaurants near the university are more affordable." ”

The boy and the girl held hands and walked along Qinfen Street in the direction of T University.

This is due to the fact that many restaurants on the street are closed during the summer vacation, so Xiao Yao proposed to simply go and experience the university cafeteria.

Although Shen Jie was not very interested in this, she still followed Xiao Yao's arrangement.

There is no school for summer vacation, and it seems that there is only the "T big" of the girl with the plaid shirt and glasses.

"Dog," Shen Jie asked him, "So, what I discussed with you, did you officially refuse?" ”

"You tell me to think about it again." Hearing Shen Jie mention this matter again, Xiao Yao's heart was confused.

"Okay." Shen Jie replied obediently.

As the sun sets, the sky takes on a gradient of golden yellow and orange-red, gradually blending into the ivory tower in the distance.

Street lamps on both sides gradually light up, dotting the streets. Scattered college students hurriedly walked through the hard street, some carrying shopping bags, some holding books, and the plants and flowers on the roadside looked particularly delicate in the dusk.

The heat of the day has dissipated slightly, the breeze is pleasant, the leaves rustle, and the fallen leaves flutter with the wind.

"You said this university town," Xiao Yao turned his head in disbelief: "Do you need so many hotels?" Are these people here to go to school or what are they here for? ”

"Uh," Shen Jie said, "there may be tourists, teachers, staff, and parents who send their children to school......"

"Who would travel to a university town! Do you believe this yourself? Xiao Yao stopped.

"Aren't we?" Shen Jie raised the bar.

On their right-hand side, there is a hotel called "Xiyuan", and there is a banner with white letters on a red background at the door, which reads: "The opening of this store is 7% off, and new and old students are welcome to visit!" ”

This reminded Xiao Yao of the banner "Quality education is the most shameless lie" in Song Haijian's monastery.

Above the banner is an LCD screen scrolling with words such as "Double Room 60 Yuan/4 Hours 128 Yuan/Day".

Shen Jie's eyes also stayed on the four words "new and old classmates" and swept around, and pulled Xiao Yao's hand: "Let's go." You are a bad student, and you have the heart of a discipline committee member every day. The "Code of Conduct for Middle School Students" can't take care of college students, right? ”

"Is there a Code of Conduct for College Students?" Xiao Yao said.

"You can ask in the library here if there is a book called Penal Code?"

While talking, the two finally walked through the long diligent street and entered the back door of T University.

"You say, when you arrive at the Midi Flower World," Xiao Yao asked Shen Jie, "It must be even more exaggerated over there than here, right?" Will you be able to hold it then? ”

Shen Jie let out a "poof".

"Shen Jie, I know that I have a low EQ when I say this, don't laugh at my insecurity. I've heard people say that the study abroad circle is quite chaotic......" Xiao Yao said hesitantly.

A trace of arc appeared at the corner of Shen Jie's mouth, and the little devil in her heart emerged, and decided to tease him: "Okay, don't worry, I will try my best." ”

Xiao Yao was stunned, this kind of thing is okay as much as possible? He glanced at Shen Jie, who had a wicked smile on his face, knowing that he was being tricked again, so he followed her words and said, "Then, please, Tinker Bell." ”

Shen Jie stretched out her hand and grabbed Xiao Yao's waist and continued to tease him: "That...... If I still accidentally make a mistake, will you forgive me? ”

Xiao Yao thought for two seconds and grinned bitterly: "I will definitely try my best." ”

As night fell, street lamps and lights under buildings illuminated the campus, twinkling like stars in the darkness.

The T University at night has a mysterious and warm atmosphere, along the main road of the campus, various trees become blurred and unreal in the night. The figures of the students swayed in the light, some jogging in the night, some with books under their arms, as if they were going to study for the evening.

What caught Xiao Yao's attention the most was the quiet and romantic taste.

Under the street lamp, several couples snuggled up to each other, their figures blending with the faint light, as if it became the brightest scenery of the night.

A couple strolling hand in hand by the river, the reflection of the lights rippling on the water, reflecting the love of the two; Another couple sat on the grass, looking at the sparse stars in the sky, not knowing what they were whispering.

A sad emotion emerged in Xiao Yao's heart, wishing that time would be frozen on this night, or that it would be possible to loop indefinitely.

Walking with Shen Jie like this in the beautiful scenery of the campus, how many more opportunities will there be in the foreseeable future?

He chose a street lamp with no people, pushed Shen Jie under the street lamp, learned the posture of the boy next door, and hooked the girl's neck with both hands.

"Why do you want to learn from others......" Shen Jie patted his arm, but her lips were blocked by the young man.

A minute later.

Shen Jie changed a few breaths violently: "Okay, let's go, aren't you going to eat in the cafeteria?" ”

"Guess what I'm thinking?" Xiao Yao asked her.

"You're thinking, it would be nice if we could go to college together in this school and walk together every day holding hands like this." Shen Jie said without thinking: "You feel sad in your heart, because you don't want to separate, because we can't study together in middle school and college......"

Xiao Yao was a little emotional, he didn't expect that in such a short time, Shen Jie already knew him so well: "Then, what is your mood?" ”

"It's the same as you," Shen Jie leaned her head on Xiao Yao's chest, "I think it's very romantic, very warm, a little happy, but a little sad." ”

"Do you really think so?" Xiao Yao was a little unconvinced: "Or, just to cater to my expectations, you deliberately said this?" ”

Shen Jie glanced at him: "Huh...... Can you be confident? It's true. ”

The two finally moved to the location of the first canteen of T University - the first thing they found was the second canteen, which was closed at this point in time.

The interior of the first cafeteria is dimly lit and a little noisy. The noise of human voices and the hum of machines are intertwined to create a unique atmosphere. There weren't many people eating, but there were quite a few, and some of the students sat in their respective places with stainless steel trays in front of them, eating intently, their faces reflected in the dim light, looking a little blurred.

The air in the cafeteria is filled with a variety of smells, from the tangy aroma of barbecued meat and fried chicken to the faint fragrance of the soup pot.

The price of the canteen is indeed very low - two meat and one vegetarian six yuan, three meat and one vegetarian eight yuan five, there are several windows, and the dishes are dazzling.

On the very edge there is a "fat master rice bowl", all kinds of big meat and meat "sweet and sour pork strip rice" and "oyster sauce beef rice" are only eight pieces, looking at the plates held by those students, the amount of toppings is really not small.

In addition, there are various windows such as small stir-fry, casserole, spicy hot, etc., all of which are very cheap.

The only problem is that he doesn't accept cash, only swipes the student's magnetic card, Xiao Yao accosted a quiet girl with glasses, successfully borrowed her card, and gave the cash to others.

The fast food was served on a rectangular stainless steel plate, Xiao Yao held it in his hand, and he liked this feeling very much. He had a good appetite and ordered a large rib with green onions, a sweet and sour short rib and a sliced duck in sauce, accompanied by a small green vegetable.

Shen Jie only ordered a stir-fried shredded pork with green peppers and a fried shredded potatoes.

The two found a table where no one was there, sat down face to face, Xiao Yao put the iron plate held in his left hand in front of Shen Jie: "There is really a feeling of going to college together - is it enough for you to eat so much?" ”

"That's enough, what are you doing with so much at night?" Shen Jiewaner did not say the fact that she was not interested in these cheap fast foods.

The food in the T canteen is very delicious, although it is a big pot dish, but it follows the eating habits of the people of Modu, thick oil red sauce, not only heavy oil, heavy salt but also heavy sugar, Xiao Yao eats fragrantly, full of praise.

said that Shen Jie was very polite when she ordered, and seeing that Xiao Yao was eating with relish, she couldn't help but be greedy, and kept stretching chopsticks into Xiao Yao's plate.

At first, Xiao Yao thought it was nothing, but soon he realized that he was about to run out of food.

The instinct to protect food in the depths of human primitive genes was stimulated, just like getting up, Xiao Yao felt slightly unhappy: "You can't clip me anymore, you have to eat yourself and don't order it, and then desperately clip me." ”

Shen Jie stuck out her tongue: "Look at you stingy, I like to rob you of food, eat fragrant - no, you can buy another one." ”

"The woman I borrowed the card is gone! Where can I borrow another card! Xiao Yao said bitterly.

"Okay, okay, don't eat it," Shen Jie stopped the sweet and sour pork ribs sandwiched to her lips, and stuffed her backhand into Xiao Yao's mouth: "Following you is really the eighth generation-"

Xiao Yao was stunned for a moment with ribs in his mouth, and Shen Jie finally realized the subtlety of this action.

"I want to." Xiao Yao finished eating this rib and said.

"Get out!"

……

In the first cafeteria of T University, there is a pair of boys and girls who look younger than the vast majority of the students around them.

The boy scooped up a spoonful of shredded potatoes with a spoon and carefully presented it to the girl's mouth, the girl scanned the surroundings with an alert gaze, and saw that no one seemed to be looking at this side, opened her mouth, caught the shredded potatoes fed by the boy, and blushed like a bubble teapot.

Then, the boy patted the girl's arm, and the girl also picked up the spoon, scooped up a spoonful of white rice, and sandwiched a chopstick of small green vegetables on it, handed it over with some reluctance, and stayed at the boy's mouth for a few seconds.

The boy smirked contentedly, opened his mouth, took the food on the spoon in his mouth, and chewed slowly.

"It's okay," Shen Jie's voice was very small, trembling slightly: "In public, people are looking at us." ”

"Who's looking at us?" Xiao Yao pointed around.

Shen Jie inspected the surrounding environment again, as if no one really cared about the dog food here, and everyone had a familiar expression.

Is this the world of college students......

While she was thinking wildly, Xiao Yao's spoon was handed to her lips again, Shen Jie didn't look at it, swallowed it in one gulp, and then continued to help Xiao Yao dig up the rice and vegetables.

Like everything else, Shen Jie adapted quickly.

However, didn't you say that you want to be good friends again (although the other party hasn't officially agreed?) And now what's going on?

Shen Jie began to worry about whether she was a little too used to the other party, but after thinking about it, after going home, no matter whether she was a friend or not, the time to meet would be less, so what would it matter if she was a little better for him in the past two days?

"Ahh

"Wife," Xiao Yao took a bite of rice and vegetables again: "When will you take the exam?" When will you go abroad? ”

Shen Jie was stunned for a moment.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Yao swallowed the food in his mouth and fed the vegetables to Shen Jie's mouth again.

"It's okay," Shen Jie's little mouth was stuffed with a small chop with crispy bones, and she was so happy that she even narrowed her eyes: "It's just that we've known each other for so long, and it's the first time you've asked me these questions." ”

Xiao Yao was taken aback - after thinking about it carefully, it was really.

A strong sense of guilt and self-reproach welled up in his heart.

He kept saying that he loved her, but he didn't care about the other party's life plan - this guilt made him unable to calm down.

How much time does he have to care about and understand Shen Jie's life and mood?

He felt that he was a selfish boyfriend, a selfish husband, who only thought about telling Shen Jie about himself, only wanted to have the company of the other party, and asked for emotional value from the other party, but he didn't think about his responsibilities and obligations at all.

The boy began to look back on the bits and pieces of his relationship with Shen Jie, and was depressed to find that he often only cared about his own affairs, forgetting that Shen Jie also had her own dreams and needs.

Even now, I finally asked these questions, and it was only because the crisis of separation was coming, just to calculate how long the other party could be with me.

Xiao Yao couldn't wait to give himself a heavy slap.

He knew he had to make a change: "I'm sorry, really. ”

"What about me......" Shen Jie continued to feed Xiao Yao's mouth: "As soon as school starts in September, I will take the ACT exam - you can understand it as Midi's college entrance examination." ”

"What?!" The spoon in Xiao Yao's hand landed on the metal dinner plate, making a crisp sound: "Isn't there still two months left before the college entrance examination?!" ”

"You can take the exam three or four times, not for life," Shen Jie told Xiao Yao: "I take the ACT once a month from September to November." ”

"What about IELTS?" Xiao Yao asked her.

"IELTS has passed," Shen Jie said, "September to December, exams, January to April, interviews." ”

"Interview?"

"College admission requires interviews, college admissions and applying for scholarships, writing application essays, interviews, contacting alumni of various universities, absorbing interview experience......"

"Wait, wait a minute," Xiao Yao felt a little dizzy, "You still have two months to take the exam, shouldn't you prepare for the exam this summer?" ”

"Yes." Shen Jie said with a natural expression.

"As a result, you ran away from home, lived in my house, and were so tossed by my affairs every day that you didn't have much time to studyβ€”" Xiao Yao said.

"Actually, I'm reading books and brushing questions every day, but you didn't pay attention," Shen Jie frowned slightly: "But it's true that the efficiency is not very high-and, besides, I ran away from home, if this matter can't be reconciled with my father, even if I pass the exam, will you give me the money to go abroad?" ”

"I can ask my grandma to borrowβ€”" Xiao Yao blurted out.

"Don't be nervous," Shen Jie sighed: "It's a big deal, let's take the exam again next year." ”

"You...... Aren't you anxious? Xiao Yao asked her.

"Anxious," Shen Jie said with a smile: "But who asked my father to make a moth at this juncture, I raised such a big fat son as you, and I have to hug and accompany him every day," the girl said as she messed up Xiao Yao's hair, and comforted him: "It's okay, I still have time, I'm fineβ€”besides, with my foundation and strength, ......"

Xiao Yao felt a sense of suffocation: "Okay, I'm going to be fat." If you go back, you should have a tutor, and I can only teach myself. ”

"Hmm." Shen Jie nodded and said, "Open your mouth." ”

"Okay, I'm full," Xiao Yao took out two tissues, handed one to Shen Jie, and the other to wipe the corners of his mouth: "Wife, why don't you go home tomorrow?" ”

"Huh?" The girl was stunned for a moment.

I wish the actor a happy holiday~

After all, he is also a "fool".

(End of chapter)