Chapter 162: The Black Queen vs Cinderella
"...... you" Shen Jie pondered the words: "Do you still like him now?" ”
"Huh?" Yu Luying said.
“……”
"Hmm." Then, the girl lowered her eyes and reached out to paddle in the water.
Immersed in this pool of water, Shen Jie began to tell her her thoughts.
Yu Luying just listened quietly, saying "um" from time to time, or squeezing hot water on her chest that didn't fluctuate much.
"I'm done." Shen Jie let out a long breath.
Yu Luying fell into a silence that was neither long nor short.
Shen Jie imagined Yu Luying's various reactions, but she didn't expect her reaction to be no reaction.
"Aren't you surprised?" Shen Jie asked hesitantly.
Yu Luying thought for a moment and said, "If you are asking about the matter of 'I fell in love with Xiao Yao in the original timeline', for me, well, I can only say that there is a little surprise." ”
"Okay."
Yu Luying continued: "But you directly matched the two of us, which surprised me very much. ”
Shen Jie said, "Hmm...... I understand. ”
Yu Luying changed her lying position: "Do you want to listen to the truth or fake politeness?" Sister. ”
Shen Jie didn't choose positively: "We're still good friends, right?" ”
Yu Luying reached out and picked up a puddle of water, watching them slip quietly through her fingers: "I have to go far away, so it is a very reasonable plan to keep my pet in a good friend's house." ”
In fact, although Yu Luying was unwilling to admit it to herself, she still secretly hoped that Xiao Yao would break up.
As soon as she thought of the scene she and Xiao Yao were together, she felt irrepressible excitement - she just forced herself not to think so.
However, after hearing Shen Jie say what she had just proposed, she was not happy at all.
Yu Luying's unkind tone made Shen Jie feel uncomfortable, but the word "pet" poked her laughter a little: "No matter how you say it, you grew up by your side, and you both have feelings." ”
"I knew him less than a year before you?" Yu Luying reminded.
"Then ......" Shen Jie asked her, "What do you think of what I just said?" ”
Yu Luying took a deep breath: "Sister, did you go back and read the Bible I gave you last time?" ”
Shen Jie was stunned: "I saw it, but I saw it...... Not much. ”
Yu Luying showed a smile: "I haven't finished reading it myself, I guess your 'read' means that you have opened it, right?" ”
Shen Jie recalled: "Hmm...... When he read the book of Genesis, he saw that Abraham, called by God, got up and went to Canaan. ”
Yu Luying nodded and said, "If you look back, you will know that Abraham's wife, Sarai, was infertile, so she gave her Egyptian maidservant Hagar as a concubine to her husband. ”
"Huh?"
"Hagar bore Abraham a son named ...... City-based ...... I can't remember it. Later, when Sarai herself became pregnant, she forced the wind on her pillow with Abraham, and drove away Hagar and her son, who were the ancestors of the Arabs. ”
Shen Jie said angrily: "These two are too unhuman, how does God punish them?" Belch...... So what are you trying to say?
Yu Luying owed a debt in the water, and took Shen Jie's little hand: "Sister, I treat you as my own sister, really." However, I can't be your Hagar, because I'm not your handmaiden, and Xiao Yao isn't anyone's pet! ”
Shen Jie saw that Yu Luying's emotions were faintly excited, and hurriedly said, "Hey, you completely misunderstood what I meant......"
"How did I misunderstand?" Yu Luying raised her eyebrows and said: "If you want to go abroad yourself, let me stay by Xiao Yao's side, help him relieve his loneliness, let him grow up slowly, become a mature man, and then be your good husband - why would you make such a request to me?" Or does Miss Shen really think that she has a heavenly constitution in her mouth and follows her words? ”
Shen Jie sighed and said, "Silly sister, I don't think you understood what I just said. Let's put it this way, I remember Xiao Yao told me that you used to laugh at me for being a pathetic fatalist. ”
Yu Luying softened her tone: "I did say something similar, but if it was 'ridiculous' or 'pathetic', I couldn't admit it." I believe that the most important gift God gives is 'free will', which my uncle taught me from a young age. ”
"Silly girl, I know you don't believe in fate, you believe that the future can be changed. Since you also like Xiao Yao, you can fight for it. And that symbiosis ......"
"It's this symbiosis that makes my brain very messy, you don't understand it at all." Yu Luying said with some frustration.
Shen Jie said: "I understand. Didn't I just tell you? According to the current analysis of the law, it seems that this symbiosis will change according to the relationship between you, me and Xiao Yao......"
"You don't understand," Yu Luying interrupted Shen Jie, "I'm worried that symbiosis is interfering with my thinking, and I don't know if I want to be with him or not. I can't even figure out what I'm thinking in my head is 'mine'? Or 'ours'? Or even simply 'his'?
Shen Jie bowed her head and said, "Silly sister is really still a philosopher." ”
Yu Luying: "......"
"I want to do an experiment," Shen Jie explained, "If you accept my suggestion, Xiao Yao and I will be separated for a while, you and others will be together, and we will see if the symbiosis will disappear completely?" ”
"If it's just an experiment......" Yu Luying's tone sounded a little loose.
"If you are with Xiao Yao without the influence of symbiosis, you can clearly and clearly judge your feelings for him," Shen Jie said while thinking: "If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't have to worry about it like you are now." ”
Yu Luying smiled: "What if you like it, it's destined to break up anyway?" ”
"I thought you didn't believe in fate?" Shen Jie teased.
"Okay," Yu Luying nodded: "Then if Xiao Yao chooses me in the end, and I accept him, what will you do?" ”
Shen Jie stubbornly said: "If the future is really going to change, when the time comes, the two of you will be together, I have only one wish, that is, according to the original time between me and him, let him leave Tianyun to me, rest assured, I will raise it by myself and will not disturb the lives of the two of you." ”
Yu Luying gasped: "You mean ......"
"Hmm." Shen Jie nodded slightly.
"Outrageous," Yu Luying blurted out, "extramarital sex is against church ethics." ”
Shen Jie groaned: "I mean, I only need one essence ......"
"Artificial insemination is also against church ethics." Yu Luying told her.
The two girls fell into a silence that was neither long nor short.
Then, it was Yu Luying who took the lead in speaking: "Let's not talk so far first, you tell me first, why are you doing this?" Don't tell me, it's all about perfecting me. ”
Shen Jie thought for a moment: "If I say that this is at least part of the reason, do you believe it?" ”
"Credo," Yu Luying's gaze softened, "As long as my sister says, I will believe it." ”
"Hmm." Shen Jie nodded vigorously.
"But," Yu Luying asked with some hesitation, "You and he have been together for so long, you two ...... It's all like that,"
"Don't talk nonsense, I don't have it," Shen Jie interjected: "What happened?" ”
Yu Luying ignored her and continued: "Do you still have no feelings for him at all? ”
Shen Jie didn't think much about it: "If you want to talk about feelings, you said that there is nothing at all, it is definitely unrealistic, but ......"
Yu Luying showed a wicked smile: "I can promise you, but you have to promise me one condition." ”
"On what terms?" Shen Jie thought to herself, how did this matter become that I begged you?
"If I have sex with Xiao Yao, I hope you don't contact him again, and don't meet him alone again - no, just don't meet him at all, just as if he hasn't met you in his life, as you said, this can ensure that symbiosis will not come back."
"No, I'm going to see Tianyun." Shen Jie immediately vetoed it.
Yu Luying nodded and said, "Of course you can see your daughter, tell me in advance when you come, I will let Xiao Yao avoid it, and I will receive you at home." ”
"You!"
Yu Luying changed her body and regarded herself as a "housemother", which angered Shen Jie.
When did it become you to arrange for me?
This was not in Shen Jie's plan at all.
In her impression, Yu Luying has always been a soft and weak girl, but she doesn't want her to be so aggressive to herself today, and the situation is completely out of control.
Shen Jie regretted her arrangement a little, she felt that she might be a little self-righteous.
"What's wrong with that? The original face of history is 2004, and Xiao Yao didn't know Shen Jie at all. If you completely disappear from his life, everything will be back on track, right? ”
Shen Jietie stood up from the water with a blushing face, and hot water flowed down her swimsuit.
She wanted to walk away with her sleeves - even though the swimsuit had no sleeves.
Yu Luying stood up and hugged Shen Jie from behind, and the two of them made a gurgling sound: "Sister, don't be angry, I deliberately provoked you." ”
Shen Jie's anger did not subside: "Release!" ”
"I said that on purpose, you see, you still have Xiao Yao in your heart," Yu Luying explained, "You can't accept that you will never have any more contact with him." ”
"Cut, of course," Shen Jie slowly stopped struggling: "I'm just raising a strip...... There are also feelings. ”
She swallowed the word in the middle, Yu Luying let go of her hand, and Shen Jie continued to climb out of the bath.
"Still angry?" Yu Luying also climbed out.
"I'm dizzy," Shen Jie said with her forehead on her forehead: "You wear so thick, don't you get dizzy?" ”
"Sort of."
The two girls walked out of the small bathroom together, walked into the dressing room of the female guest, and began to change clothes.
Yu Luying said in a sincere tone: "Sister, you saved me, I always remember this matter." ”
"Why do you say this all of a sudden?" Shen Jie took turns lifting her legs, removing the soggy dead water.
"I know that you are angry because Xiao Yao is hiding the symbiosis from you, so you want to break up with him."
"Not exactly."
"However, it is really completely my fault, he wanted to tell you a long time ago, I forced him not to tell you, he hid it from you, purely to respect me." Yu Luying saw that there were a few red marks on Shen Jie's chest, and she suddenly forgot what she was going to say next.
Shen Jie looked down at Yu Luying's gaze, and when she became angry, she covered her chest.
“…… So," Yu Luying looked away and fixed her mind: "I hope you can forgive him, don't blame him for this matter anymore, I owe you one more time, a total of two times." ”
Shen Jie's heart was very unhappy: first, she was a little angry that Xiao Yao made her embarrassed in front of Yu Luying, and second, thinking that Xiao Yao listened to Yu Luying's words like this, she felt angry again.
"Okay, I'll go back and write it down on the blackboard for you, Yu Luying still owes two favors." Shen Jie said unceremoniously.
She began to regret it seriously, and the idea of pushing the dog to Yu Luying was really stupid.
The two of them took the yukata they wore in the lounge and began to put them on their bodies.
Maybe it's because of the girl's competitive heart, they look at each other's graceful ketones intentionally or unintentionally, and they are a little jealous in their hearts.
Shen Jie envied Yu Luying's tall and slender figure, but Yu Luying covered her chest unconfidently.
After changing into yukatas, the two girls walked hand in hand towards the lounge.
"However, I have promised to forgive him for this matter, and this time it is really not because of this matter." Shen Jie told Yu Luying.
"Is it purely for experimentation?" Yu Luying tilted her little head.
"There are other reasons," Shen Jie told Yu Luying, "Didn't I say that?" I want to give you back your first love, and I'm going abroad next year, and I'm going to be in a foreign country for many years, and I don't like that...... And Xiao Yao, he's a ......"
Yu Luying smiled: "Sister, it's okay to lie to your sister, don't lie to yourself." ”
Shen Jie stretched out her hand and drew a question mark in the air.
The two walked into the lounge hall and found two corner sofa beds leaning against each other, and lay down comfortably.
Yu Luying said: "Sister, although I have never been in love, I want to talk to you about my view of love." ”
"Hmm."
"Two ladies, do you need something?" A waitress walked over to their bedside.
Shen Jie asked, "What do you have to drink here?" ”
After ordering two drinks, Yu Luying continued: "People say that falling in love without the purpose of marriage is a hooligan,"
Hearing this, Shen Jie couldn't help but feel sad for the high synchronization rate of her silly sister and Xiao Yao.
"But I think it only represents my personal opinion, and I don't mean to point fingers at you: falling in love without love is also a hooligan."
"Huh?" Shen Jie encouraged her to continue.
"So, how do you feel about him? If you can't have love all the time, only some other feelings, I think this is not only for yourself, but also for him is a kind of hurt and injustice, it is better to let go and be friends as soon as possible. ”
Shen Jie let out a chuckle: "Hmm...... First of all, I don't really understand what love feels like. Moreover, in the concept I formed since I was a child, I never felt that marriage and love were necessarily related. ”
"By the way, I don't say this to imply that you two should be separated, otherwise I just ......"
"Don't be nervous, silly girl, I understand."
"Hmm." Yu Luying nodded lightly.
"I thought about it just now," Shen Jie said: "Satisfying his wishes, making him feel happy and satisfied, will make me feel very happy and satisfied, sometimes when I think of this, I will smile unconsciously, is this considered love?" ”
"Well......" Yu Luying said, "Even if you ask me, I ...... I think it's okay, but I don't dare to pack a ticket with you......"
"Hmm." Shen Jie said.
"Anyway, I think it myself, if you don't love it, don't hurt it, separate as soon as possible, as for whether I want to be with him after separation, it's my own business,"
Hearing this, Shen Jie felt a little unhappy in her heart.
"If you love, then no matter what time line changes, you have to work hard with him and persevere......"
"Hmm......" Shen Jie replied casually.
"You two have known each other for two months, and you should have your own judgment on many things. Last time in the fitting room of the Navarre wedding dress, you said you liked his heart of gold, do you still think so? If you want to end the relationship, what is the most fundamental reason? ”
"Hmm......" Shen Jie was about to speak, but the mobile phone vibrated violently.
(End of chapter)