Just let the boat without electricity float in the center of the lake, Xiao Yao gently scratched her arm according to Yu Luying's request.

"Lighter, slower," Yu Luying looks like a cat enjoying being stroked at the moment: "Don't use your nails, yes, the back of your hand, slide down from it......"

Now I have become a technician, Xiao Yao thought teasingly.

Xiao Yao gently scratched Yu Luying's arm, she felt as if she was being gently slapped by fine raindrops, and the comfortable feeling made her can't help but let out a low moan.

As Xiao Yao's fingers slid over her arm over and over again, Yu Luying felt a warm current surging in her body, as if she was soaking in warm spring water, the whole person became light and fluttering, and her mood became extremely comfortable.

She closed her eyes and enjoyed the feeling of being scratched, feeling Xiao Yao's fingers gently running over her skin, each time bringing a pleasant pleasure, making her completely immersed in this comfortable feeling, forgetting the existence of time and space.

So you like this, Xiao Yao thought.

It seems to be quite comfortable.

"You scratch me too." Xiao Yao said.

"Uh-huh~" The girl made a negative voice from her nose: "You scratch it first, and I'll scratch it for you, otherwise it's easy for two people to scratch together." ”

But there is double happiness, Xiao Yao thought.

"Then you scratch me with your foot." Xiao Yao took the opportunity to propose.

"Uh-huh~" The girl made a negative sound from her nose and subconsciously said, "Not here." ”

“？！”

"Not anywhere!" Yu Luying's eyes widened suddenly, and she came to her senses: "Take it away!" Stop scratching! ”

"Good, good, scratch." Xiao Yao begged for mercy.

Xiao Yao didn't understand, why the same thing, hands can, but feet can't?

"Don't want you to scratch it," Yu Luying pushed him away: "I'm hungry." ”

In fact, there is no need for Yu Luying to say that Xiao Yao himself feels hungry.

After all, neither of them had lunch.

But Xiao Yao enjoyed the feeling of emptying himself and floating freely in the middle of a deserted lake.

So he didn't offer to go ashore for dinner.

But since Yu Luying mentioned it, she can't ignore it.

"Well, let's call the phone printed on the bow of this boat and tell them to come and tow us." Xiao Yao said.

"Or ...... Float a little longer? Yu Luying thought for a moment and said.

"Okay." Xiao Yao said.

……

"The wind doesn't stop, the shade of the trees," Xiao Yao patted the side of the boat and sang loudly.

"The sun is dazzling, and the sky is blue." Yu Luying's sweet voice immediately "followed".

It's a shame that I didn't bring the guitar out today, Xiao Yao thought.

"We are running~" Xiao Yao sang.

"Along the sunset." Yu Luying.

"It's you who gasps and ups and downs," Xiao Yao.

"I close my eyes." Yu Luying closed her eyes.

Singing together, this is the fun that I don't have when I am with Shen Jie.

However, Shen Jie can dance for his singing, and it is difficult to have both worlds.

"We, lie down, look up on the grass, and watch the days drifting~" Xiao Yao and Yu Luying leaned on the stern of the boat together and lay down, looking at the drifting clouds with four eyes.

Xiao Yao likes to listen to Yu Luying's singing, her singing is an inspiring light in the hall full of shadows of the wrong path.

It was also with the encouragement of her singing voice that she was able to defeat the power of Song Haijian's dictatorship.

"We, like that cloud, don't have time to look back~" The two of them sang together.

Xiao Yao recalled Christmas Eve and Christmas Day in 2003, when he ran to the church just to see her a few more times.

He remembered that day in the church, Yu Luying, wearing a snow-white shirt, stood in front of the prayer platform on the altar, reading the Bible to the congregation.

At that time, her appearance was really no different from that of an angel in the mortal world, and her face had the radiance of divinity.

"It's so fast, my summer, drifting away like a floating cloud, saying, she, never come back~

"I want to say goodbye, you're still playing,

"And me, again, fly all over the sky.

"Don't forget, your face that day, goodbye."

After singing the song, the two hugged each other again, and Xiao Yao picked up Yu Luying's face.

"Remember?" Xiao Yao asked her, "On Christmas night last year, I came to the church to see you. ”

"Come and stalk me." Yu Luying corrected with a smile.

"On that day you were a Bible reader, and you wore two hats, and when you received Holy Communion, you sang "Ave maria" on behalf of the choir."

"Impressions, Cadini's?" Yu Luying recalled.

"I don't know," Xiao Yao said, "I just think it's good, and then the lyrics are only two words, which is Ave maria, and they keep repeating." ”

"That's Caccini's." Yu Luying told Xiao Yao.

"Later, after the Mass," Xiao Yao recalled, "I came to you and said Merry Christmas. ”

"Huh?" Yu Luying didn't understand why Xiao Yao recalled this for a while.

"Then you stunned for a moment, said 'Merry Christmas,' and hurried away." Xiao Yao told Yu Luying.

"Is there anything special about this?" Yu Luying asked him.

"You hadn't spoken to me for months, but that day you said 'Merry Christmas.'" Xiao Yao said happily: "Just because of these four words, I was happy for a week, because you finally talked to me again." ”

"You ......" Yu Luying was a little moved for a while.

In fact, the girl remembered very well in her heart that on the night of Christmas Eve, when she saw Xiao Yao, her scalp was numb.

At that time, she even begged her uncle to send someone to fork him out.

But my uncle said that the doors of the church were open to all, and that people had come to celebrate the Savior's birthday and to fork them out like something.

I still remember saying to my uncle Yu Bo at that time: "You know very well who he is coming for." ”

After Mass, when Xiao Yao came over and said "Merry Christmas", he wanted to turn around and leave immediately.

But after all, it was in church, after all, it was Christmas Eve, so I reluctantly replied "Merry Christmas" before leaving.

At that time, she was secretly glad that the boy did not catch up and entangle.

I didn't expect that just four simple words, I didn't expect that such a small kindness could make the boy in front of me happy for a week.

In fact, many times, what boys want is very simple, very simple, because they are too stingy.

Yu Luying felt that her heart was rapidly melting with guilt.

She hugged the boy in her arms tighter.

Maybe it's not a good idea to exchange a perfect first kiss on this lake?

Although the other party is no longer there, it doesn't matter.

……

"When did you start to stop rejecting me?" Xiao Yao asked such a question coldly.

When the boy asked this, he was caressing the girl's face, but the girl was startled and subconsciously broke free from him.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Yao was a little confused, and he didn't understand what was wrong with his question.

Xiao Yao's question reminded himself - yes, when did I stop rejecting him? Yu Luying frowned and fell into thought.

No matter how much you explore it in memory, this "no longer repulsive" emotion can hardly be traced back to before May.

That is...... Before the advent of symbiosis? Before that Shen Tianyun appeared?

After saying the words "Merry Christmas" to him on Christmas Eve, Yu Luying's attitude towards Xiao Yao softened slightly—really, only slightly.

But with my attitude a little bit more ...... After the social politeness, Xiao Yao's entanglement intensity began to slowly decline.

Although the two have not communicated, they seem to have reached a tacit agreement, that is, "if you are decent, we can all be decent".

Or "give each other steps, go down to each other".

So...... I was able to talk to him again at the beginning of this year, but when did I really "no longer reject" him, really start to care about him, and really treat him as my friend again?

Yes, May...... Is it?

Is it May, when symbiosis appeared?

At that time, I heard Mr. Yao say that Xiao Yao was about to repeat a grade, and I didn't even think about it, so I volunteered to help Xiao Yao make up for the class.

Although at that time, I was not even aware of the existence of symbiosis, but it was indeed after symbiosis, right?

This question is not the first time Yu Luying has asked herself, but every time she has ignored it.

Because once you think about it, you feel terrible.

Whether I have kindness, affection, care, or rejection of him, is it really out of my "heart"?

"I" or "I"?

Somehow, Yu Luying recalled the speech Xiao Yao gave in front of her mother a week ago.

There is also a reference to the concept of the "self......

"Apple, what's wrong with you?" Yu Luying's cranky thoughts were broken by Xiao Yao: "Suddenly she stopped talking." ”

"No, it's nothing...... Yu Luying held her forehead with the palm of her right hand: "You, you call someone to tug the boat." ”

Xiao Yao saw that Yu Luying didn't want to answer his question, and reacted greatly. Although I didn't understand what she was thinking, I didn't think it was appropriate to ask, so I climbed to the bow of the boat and called for help.

After the phone call, Yu Luying's sudden mental state seemed to be better.

"Big rabbit paper," the girl hugged her knees and looked at herself seriously: "I want to ask you something, is it okay?" ”

"What, just ask." Xiao Yao said.

"Hmm...... It may be a bit strange to ask this," Yu Luying asked anxiously, "Do you feel that you have changed in any way recently?" ”

"What's changed?" Xiao Yao smiled: "I've changed too much recently - after all, I've been through so many things." ”

"Hmm...... Hmm......" Yu Luying pondered and meditated, feeling that her question was indeed too deliberate: "That is, do you have anything that you didn't like before, and what you started to like recently, writers, singers, actors, these ......?" ”

Xiao Yao didn't quite understand what Yu Luying wanted to ask, but he still thought about it very cooperatively: "Yes, Zhang Ailing should be counted as one." ”

"Zhang Ailing?" Yu Luying said.

"Yes, Eileen Zhang." Xiao Yao sat on the bow of the boat: "Don't you like Zhang Ailing very much?" When I first started school, I was given a copy of "Love in a Fallen City". ”

"Hmm." Yu Luying nodded.

"But in fact, I don't really like it, how to say, I don't like that style very much," Xiao Yao explained, "and the kind that is unique to female writers...... It was too delicate, so I turned a few pages and put it down. ”

"Well, I thought boys would be more interested in stories about the war - why don't I give you a copy of 'The Red Rose and the White Rose' that I recently read?" Yu Luying asked.

"Don't be, I've inadvertently turned out that book again recently, but the more I read it, the more interesting it becomes, is this count?" Xiao Yao said.

Lonely evidence does not stand, Yu Luying thought to herself.

This alone does not mean that symbiosis can affect one's thinking.

I've had a book that I couldn't read, and after things have changed and my mood has changed, I have become a very fond of it, and so are songs.

Xiao Yao has indeed experienced a lot of things in the past two months, and he has also encountered "red roses and white roses" on a realistic level, there are too many variables, and it is difficult to draw an exact conclusion.

"It's good," Yu Luying reluctantly smiled: "We have a writer we like together, and we can talk about Zhang Ailing together in the future." ”

"Okay, okay," Xiao Yao said with a smile, "Look, the tugboat is here." ”

Yu Luying looked in the direction of Xiao Yao's finger: "You say, if there is no Shen Tianyun, a girl like Shen Jie, do you dare to chase it?" ”

“？” Xiao Yao felt a little confused by Yu Luying's sudden jumping thinking.

First I don't answer my own questions, then I ask from here to there, and from there to this point.

He was upset by Shen Jie's disappearance, and Yu Luying's question further aroused his anxiety: "Now that the two of us are together, talk about what she does?" ”

"That's not right," Yu Luying said: "We are three people together, everyone knows it, isn't it good to be honest?" ”

In fact, this issue was discussed with Shen Jie in the bathtub of the "Weiai Hotel" in Zhouzhuang that day.

The final conclusion is that there is a high probability that they will not dare to chase.

But Xiao Yao felt that if he told the truth, it would definitely cause Yu Luying's heart to be unhappy.

"Oh, you don't dare to chase her, you dare to pester me, that is, she is much better than me?"

Regardless of whether she can say it or not, Yu Luying will definitely have this idea.

"What kind of problem is this, I must dare to chase it." Xiao Yao suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and replied with a smile.

"Really?" Yu Luying tilted her head.

"Nonsense, I dare to chase you, what dare you not chase her?" Xiao Yao explained to Yu Luying: "I'm a brave person, or thick-skinned, or stupid, just say whatever you want." Anyway, no matter who I like, whether you are the daughter of the Nine Heavens Fairy or the mayor, you will confess first, and there will be no loss if you chase it, what dare you dare? ”

"Cast a wide net, huh?" Yu Luying frowned: "How many girls have you chased?" I thought you liked me! ”

Xiao Yao knew that this was purely doing. He smiled tolerantly, and was about to scare her, when a rope hook flew over and hooked onto the hook in the bow of his own boat.

"You, you, ......" The staff member who came, or the person at the dock who wanted to help Yu Luying: "It's really." ”

"What the hell, your engine is broken!" Xiao Yao didn't have a good airway.

"That's out of power, don't listen to the battery prompt, right? Didn't you say that there is no time limit, but you have to come back to change ships when the battery is about to run out? "The staff didn't have a good air.

(End of chapter)