Life is only like the first time we met, what is the autumn wind sad fan.

At noon, the three little ones met secretly on the rooftop again.

Yu Luying didn't make a lunch today, the two girls ate the boxed lunch that Xiao Yao personally took out of the cafeteria, and Xiao Yao himself sat four or five meters away - sitting cross-legged, quietly watching the two beautiful little girls eat a boxed lunch face to face.

This is really called one, listen to the good wind and chant, and look at the beauty like a dream.

Shen Jie and Yu Luying are wearing the same school uniform today - coffee-colored suit trousers, not like the set of migrant workers, but a new model in the first year of high school, and the version fabric design is much stronger than that of the second year of high school, and it seems that the price has increased again. She wears white sneakers and white socks on her feet, highlighting a freewheeling outfit.

Xiao Yao looked down at himself, he was also in a coffee-colored suit, but his lower body was a summer sports uniform and trousers, and the clothes seemed to be picked up, which was even more nondescript than Shen Jie.

Thinking that the first meeting with Shen Jie was not very far away, at that time, even if she just went downstairs after dinner to pour a spittoon, she would definitely pay attention to the matching of up and down, otherwise she would never go out - in just a few months, she learned her own chic, which is really gratifying.

However, Xiao Yao sat so far away today, not to admire the beauty.

He needs some space to think independently.

He couldn't help but think crankily all morning, but because Yu Luying was sitting next to him, he had to devote 120,000 of his attention to the intense and exciting study life.

The life of a good student is so unpretentious and not boring.

If it goes on like this, when the classes are divided next semester, maybe you can really be like in your dreams, and get a class leader.

Hey, squad leader......

I'm thinking about something that doesn't matter.

In the morning, Xiao Yao tried to invade the frontier of her tablemate, probing her thoughts and memories.

A barrier of nothingness blocked him, which made Xiao Yao feel even more uneasy.

I don't know if Yu Luying was aware of her attempt to invade, but she didn't say anything anyway.

At this moment, Yu Luying was eating, and at the same time, she glanced at herself with the afterglow of her eyes, intentionally or unintentionally.

There is still a smile on the corner of his mouth.

She must have known that I was sitting so far away just to secretly think about it, but she just saw through it and didn't say anything.

Xiao Yao hated Yu Luying's scheming and city government appearance.

He misses the little apple that was clear and transparent, like a junior high school student.

Originally, in that dream, Yu Luying secretly cooperated with Zhang Zhengkai - this is certainly a betrayal, but it is still within the category that Xiao Yao can forgive and understand.

Even, he was more or less happy that Yu Luying cared so much about him.

I can't imagine that in order to get him and monopolize him, she would be willing to stay with herself forever indulging in- oh, wait, she will wake up in a month, right? After waking up, I don't love Shen Jie anymore, right? His heart can be punished.

But in any case, at least she knew that she emphasized to the butcher not to hurt herself, not to hurt Shen Jie, and at the last moment, she did turn the gun to help herself - to help Shen Jie.

On the whole, although he is a comrade who has made a mistake of principle, he is still a comrade who has a limit and is worth saving.

However, if you pretend to be smart, deceive the organization, and think that you can play with the chief, this is a mistake on top of a mistake, and a crime on top of a crime.

As a well-deserved actor, Xiao Yao hates to be fooled and at the mercy of others.

Life is only like the first time we met, what is the autumn wind sad fan.

In fact, when I first met Yu Luying, I really didn't have much feelings and thoughts, but simply regarded her as a classmate - a slightly eye-catching classmate.

Later, at a school performance of literary and artistic reports, Yu Luying was wearing a black performance costume and a long skirt playing Moses or something about cello, or Messer or something, Xiao Yao suddenly fell in love with her at that moment.

I have described this matter in detail to readers before, so I won't repeat it here - what I want to express is that the generation of love is often a spark that suddenly pops out at a certain moment, a certain face, in a certain scene or atmosphere.

Later, Xiao Yao's confession was rejected, what he couldn't get was always in turmoil, and what he couldn't get was always the most fragrant, once he got the tip of the horns, he "loved" her more and more, and he didn't need to say more.

Now it's time to go back and continue to talk about Shen Jie.

Xiao Yao first saw Shen Jie at the gate of the urban girls' middle school, because he went with the preset of "future wife", so his first reaction when he saw Shen Jie was "relieved" and even "happy".

Although the viewing is very satisfying, it doesn't seem to be exactly the same thing as "love" - and to be honest, she still makes him feel a little distanced.

What really made him start to like her should have started with his first date in Gongqing Forest Park. Her character and character made him feel more like a spring breeze than her appearance.

A person's libido is limited, and when Xiao Yao's attention and interest gradually shifted to Shen Jie, in fact, it was quickly shifted, and the obsession and affection for Yu Luying were naturally slowly diluted, until they became a background board of white moonlight.

Here is the point.

It stands to reason that in the case that Xiao Yao now has some opinions about Yu Luying and does not communicate, the gap and estrangement should be increasing day by day.

As a result, Xiao Yao liked her more.

Specifically, since leaving that damn dream, when Xiao Yao is with her these days—in fact, almost always together, well, especially when you're alone, it's always easy to feel nervous, palpitating, and heartbeating, and then you can't help but sneak your head to look at her side face.

He became very eager to be alone with her, cherishing every minute and second of being alone with her, longing to have a date with her, and wanted to write the name "Yu Luying" aimlessly in the homework book with a pen.

He missed her smile, his coat, her white socks and the smell of her – even when she was sitting next to him.

Well, it's the taste of first love.

Life is only like the first time we met, what is the autumn wind sad fan.

It's just that there is no reasonable foreshadowing twist, and things are abnormal.

If it's just this kind of gratuitous love growth, it's just that, what's even more terrifying is that one thing is going to grow and the other, and his love for Shen Jie has dissipated more than half of it without any reason.

Maybe two-thirds, just as 19 days is two-thirds of a month.

For example, since waking up from this dream, every time he has some contact and exchange of oral soft tissues with Shen Jie, he feels bored and bored, thinking about why it won't end soon.

He began to pay less attention to what Shen Jie was wearing, and almost stopped talking to her.

This is manifested in the fact that when his fiancée starts to become clingy, he occasionally finds the other person a little annoying, and he feels that he needs more and more personal space.

This is also manifested in the fact that even if there is no obstacle from symbiosis and other factors, when there is a slight commotion in his heart, his first reaction is to find some neon romance movies to watch, rather than to tease his little fiancée.

To say rough human words is to be "tired".

The real reason he rejected her yesterday wasn't because he was worried about the symbiotic distance, he just didn't want to, and he didn't know why he didn't want to—but he just didn't want to.

When holding Shen Jie's little hand, it is like that vulgar old stalk - like a left hand holding a right hand.

Don't get me wrong, he still loves her very much, values her very much, relies on her very much, and regards her as the light of his life, the closest family member and the most beloved lover.

At least nothing has changed in his brain, and I can vouch for him.

But the brain doesn't really have the power to govern the body, and a lot of times your body has its own thoughts and doesn't communicate with you at all.

When Xiao Yao first realized this change, he instinctively denied it.

He thinks that this is just some kind of delusion of himself, or the sequelae of some big dream, or the negative psychological hint of what Zhang Zhengkai told him in the dream, or maybe this is some kind of normal freshness that fades and love begins to fall into a dull stage.

However, after a week, he realized that he still couldn't fool himself.

It doesn't make a fucking sense at all.

I should have been like Shen Jie, and after this dream ended, I admired and attached to each other even more.

As a result, instead of it, it was hormones~~ pop, no!

Xiao Yao felt that this was unbearable, and at the same time thought that it was a shameful betrayal of Meow's mother, and he did not allow himself to do this.

Yan Xiao's reason for abandoning the ribbon fish was "I'm tired of you", for Xiao Yao, if he became born like this, then he felt that Shen Jie had a reason to hang himself with a rope.

If the time is another one or two decades, a single old bachelor in his thirties (assuming that he has not touched Shen Jie's timeline?) Xiao Yao may be more able to understand this situation, and it is not easy to produce blind panic.

Maybe in the blind date market, that old bachelor will know a girl, who is neither tall nor short, and her appearance is neither beautiful nor ugly.

The two of them have the right family background, the right age, and the three views can be regarded as dealing with the past.

Xiao Yao and the girl started to fall in love, felt that her personality was good, and she listened to her own words, and was ready to get engaged and married in a year or two.

Even if their daughter is born and is already three years old, when someone asks him "do you love your wife", he will think it is a particularly ridiculous question.

What's there not to love? In the world of adults, in the world of middle-aged people, there will only be "suitability", and there will only be marriages that are in love with each other.

He will treat her as a close relative, as a mother to the child, as a family member, but he will not answer this kind of question.

He would hide in the toilet to avoid paying the grain.

When he is unhappy and has conflicts, he will complain on the Internet about "what does marriage bring to men".

Love and hormones, that sounds very far away, they are all luxuries for young people.

But now the problem is here - the current Xiao Yao is a young man who has the most idealized and beautiful fantasies and visions for love.

Of course, he will not leave Shen Jie, and he can't tolerate himself "If you don't love, you won't love".

His morals, his emotions, his intellect, none allowed him to "get by" so much.

Not to mention that when he lost his "feeling" for Shen Jie, he was still inextricably attracted to Yu Luying, and it became more and more serious day by day.

This is definitely the so-called "mental derailment", right?

Xiao Yao had heard of a vicious spell called the "Love Lock Spell", and of course, like most people, he thought it was just a family word and would not take it seriously.

But the true intention of the "sleeping sickness" that Zhang Zhengkai told him in his dream, as well as the real symptoms after waking up, made him unable not to try to hold Yu Luying and Zhang Zhengkai responsible.

Perhaps, the bell must be tied to the bell, and these two will have a way to get everything back to normal?

The young man took his gaze away from Yu Luying's face and stared at Shen Jie's side face.

He kept telling himself how charming and lovely this girl was, she was more beautiful than Yu Luying, and her personality was better than hers.

Even if he deliberately pretended to be ugly, the arrival of this transfer student still felt like a bombshell dropped on St. Francis High School.

And she, is his lover, what a lucky thing.

Think of the district chief son who loves her so much that he goes crazy, he is the owner of her happiness.

For some, it's horizontal, but it's at your fingertips.

"Shen Jie!" Xiao Yao suddenly screamed and waved his hand at Meow's mother.

"Huh?" Shen Jie stopped talking to Yu Luying and turned her face.

"I love you!" Xiao Yao compared the appearance of a megaphone with his hand.

"You're insane, you?" Shen Jie was stunned for a moment, and then laughed: "This is in school!" ”

"I love you forever!" Xiao Yao continued to go his own way: "I will always love you. ”

"Got it, got it." Shen Jie shook her head, revealing an expression of "I really can't help you".

Of course, Yu Luying's expression was not particularly good-looking, she pretended to be flat and turned her face to Xiao Yao and said, "We have finished eating, are we going to rehearse?" ”

"Platoon, row, row." Xiao Yao stood up and walked towards the two girls.

Due to the impact of this sudden "plague", the campus top ten singer competition has been postponed and will be held this Friday, October 29.

In another piece of news, military training has also been postponed to next month.

It's hard to say that this is good news, what Xiao Yao and all his classmates hope for is that the "student army" will be canceled simply.

But unfortunately, this is not possible.

was postponed to next month, in addition to military training, there was also a wedding photo shooting plan for him and Shen Jie.

Because of the time originally scheduled for filming this month, he was stuck in a sleepy dream with Shen Jie.

Fortunately, there was a temporary postponement and cancellation of the original reservation next month, which was discharged, which can be regarded as a good thing.

"So, let's rehearse, shall we?" Xiao Yao staggered to Shen Jie's side and hugged Shen Jie's shoulders and arms very deliberately.

Yu Luying's expression was a little difficult to describe, but somehow, it made Xiao Yao feel a little distressed.

"Well, let's rehearse." Yu Luying said.

In the afternoon, Xiao Yao came up with a new idea, which was to visit those classmates who had also suffered from sleeping sickness and ask them how they felt.

However, you must take Yu Luying with you, and you can't hide it from her.

It doesn't matter, it's a case related to shadowy activities, and it's reasonable and legitimate.

(End of chapter)