In the days when Jiang Limei was hospitalized, the biological clock that had been reversed day and night for many years was actually corrected, she went to bed at ten o'clock every night, and got up at seven o'clock the next morning, feeling more energetic, and she could practice five bird drama with an uncle in the same ward for a while.

But one-handed.

The patients in the whole ward are either hanging their arms or sitting in wheelchairs, and the scene of morning exercise together is very joyful.

Ren Yu had an outpatient clinic in the afternoon, and when she went to the inpatient ward first in the morning, she saw Jiang Limei panting and holding on to the railing at the end of the bed to rest, she waved her hand at Ren Yu: "It's really not good, Doctor Ren, I ran first in the class in 800 meters in high school, and now I'm a waste." ”

Ren Yu stepped forward with a smile: "Well, I remember." ”

"Usually my colleagues call me to go to the gym, I don't like to go, I don't like the smell of the gym, now it seems that I can't go away, I'll get a card when I go back."

She poured a mouthful of water neatly, and the sunlight reflected on her plain face through the window, clear and childish, a little less charming.

Ren Yu waited quietly for her to finish drinking the water. "Is Dr. Ren looking for me?"

"Yes, your surgery is tomorrow, I'm going to talk to you today, about the details."

"Okay, let's go." Jiang Limei was afraid of the cold, so she took a khaki cashmere shawl, wrapped it around her body, and walked out of the ward behind Ren Yu.

The conversation room was on another floor, in the elevator, and she kept staring at Ren Yu's back.

The white coat is spotlessly clean, the shoulders are straight, and the walk is not slow, no matter how you look at it, it looks pure and good. Four words, harmless to humans and animals.

Look at her again, wrapped in a shawl leaning against the elevator wall, slender and staggering.

Like an old goblin out of tune.

Jiang Limei was amused by the strange adjectives in her head, and laughed out loud, everyone in the elevator turned around, Ren Yu also looked back at her, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”

Jiang Limei couldn't hold back her smile, covered her mouth and waved her hand again and again.

The conversation room was a large room, divided into several small cubicles by screens, most of which were occupied, and they walked to the innermost room and sat down. Ren Yu sat on the same side as Jiang Limei and showed her the notice sheet in the folder.

Dense small characters, full of ten pieces of paper, Jiang Limei glanced at it, and her head was dizzy.

"Doctor Ren, what is this......"

Ren Yu told her page by page:

"This is a notification of the risks of surgery, and all kinds of accidents may occur during the operation, which cannot be completely avoided by modern medicine, but the medical staff will do their best to treat them."

"This is a numb/drunk book, and your surgery is under general anesthesia."

"This is a surgical plan, and your arm may be equipped with steel nails or steel plates, and the specific one to use depends on the situation during the operation."

Jiang Limei was really curious: "Then will it sound when I go through the security check in the future?" Drip drip, drip, drip? ”

Ren Yu was stunned for a moment and smiled: "No." ”

"Oh, okay......" Jiang Limei was a little frustrated: "I thought it would be like in the movie." ”

Ren Yu was carried away by her jumping thoughts for a while, fantasizing about such a picture, it was really interesting, and looking at her again, she was already buried in the risk notice.

Despite seeing ten lines at a glance, it still takes time to read so many pages.

The compartment is not soundproof, and the conversation between the doctor and the family next door clearly falls into the ears, as if the operation is a little risky, Jiang Limei heard a low sob, as if poking at the heart.

Everyone in the world is suffering, Jiang Limei has been hospitalized for a few days, and she deeply understands these four words.

She frowned slightly, and the momentary nervousness was captured by Ren Yu.

Ren Yu hesitated for a while, but temporarily put aside the doctor's objectivity and rigor, and gently reminded:

"These risks exist in theory, but in reality the chances of them occurring are extremely small, and your surgery is not too big, so you don't have to be too nervous."

"Yes...... Jiang Limei muttered to herself very lightly and quickly, and then laughed. She smiled so flawlessly that Ren Yu was a little stunned, as if the low and nervous tone in her tone was just his delusion.

"Doctor Ren, borrow a pen."

Ren Yu handed her the ballpoint pen pinned to his chest.

Jiang Limei's fingers pressed the tip of the ballpoint pen, squeaked, her eyes fell on the paper, but the words were said to Ren Yu:

"Doctor Ren, you operated on me, right?"

Ren Yu had said this, but she somehow wanted to ask again.

Ren Yu stared at her eyes, paused for a few seconds, and responded seriously: "Yes." ”

"Okay."

She didn't ask anymore, as if the subtext was to have infinite trust in him, picked up the pen, and wrote her name in the signature with a few clicks.

Jiang Limei has a gentle and charming appearance, but her writing is strong and strong, horizontal and vertical, and her edge is general.

Ren Yu watched her finish signing, and saw her sitting wrapped in a shawl, thin like a soft wisp of smoke, with a strong contrast. He swallowed, and then he spoke:

"Actually, these signatures should be signed by your family, and of course the patients themselves can do it, but ......"

But with someone to accompany you, it will always be better and more reassuring.

Ren Yu thought of the man dressed as a trendy hangman, and I don't know if he has come to deliver things in the past few days.

"I don't have any family in Ling City, so it doesn't seem right to let a friend sign it." Jiang Limei seemed to be sleepy, squinted her eyes and yawned: "Speaking of this, Doctor Ren, can I add you on WeChat?" ”

They have been encountering for so many days, but they have never found a chance to add WeChat.

Jiang Limei was frank, but Ren Yu hesitated. His hand was in the pocket of his white coat, and his phone was inside, but he didn't take it out.

"We have a rule...... "Ren Yu rarely has an embarrassed expression.

Jiang Limei instantly understood: "Understand and understand, doctors should avoid suspicion." I don't mean anything else, just old classmates. ”

Before the words fell, Ren Yu hurriedly interrupted her, and he handed her back the ballpoint pen:

"You can write it down, and after the operation, I'll add you."

Really...... Jiang Limei pondered for a long time, but she didn't come up with a word suitable to describe Ren Yu. A little shaft, a little serious, and a little ...... Lovely?

Jiang Limei held back a smile, wrote her phone number on the white paper, and watched Ren Yu meticulously fold and fold the paper and put it into the pocket of the white coat.

He wears a black sweater inside, a very basic style, with a round neck showing one side.

"Dr. Ren......

Jiang Limei squinted, raised her hand, and her fingertips skimmed over the collar of Ren Yu's sweater, and pinched off a white ...... Cat hair?

"You have a cat?"

Ren Yu's whole person was stiff. He seemed to smell the perfume around her wrist, a warm, woody scent.

“...... Well, sorry. ”

Jiang Limei laughed: "What's there to be sorry for, that's what happens when you have hairy children at home, what cat do you have?" ”

“...... Pastoral cats. ”

"That's nice, I like cats too."

Jiang Limei didn't think much about it, she didn't notice the nervousness of Ren Yu, she just thought it was funny. Holding a scalpel during the day and a cat poop shovel at night, this contrast is interesting, as if it suddenly broke the doctor's rigor and sense of distance.

Dr. Ren is indeed rigorous.

Jiang Limei didn't know that that night, her mobile phone number was searched many times on the Internet.

She is a company legal person, and she can find company information, work promotion, and Weibo that she has abandoned for several years, and there is nothing in it, only a few irrelevant news forwards.

Ren Yu looks down on himself from the bottom of his heart, like an unreasonable bastard, peeping at others in the dark.

But he couldn't resist.

Like a traveler walking in the snow, exhausted for too long in the endless desolation, suddenly picking up a pot of spirits. He was so slumped that he just wanted to drink.

Finally, he searched for WeChat according to Jiang Limei's mobile phone number.

The nickname that jumped out was an emoji rose, and the avatar was a selfie of her, which seemed to be on the ski slopes, with the blue sky and snow-capped peaks behind her, and she was smiling happily.

Ren Yu unconsciously curled the corners of his mouth.

He saved the picture on his phone, went to bed early, and arrived at the hospital half an hour earlier than usual the next morning.

Huang Youhui was on duty last night, and after breakfast, he yawned and entered the office, and saw Ren Yu standing in front of the window in a daze. That's his habit, every time he goes into surgery, he has to stay for a while, he doesn't know what to think, it's probably a special way to decompress?

Huang Youhui didn't care, and he didn't bother, and after a while, he said "huh" and went through the operation schedule:

"Senior brother, isn't it, is it your surgery today?"

"Yes." Ren Yu is faint.

“...... When did I change it, did I remember it wrong? ”

Huang Youhui was confused, Ren Yu was supposed to take turns off these days, but he volunteered to work overtime, even if it was over, he even had to have surgery.

He flipped through the patient's medical records before he thought, "Oh, I remember, is it someone you know?" Your friend? ”

Ren Yu did not deny it.

His uncontrollable nervousness may be because the person lying on the operating table is related to him, so he can't do anything about himself.

Even if he knew better than everyone that it was just a minor operation, like an assembly line, he couldn't remember how many units he had touched since he started training.

Calculate the time, it is still very rich, and let your mind move.

Jiang Limei should be in the operation preparation room at this time.

He guessed that according to Jiang Limei's character, she should be chatting with the nurses in the preparation room at this time, but even if she was not nervous, he wanted to go and see. Just take a look. Reassure her and reassure herself.

Ren Yu walked to the front of the preparation room and pushed the door in.

On the innermost hospital bed, there was a slender shadow.

Unlike Jiang Limei he imagined, she lay quietly, revealing only a clotted arm with salt water hanging from it. When she saw him coming, she just blinked, trying to squeeze an unnatural smile.

Ren Yu couldn't say a word of the words he had thought of.

Her pale and sad face frightened him.

The nurse was surprised and asked, "Doctor Ren, why are you here?" ”

Ren Yu didn't speak.

The nurse saw the eye contact between Jiang Limei and Ren Yu, and thought that it should be someone she knew, so she turned her head and went to work on herself.

In Jiang Limei's eyes that were almost begging for help, he walked to the hospital bed and stood still.

Jiang Limei knew that her face was not good now, so she didn't hold on, Ren Yu was behind her with a dazzling white light, but her eyes were as inky as the moon falling into the deep sea.

"Doctor Ren." The fasting and water fasting before the operation made her voice hoarse: "You say, if I fall asleep now, don't I know anything?" ”

"It doesn't hurt, there's no need to be afraid, everything is fine when you wake up." Ren Yu has also seen many patients who are nervous before surgery, most of them have not experienced it, so they are afraid.

Jiang Limei shook her head: "I'm not afraid of pain, I believe in you." ”

She repeated it repeatedly, not knowing whether she was comforting Ren Yu or comforting herself, and finally simply closed her eyes.

"Dr. Ren, when my mother died, she was in the operating room."

Ren Yu is breathless.

"It's just a minor operation, but the anesthesia causes shock, I know that the doctor has tried his best, no one thought of such a situation, I was just afraid."

Fear of repeating the mistakes of the past, fear of bad luck again.

Ren Yu finally knew why her expression was so weird when she read the risk notice of surgery.

Jiang Limei wants to go through it in her most painful memories, and her feelings are tantamount to Ling Chi.

All his comforts have become nonsense, everyone knows that the risk is very small, but it is such a small point, falling on a person, a family, is destruction.

I haven't heard a response for a long time. Ren Yu's throat seemed to be stuck with something, and he couldn't make a sound.

"Whatever happens."

Jiang Limei sighed, and what fell along with her breath was a cold tear in the corner of her eye. She endured it very hard, but she still broke the gong:

"Ren Yu, I haven't told anyone about this."

For the first time, she spoke of the last memory she wanted to mention, and for the first time, she called him by his name.

It's not Dr. Ren, it's just Ren.

Ren Yu also saw Jiang Limei like this for the first time, and she lost all her hardness and light, like a molten mist, so fragile that it could dissipate and evaporate at any time.

He didn't feel that Jiang Limei was more approachable like this, but instead sprouted a kind of loyalty that was almost sacrificial from the bottom of his heart.

He wanted to be loyal to her and surrender to her in his absurd and painful life.

Ren Yu stretched out his hand, and his palm covered Jiang Limei's closed eyes.

"There's me."

His voice was cold, but convincing.

Jiang Limei could feel his distinct finger joints, and wiped the unseemly tear for her, her palm was warm, like a bonfire lit in the winter rime.

Jiang Limei had to admit that she was really greedy for this temperature.