290, Ah Fen's struggle
Ah Fen was lying alone in bed, she said she wanted to quit, but she didn't...
As soon as she woke up, she saw Jingjing eating bread alone, and she was not far from her, Jingjing was her angel.
Ah Fen touched Jingjing's head, she smiled and said to Jingjing,
"Jingjing, so well-behaved, she will eat by herself."
"Mommy..."
Not long after Ah Fen woke up, she knew the time of her seizure, and she wanted to hold back, as long as she could quit, she could be a normal person again.
Ah Fen smiled and said to Jingjing,
"Mommy is going out to work, you stay at home."
"Okay, Mommy..."
Ah Fen looked at Jingjing's dazed appearance before leaving, she smiled and said to Jingjing,
"Jingjing, I'll be back soon."
"Mommy..."
Jingjing is very afraid of being alone, and she will only react when she hears Ah Fen's words.
Ah Fen went to the hospital next to her home, she was determined to quit, she even... Didn't buy it.
As long as there is nothing, there is nothing she can do.
Ah Fen took his medical insurance card to the hospital and received a cup of free cessation potion, which contains methadone, which can reduce addiction, and needs to be drunk on the spot and is not allowed to be taken away.
Ah Fen drank the potion, which was her first step.
As long as she can go home and lie down safely, and can survive the first day, she is confident that she can...
Then...
Ah Fen heard a voice that frightened her, it was her husband...
"Wife..."
From this moment on, Ah Fen heard this voice, and she knew that she couldn't quit today...
Ah Fen's husband Ah Le is holding his wife, he is very happy that he can find Ah Fen, he has been looking for Ah Fen these days.
Ah Fen's sustenance is Jingjing, and his sustenance is Ah Fen...
Ah Fen can't live without Jingjing, and he can't do without Ah Fen, even if the two are rotten together, it's a kind of sustenance.
Ah Le knew what kind of place this was, and he also knew that Ah Fen had just drunk addiction water.
"Wife, what are you doing here?"
“…”
Ah Fen struggled desperately, she knew that if she was with Ah Le, she would have no way to quit, she struggled desperately to run, and was caught by Ah Le.
Ah Le looked at Ah Fen, who wanted to run, and said, talking about his own days,
"Wife, do you know how hard I found you?"
“…”
Ah Fen heard Ah Le's words, and she desperately wanted to run.
She wants someone to help her, she wants someone to help her stop her husband.
Why...
Why didn't anyone help me...
The crowd in the hospital just watched the scene, and they didn't mean to meddle at all, they knew what the window was for.
Ah Fen broke free of Ah Le's hand,
She wants to run out, she wants to go home, as long as she goes home, she can stop Ah Le, she can have hope, she can have a future...
Ah Fen ran out of the hospital only more than ten meters away, and was caught by Ah Le.
Ah Le looked at Ah Fen's expression, he knew that Ah Fen's addiction had come up, and he had also tried that cup of potion, he knew that it was useless, it was useless at all.
Ah Le hugged Ah Fen, he thought Ah Fen had no money to buy it, he wanted to tell Ah Fen,
He has, he has here...
"Wife, wife."
"Don't run... Wife..."
"Wife, why are you so stupid? Why do you have to endure so hard? ”
Ah Le wants Ah Fen to be quiet, he wants to show Ah Fen his goods, he wants to tell Ah Fen that he has...
"Wife, shhhh Wife. ”
"I have the goods, I have the goods... Suck a little, it's not so uncomfortable. ”
Ah Fen looked at the goods that Ah Le held in her hand, her struggling movements stopped, she looked at the package of goods in front of her, she gritted her teeth and struggled,
"Don't..."
"Suck it up."
"Don't..."
"It's not so uncomfortable to suck a little, wife."
"Don't!"
She ran desperately home, hoping that on the way...
She hoped that even one person on the road would stop him, stop herself, and help herself.
She wished there was someone who could help her...
She wished there was someone who could help her...
Ah Fen desperately struggled to run to her home, how she wished someone could help her.
The market was crowded with people, and people were expressionless.
Ah Fen ran to her home alone, she locked the door, Ah Fen finally breathed a sigh of relief...
With the sound of the door knocking,
Ah Fen sat on the ground in pain, she knew that her hell was not over, even if she moved, she still couldn't get rid of it.
Jingjing walked forward for no apparent reason, and she looked at her mother's painful appearance.
Overwhelmed...
Ah Fen looked at Jingjing with a smile, she touched Jingjing's face with her hand, she smiled bitterly and said,
"It's okay..."
"Jingjing, it's okay."
….
At night
Ah Fen finally heard the sound of the next room unlocking, and she knew that Ali was back, and her hope was really back.
She has also withstood it today, and as long as it is a few months at most, she has a bright future.
Ah Fen quietly looked out from the small window on the door, and saw Ah Le sitting at the door, his suitcase as a dining table.
Jingjing looked at Ah Fen and asked,
"Mommy, what are you doing?"
"Shhh
Ah Fen climbed down, she hurriedly ran to the kitchen and whispered to Ah Li,
"Brother Li..."
"Aliali."
When Ali came back, he had already seen Ah Le at the door, he heard Ah Fen's voice, he didn't want to care, he was modifying the equipment, and wanted to get a smaller camera.
Last time, his joint boss Sir said that he wanted him to take a picture of it...
Ali is working hard for it,
He doesn't want to care about Ah Fen next door, it's Ah Fen's family affair...
Ali has his own thoughts, but he doesn't know how hard Ah Fen is working today, and he can't see Ah Fen's efforts...
Ah Fen kept shouting but there was no response, her heart sank, and she comforted herself that maybe Ali was sleeping, and she didn't hear it.
…
Ah Le at the door couldn't figure out why Ah Fen didn't open the door for him, and why he wanted to leave...
Ah Le picked up the mirror and looked at his appearance, he looked at the appearance of the scumbag in the past few days in order to find Ah Fen, maybe it was his appearance that scared Ah Fen,
Ah Le picked up the shaver (razor) and shaved his beard, maybe this way...
Ah Fen can open the door for him.
….
Ah Fen kept shouting for Ah Li to no avail, and she could only go to Ah Li until Ah Le went to sleep.
After Ah Fen slept in Ah Le, she quietly opened the door and knocked on Ah Li's door with Jingjing in her arms.
"Ali... Ali..."
Ah Fen didn't think that Ali wouldn't help her, so she didn't think about running away from here directly, she believed that Ali would help her.
That's the only person she can trust...
....
Ali has been very tired these days, and he is so stressed that he can't sleep well.
Sometimes he really wants to let go of that kind self, wants to be selfish, and does something for himself.
For Ah Fen...
The cigarette that Ah Fen smoked at Ah Fen's house that day, he felt very strange, he felt that the cigarette was very problematic, and he would not help Ah Fen anymore.
Ali stopped doing things, he got up and went to open the door,
He must be ruthless this time.