Chapter Thirty-Eight: Falling Leaves Return to Their Roots
That night, Li Le gave the spear and spear to Brother Bai.
"Hoo ......"
Li Le lay on his side on the bed, listening to the bell of 'night bed', looking at the light in the center of the tower, it was rare to have some insomnia.
And on the small pillow next to him, he slept soundly, and he was on his back, and he didn't have the kind of vigilance he had at the beginning.
Li Le hooked the corners of his mouth, hooked the ends of his hair and poked its little nose.
"I really don't know how you little guy grows up, you can sleep from day to night, you really have you..."
Tuan Tuan seemed to be annoyed by Li Le, turned over in his sleep, and then fell asleep.
"Poof..."
“… I don't think you should have given you a name at that time, you should have called you a pig... I can really sleep..."
Li Le lay on the bed on his side, bent his right arm and pillow under his head, and looked at Tuan Tuan lying on the small pillow with a soft smile in his eyebrows.
Green silk was spread on the pillow, and the pale yellow tower light illuminated her face a little through the window.
It also brought out the shallow softness in Li Le's half-closed eyes.
After a brief moment of softness inside and outside the house, the silence that seemed to be uninhabited brought something strange.
Tuan Tuan fell asleep, except for the slight undulation of his small body, there was no reaction at all.
Li Le was inexplicably a little excited.
“… But I guess the world doesn't even know what a 'pig' creature is..."
"No one can pick up my stalk..."
She carefully changed her posture, glanced sideways at the light of the tower and the sky outside the window, and said softly:
"Li Bai said to look up at the bright moon and look down at his hometown..."
"But no one told me what if... There's no moon..."
Li Le's eyes were a little cold, but with an inexplicable thought, like a willow leaf floating on a river, unable to find a place for his soul.
"The fallen leaves return to their roots..."
"I didn't think it was like that, but now I think about it... It makes a lot of sense..."
"People here feel that after death, the soul can return to the lighthouse and live forever with the lighthouse..."
"What about me?"
"What about when I die... Where is my soul going?"
Li Le's expression was a little dazed, since she came to this world, she has been obsessed with life and death.
But now, in her persistent efforts, after all her faith points have been exchanged for health points, it has been almost two months, and the road after that has also been planned.
When her life was guaranteed, she couldn't help but think of her majestic father in the world in her previous life, her mother who was kind to her, and the group of friends who were often cheated by her......
Li Le remembered the joy that flashed in Brother Bai's eyes when he received the weapon today, and the care in the details, and a trace of complexity flashed in his eyebrows.
"Life here is actually pretty good, at least no one bothered me or anything..."
"At least Brother Bai really cares for me as a sister..."
"In modern society, parents are good to themselves, but they are just good..."
"They are a business marriage, they have their own lives in private, and it's true that they are good to me, but to put it bluntly, the responsibility is greater than the care..."
"How many of those so-called sworn friends are behind my family background? It's just some wine and meat friends who are playing on the spot..."
Li Le seemed to be talking to himself, his heart was like a mirror, objectively and truthfully sorting out the things in his previous life, and finally came to a conclusion:
Her death, irrelevant.
Li Le: "......"
“… What a reasonably unexpected result..."
She held her forehead, and her expression was quite indescribable.
I didn't expect that I thought about so many things, but in the end I got such a result.
"Poof......
She smiled a little relieved, her eyes crooked, and she couldn't help but laugh at herself.
"Whew-"
Taking a deep breath, Li Le relaxed his mind and thoughts, and his expression slowly calmed down.
"Is that so?"
"So, do I still want to go back to that world?"
Li Le closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly.
She covered her throbbing chest with her hands and asked herself from the bottom of her heart.
"Want to go back?"
There was silence for a while.
“… I think, I still want to go back..."
Li Le opened his eyes and looked at the misty sky, his dark and cold eyes were half-closed, revealing a little bit of affection for his hometown.
Her voice was a little soft, but she seemed very serious.
"The fallen leaves return to their roots, and the wanderers return to their hometowns."
"It's not for those people, those things..."
"I want to go home..."
"I want to go back to the world where the sun rises in the east and sets in the west, and the moon shines brightly and clearly......"
"That's my home..."
"If I'm going to die..."
"I want to be buried quietly in that yellow earth like autumn leaves in my world..."
"That should be the place where my soul belongs, and where my heart rests..."
"I grew up there..."
"I live there..."
"That's a place I've never forgotten..."
"On the surface, I don't care, but how many times have I dreamed about it? That world of lights and wine..."
Li Le's expression was a little self-deprecating.
She can come with her mouth open, so bold that she pulls the tiger's skin to deceive the fox without blinking her eyelids......
But no one can fool themselves.
Li Le is a smart person, and he is rational enough to force himself to realize this.
"Go home... I've got to go home..."
Li Le put the back of his hand to his eyes, and his eyes narrowed slightly.
I straightened my posture again.
"If you're going to go home... The previous exploration of this world was too careless..."
"I have to be more careful, go around more, brush up some faith points, and the key characters still have to work hard, these will be my connections and motivation in the future......"
"In addition, I'm afraid that I have a bit of a loss on the bow and arrow this time, it's a bit big, and I guess I have to let someone specialize in smelting a suitable one..."
……
Li Le's thoughts were flying, and he quickly and decisively sorted out what he needed to do at present.
"A good memory is better than a bad pen, write down these things tomorrow and write a notepad, so that it is more convenient for me to complete them one by one!"
Li Le made up his mind, his mind was settled, and he finally had a sense of down-to-earth security.
As if she finally had a backbone and a purpose, her dark eyes wiped away the dust with a touch of determination.
"Squeak-"
'What's wrong?' ’
Tuan Tuan was finally woken up.
It was lying on a small pillow, its two little paws pulled its furry face twice, and the black bean's eyes were half-closed, and it still looked a little unconscious.