Chapter 67: The Grief of the Old Man Gaowa
Agina didn't want to eat, and every time Hongxia and Lotus finished eating, Su De pulled him hard. He always took a random bite to replenish his strength, and then hurried back to the hospital and quietly guarded the door of the intensive care unit......
This is the waiting of life, this is the waiting of life.
If I love you, I will accompany you. No matter how long the days are, it will be in this morning and twilight......
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The daughter-in-law was severely burned, and the grandson passed away quietly, and the news was undoubtedly thunderbolt in the clear sky and thunder overhead, which shocked Bai Chaolu and Gao Wa almost instantly.
Gao Wa cried. The cries of "digging out my heart and plucking my liver", and the call of "my good grandson, my Asgen", even those with a strong heart will burst into tears!
However, Bai Chaolu did not cry, it seemed that it was not appropriate calm, and it was under this calm surface that unspeakable grief was concealed. Suddenly felt that his heart was hot and his throat and eyes were salty, Bai Chaolu knew that things were not good, so he quickly pushed everyone away and ran to the toilet!
As soon as I entered the toilet, a mouthful of blood spurted out uncontrollably. Bai Chaolu was dizzy for a while, if he hadn't held on to the wall, he would have almost fallen, but he gritted his teeth and held on. The old Mongolian man with the meaning of "stone" must be as hard as a stone. He leaned against the wall, tremblingly took out a few pieces of tissue paper from his pocket, wiped the corners of his mouth fiercely, his tongue and lips squirmed and secreted more saliva to gargle, Bai Chaolu didn't want to leave a trace.
The blood on the ground was not completely absorbed by the soil, so Bai Chaolu used his shoes to gather the floating soil on the side and cover it.
September was the little tail of summer, and the weather was still very hot, but Bai Chaolu felt a chill in his spine. At this time, he heard someone ask: Where did Chaolu go? Let's go and see, what's wrong?
Someone replied: I saw him go to the toilet just now.
Someone else said, "Let people see!" Just go!
Bai Chaolu was excited, walked out of the toilet stiffly, and pretended to tidy up his trouser belt.
The breeze blew, and Bai Chaolu sobered up a little. He knew that he must not fall, he must be strong!
Gao Wa was still crying, and everyone persuaded her to no avail, Bai Chaolu said to her: Gao Wa, don't cry! It's already happened, what's the use of crying? In case the cry is broken......
Gao Wa poured her anger on her wife and said: You don't have to worry about me! Isn't it your grandson? Aren't you rare? That's the tip of my heart! I might as well rip out my heart! How can I live by this?
Bai Chaolu stopped talking. He is usually eloquent, but at this time, his mind is blank and he has no vocabulary.
Gao Wa found Asgen's photo, stroked the cold little face in the photo, and kissed her gently from time to time. The fat dundun er in the photo, wearing a small Mongolian robe, holding a bow and arrows, and gesturing with a "bent bow to shoot the eagle", is really a little "Battle" on the grassland - a hero. But now, where did this little hero go?
Gao Wa kissed the photo and cried for a while, and asked the people next to her from time to time: You say, is my grandson cute?
Someone replied "cute, cute" in a row. Gao Wa kissed the photo again, or asked: Isn't Asgen cute?
People stopped answering, and their eyes were red.
After a while, Gao Wa couldn't cry anymore. I had convulsions several times, and I was hurriedly pinched by people before I slowly eased up.
Bai Chaolu didn't say a word, smoked one cigarette after another, and in two hours before and after, the whole person suddenly aged a lot.
Bai Chaolu finished the cigarette, stomped on the cigarette butt, and said to everyone: Everyone go back, each family has its own work. We're fine, we're so old, why haven't we experienced a lot of wind and waves? Able to hold on. Let's all be busy, let Gao Wa be quiet.
The villagers persuaded and admonished a few words before withdrawing one after another. As he walked, he sighed at the impermanence of fate and the ruthlessness of the fire.
The eldest son and eldest daughter-in-law went to the pastoral point and did not come back, and as soon as the villagers left, only the old couple were left in the house. Bai Chaolu couldn't hold on any longer, holding his face with his hands, and crying bitterly!
Gao Wa stopped crying, grabbed a pillow on the kang and threw it at Bai Chaolu, almost beating him up.
Bai Chaolu stood up, glared at his wife fiercely and asked: Gao Wa, are you crazy? What are you doing with me?
Gao Wa raised her eyebrows and shouted: Am I crazy? I think your daughter-in-law is crazy! Matoya isn't crazy, she's stupid! Why didn't you save Asgen first? Why? Why? Why didn't she save her child first? Isn't it stupid? It's stupid!
Bai Chaolu: Gao Wa, what the hell are you talking nonsense! Whose child is not a child? Can you see other people's children in danger and not save them?
Gao Wa pointed to the photo and showed it to Bai Chaolu, and said: Bai Chaolu, open your dog's eyes and take a good look, see how cute and painful my grandson is? It's such a good child, but it's been lived—Matoya—what a ruined daughter-in-law, you give back my eldest grandson!
"Alright, don't do it! What does this have to do with Toya? Natural and man-made disasters are predestined. Toya was forced to sacrifice herself to save others, and we should respect her! Bai Chaolu was a little angry, and he couldn't accept his wife's words and deeds.
Gao Wa said fiercely: Don't talk to me about it! Bai Chaolu, don't wear a hat and pretend to be a person with my dog! There were outsiders just now, so I was embarrassed to say that it was a shame. When Matoya wanted to go back to Sarentai, I didn't agree, but you resolutely supported it, and you were used to it! Okay, what's wrong this time? The grandson is gone! What other fart do you have to put out?
Bai Chaolu really couldn't explain it for a while, how could Gao Wa insist on linking these two things together?
Bai Chaolu was silent, taking a big sip of his cigarette, although there were no tears in his eyes, his heart was dripping blood.
Gao Wa was silent when she saw her opponent, and she lost the "interest" of quarreling. Maybe it was the words that had been pent up in her heart that came out all of a sudden, and a mouthful of "evil breath" came out, and she wilted.
This wilt, Gao Wa is a serious illness. Bai Chaolu hurriedly found a doctor to give a drip and take medicine, and two days later, he was finally able to deal with the ground.
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Shen Fu and Dong Jing have not been able to calm down for the past two days, every time they see their sons Xiaoshan and Xiaoling dangling in front of them, they are both thinking: How can Matoya's kindness be repaid?
The couple discussed and went to the credit union to withdraw 2,000 yuan - the family did not have much savings, which at that time may have been a huge amount of money for the family. told the good child not to run around, and the two went to Ma Hongxia's house.
Ma Erdemutu was the first to see Shen Fu and his family enter the courtyard gate, thinking that something was going to happen to him. After the fire, his legs and feet were even more difficult, and he couldn't go down to the ground to intercept the two, so he had to take his wife away first. He went to Naren Tuya's ear and shouted:
"You go through the back door, go to the lotus shop, and buy me a bottle of canned hawthorn. It's tasteless. ”
Naren Tuya muttered: It's tasteless, it's tasteless, what do you want?
Erdemutu did not dare to fire if there was fire.
Naren Tuya rubbed, but Erdemutu was in a hurry. Just as she stepped out of the back door, Shen Fu and his wife opened the front door.