I can't seem to live anymore

The boy ran out of control and ran out of the house, and at that moment, he was as angry as a hornet that had been stabbed in a hornet's nest.

The silver eyes in the sun are beautiful, like melting glaciers, shining.

The boy doesn't know where it is, he just knows to run, to get out of this place.

On the sidewalk, he ran fast, he ran very hard, panting, he could only run forward when he couldn't see, and the pedestrians in front of him could only hide and hide to the side when they saw him.

His tears grew more and more, and finally fell, and the temperature outside was warm, and he could feel the comfort from the sun, because the light was hot, as hot as his tears.

In the end, Pei couldn't run anymore, he could only sit on the ground panting, panting and crying, the cry came far, far away, and the cry was full of grievances.

He sat by the river and listened to the countless traffic coming and going, and occasionally the takeaway brother came and went, but he couldn't see it, he only knew that he couldn't run.

The wind blew softly, blowing his hair, and he leaned on the railing by the river, and the river under the bridge rolled and flowed with a pleasant sound.

Pei couldn't listen to the sound of the water flow was very relieved, and at this moment, he actually smiled, and the smile was so gentle.

I am an abandon......

Abandoned?

Abandoned!

What you abandon means don't want it......

Pei Hao has been pondering the word abandonment in his heart, thinking about it, he began to cry again, at this moment, his heart was full of grief, and he couldn't calm himself down.

"But what did I do wrong, why should I be thrown away"?

The boy's voice was full of resentment, and there was a nameless fire burning in his heart, burning his chest painfully.

Drivers passing by looked at him, but they only glanced at him and left.

He clutched his eyes tightly, crying and laughing, completely devastated, and he was out of breath at the thought of what his parents had just said.

I'm not my parents' biological son, I just picked it up and raised it!

Thinking of this, the boy's smile became even more painful, he changed his posture and stood up, the whole person leaned on the armrest in a daze, at this moment his ears were full of the sound of running water, he knew that below was the river.

Two lines of tears flowed silently, and those two tears fell quietly into the river, and he was completely desperate.

Those eyes were full of pain and despair, and at this moment he couldn't cry or laugh, he just felt so uncomfortable and aggrieved.

I'm not my parents' son, I'm not the son of the Pei family, I'm ......

So from childhood to adulthood, is the love of parents fake? Is it all because of sympathy?

Pei Hao wiped his tears with his two hands, his heart was cold at this moment, he couldn't live anymore.

Is it because I can't see?

So to throw me away, or ......

Yumei!

Thinking of this name, Pei Bu couldn't laugh, he laughed full of pain, and closed his eyes with tears streaming down his face, at this moment, the hatred in his heart became heavier and heavier, and finally he began to hate this woman named Youmei.

He doesn't admit that she is his biological mother, she is not worthy!

The boy broke down crying until his voice was hoarse, he stepped over the railing, closed his eyes weakly, and smiled slightly.

I seem to ...... I can't live anymore!

I don't want to live anymore......

I don't deserve to live in this world at all!

The boy took a deep breath, hesitated for a long time, jumped down, and jumped down firmly, without hesitation.

"Ahh......h

The people on the road couldn't help but scream, they looked shocked and frightened.

The boy's brain was blank, and he closed his eyes quietly when he fell into the river, he didn't have any struggle, just sank silently.

The dead despair surrounded his nasal passages, and soon, he began to starve of oxygen and could not breathe.

Due to his body's instinct for help, he began to spit bubbles and choke on water.

Cool...... It's so cool!

He only felt that the water was so cold, so cold, almost cold, gradually, he seemed to be unable to hear his own heartbeat, he gradually lost consciousness, the melancholy face fell to the bottom, his mouth kept pouring water, and finally cardiac arrest.

Suddenly, the lame man jumped, he held his breath hard, and went downstream, and finally, he finally grabbed Pei Bu and swam up with him.

There were many onlookers around, the man's hair was wet, he limped and put the dying Pei Fu on the ground, his expression was very serious and scared, although he was a blind man, wearing only shabby short sleeves, but his heart was good.

He quickly probed his breathing, and when he found that he was out of breath, he began cardiac resuscitation, pressing down in a very standard position, and for some reason, the man always felt a little weird.

He always felt that this boy looked like him, but he wasn't sure.

Finally, the boy spat out a large mouthful of water and immediately breathed, only to see him choking on the water and coughing painfully.

The onlookers saw that Pei Hao was fine, and they left satisfied, only the man squatted silently on the side, looking at him with a worried face.

Pei couldn't breathe harder, and finally breathed steadily, but he was still very uncomfortable with the pain of drowning, the whole person was wet, his clothes were soaked, and he kept dripping, he sat up slowly, and felt that there was someone next to him.

"I saved me"? The boy asked with a pained expression, and the voice felt strange.

The man in his thirties looked at him with a hesitant expression, and finally answered his question: "Yes".

The man's voice was nice and magnetic, with an indescribable sadness.

Pei Bu smiled coldly, his eyes suddenly changed, and the whole person shouted at him like crazy: "Who told you to meddle and save me?" Yes? Who let you save it, I didn't want to live in the first place"!

The man was stunned for a moment, then smiled, at this moment he didn't feel anything, he wasn't angry, he just thought it was funny.

Suddenly, he saw the cyan birthmark under Pei Hao's collarbone, shaped like the moon, and he suddenly felt strange when he looked at it very seriously, but he didn't confirm it.

"Can't you see"? The man stared into his eyes very seriously, with an indescribable excitement.

Pei couldn't wring the water on his clothes impatiently, and replied impatiently, "Yes, I'm blind"!

The man who heard this immediately turned red, he smiled rarely, and stared at Pei Xiao: "How old are you this year?" More than a dozen? Where do you live? What's the name"?

Pei couldn't afford to listen to his words and became even more impatient, the whole person was annoying, he threw off his clothes like ashes, held the railing with his other hand, and smiled coldly: "I said this uncle, you checked the household registration, why should I tell you"!

"But"...... Without waiting for the man to finish, Pei Hao left, the man looked at Pei Hao's back, and the whole person was very entangled, but he still didn't follow.

It's just that the whole person is standing in place wet, his hair is dripping with water, and his face is wet.