Chapter 197: Fang Tao's helplessness

It was late at night, there was no movement in the corridors and the streets outside, and the whole city fell silent.

Fang Tao, who was asleep, was awakened by a burst of urine, rubbed his dizzy head, and then saw Lin Zhiyu writing something on the table against the wall, he couldn't help but be stunned, turned his head and looked around, confirming that this was the hotel room, it seemed that he was drunk, so Lin Zhiyu opened the room and got himself here to rest.

I didn't have time to think about it, and struggled to turn over.

"Brother Tao, are you awake?" Lin Zhiyu, who heard the movement, turned his head, and when he saw that he was awake, he hurriedly put down his pen and wanted to come over to help him, but was stopped by Fang Tao waving his hand.

"I'll go to the toilet first, you can pour me a glass of water!" In addition to wanting to go to the toilet, Fang Tao also felt that his mouth was dry.

After Fang Tao put the water out, he washed his face with cold water, and finally felt a lot sober.

Walking back into the house, I saw Lin Zhiyu sitting on the edge of another bed, and there was a steaming water cup on the small cabinet between the two single beds.

Fang Tao picked it up and blew it, drank it slowly, Lin Zhiyu sat opposite him and looked at him with dark blue eyes, feeling a little distressed, and comforted him gently: "Brother Tao, drink some hot water and sleep well." ”

After quenching his thirst, Fang Tao put down the teacup, sighed again, raised his eyes and asked Lin Zhiyu: "Did I lose face in front of my younger siblings today?" ”

"There's no shame, you just sleep when you're drunk, it's quiet, and you don't go crazy with alcohol." Lin Zhiyu made a joke, trying to ease Fang Tao's mood.

Fang Tao lost his sleepiness, turned over into the quilt and covered the quilt, leaned against the head of the bed and said: "I have been with her for three years, and I never thought that I would part ways with her in this life." Alas, creation makes people! ”

“.” Lin Zhiyu really couldn't think of words of comfort, seeing that he was so decadent, after thinking about it, he decided not to tell him about Zhang Yunyun's retirement tomorrow for the time being: "Don't think about it, let's sleep first!" ”

But obviously, Fang Tao didn't feel sleepy for a while, but wanted to confide in the boredom in his heart.

He turned his head, his eyes red, not sure if it was because of sadness or if the alcohol hadn't faded.

"There have always been a lot of chasing her, and she didn't choose many people with better conditions than me, but fell in love with me, you don't know how grateful I am to her. I never thought I'd be separated from her for the rest of my life. ”

Speaking of this, Fang Tao retracted his gaze and stared at the quilt on the bed in a daze, but as if looking at the past years, countless emotions flashed in his eyes. Lin Zhiyu didn't know what he was thinking? I just waited silently, and didn't bother with anything.

After a long time, Fang Tao spoke: "She has someone else in her heart, I can feel it, I don't blame her, it's that I can't give her the life she wants." But I was reluctant, so I kept dragging it out, always hoping that there would be a turnaround, or maybe I misunderstood her. ”

"Brother, if the other party proposes to dissolve the marriage contract, can you accept it?" Lin Zhiyu asked tentatively.

Fang Tao looked at the quilt in a daze, and didn't say whether he would be sad.

Seeing him like this, Lin Zhiyu was also very uncomfortable: "Isn't it just about the house?" We'll buy it tomorrow, no matter how big it is! As long as you can't bear her, we will help you. ”

Fang Tao suddenly came back to his senses, turned his head to look at Lin Zhiyu, and shook his head firmly: "No, the matter between us is not as simple as a house. ”

After being silent for a while, Lin Zhiyu was about to tell Yang Liu about going to see Zhang Yunyun, but saw Fang Tao yawn: "I'm sleepy, let's sleep first, I'll wait for tomorrow." ”

Soon, Fang Tao fell asleep again, snoring softly.

Lin Zhiyu has read a lot of books, with thousands of years of history and culture, and articles in the next few decades, but some feelings are difficult to be truly touched.

I finally understood the sentence: what you get on paper is shallow, and you never know that you have to do it.

Although Fang Tao's feelings have nothing to do with him, he can still experience the helplessness and pain, and has a deeper touch on people's hearts and human nature.

Was Fang Tao wrong in this matter? What could he be wrong with? The Zhang family is not satisfied with the fact that Fang Tao has been unable to give Zhang Yunyun a home for a long time, but is the Zhang family dissatisfied just because of the house?

And is Zhang Yunyun wrong? It doesn't seem to be wrong, she has the right to pursue the life she wants, she used to like Fang Tao and was willing to wait for him, even if it was possible to live in a small shed after marriage. Besides, everyone around her lives like this, so she has no more ideas.

But once there are better and more choices, people's hearts will waver, they will be confused, and they will compare.

Comparing and comparing, in the end, Fang Tao was defeated by money, and he lost.

Speaking of which, it seems that Fang Tao's sentence "creation makes people" can explain the relationship between them clearly.

Lin Zhiyu suffered a lot when he was a child, but his later life was very smooth, including his feelings, there were almost no twists and turns. Even the marriage proposal was Yang Liu ran to find him, and he completed the wedding in his excitement and confusion.

After getting married, he didn't even worry about money, and he came to this point in a daze, as if everything was logical and natural.

Sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at Fang Tao, Lin Zhiyu's heart was touched, and he thought a lot: about love, about all the impact of the original family, and the impact of money on human nature.

The more he thought about it, the more sleepy he became, Lin Zhiyu got up and sat back at the table, picked up a pen and wrote his new name: [Fans. way].

Perhaps, everyone in the world has their own confusion and hardship, and they are all struggling to find their own way in confusion. If you go right, you will have a good road; If you make a mistake, you will only be lost in the fog.

Early the next morning, Lin Zhiyu, who had not slept all night, was awakened by the knock on the door of Yang Liu.

Only then did he realize that it was already dawn, and it was Yang Liu who had come to call them to get up.

Getting up and rubbing his stiff and sore neck, Lin Zhiyu went over and opened the door.

Yang Liu was startled when he saw Lin Zhiyu's dark circles: "You didn't sleep?" Did he make a fuss at night? ”

Although Lin Zhiyu's body was tired, his spirit was very excited, his eyes were shining, and he was not affected by the dark circles at all: "Brother Fang slept well and didn't make trouble." Hehe, I wrote the book all night, and before I knew it, it was dawn. ”

"Wrote all night?" Yang Liu shook his head: "Next time, don't stay up late like this, your body can't bear it." ”

"yes, I know." Lin Zhiyu leaned into Yang Liu's ear and whispered: "With my daughter-in-law by my side, I won't be unable to sleep!" ”

"Get out!" The man's love words were strangled to death by Yang Liu's words.

Although he said a few words, Yang Liu knew that Lin Zhiyu had never found his position, but he didn't expect to suddenly have inspiration, and he was still very happy for him.

Fang Tao in the house was woken up by the sound of talking, got up and put on his clothes and walked to the door, and said with a smile: "Brother and sister are here, come in and sit, I'll go wash up, I smell the smell of wine on this body, I don't like it." ”

"Brother Fang, you look good today, you look good last night, you seem to have slept well last night." Seeing that people got up, Yang Liu walked in with a smile, there was a smell of wine in the house, she frowned and went to open the window, and a stream of cold air rushed in, washing away the turbidity in the house.

Lin Zhiyu put away the manuscript and handed it to Yang Liu, Yang Liu flipped through it casually, Lin Zhiyu said: "This is just the first draft, don't read it yet, help me put it away, I'll go wash up." ”

Yang Liu came back to his senses and knew what Lin Zhiyu meant, and when Lin Zhiyu followed Fang Tao away, he put the manuscript into the space.