Caught in the memories of the past, Su Wanning couldn't even tell for a moment whether she was the original owner or the real her.

The memories that belonged to the original owner passed through her mind little by little, and Su Wanning seemed to have experienced the life of another person, the joys and sorrows of another person.

Qin Jingchen stared at the woman sitting opposite him, and couldn't help but feel a little distracted. Su Wanning wore a long slip dress today, her bare shoulders were white and round, and she was glowing with a layer of color under the dim light in the restaurant.

Her eyes didn't look at herself, but at a certain place on the dining table, but Qin Jingchen knew that she must have fallen into some kind of memory now.

Because Su Wanning's eyes can speak. The tails of her eyes are hooked, there seem to be eye waves circulating in her pupils, and when she speaks, she can feel her sadness through her pupils.

Su Wanning did flash many pictures in her mind, before going abroad, Su Wanning had been bullied by Su Jiayi and her mother, and the only man in the world who was related to her by blood would always choose to stand next to another mother and daughter at this time.

Su Wanning chose to resist, but in exchange for more intensified suppression. The mother and daughter regarded her as a thorn in the eye and a thorn in the flesh, and Su Jiayi hated her even more.

Su Wanning's cosmetics would always disappear overnight, or they would be directly damaged and thrown in a drawer, and whenever she was unwilling to endure such humiliation and told Su's father about it, he would always scold her in turn and accuse her of putting on makeup at a young age, whether she was going outside to seduce a man.

After being sent abroad, Su's mother often refused to pay her living expenses for various reasons. In desperation, Su Wanning, who is obviously well-off, always has to go to the Chinese restaurant to wash dishes and serve dishes.

But despite this, she still survived like a stubborn grass, but her mentality gradually became distorted in such a long-term oppressive environment.

After returning to China, her father had a long talk with her, and that night was also the first time that Su's father showed a concern as a father in front of her.

He first asked about Su Wanning's life abroad over the years, and then lamented that his daughter had grown up overnight and was already slim.

Su Wanning's heart, which had been sealed and broken for a long time, was hooked back by Su's father in a few words, so she naively believed Su's father's words, saying that he found a fast son-in-law for her, and the other party was one of the best diamond kings in the city.

Su Wanning didn't want to agree, but she didn't expect her silence to be directly regarded as a default by Su's father, and she began to prepare for marriage.

And Su Wanning also overheard Su Jiayi and her mother's ridicule through the door panel the night before she got married, and then she realized that she was sold to a disabled man by them and her biological father.

From that day on, Su Wanning's heart became completely cold, and she vowed that from now on, no matter what she did, she would think about herself first, and she would only live for herself.

Marrying Qin Jingchen can indeed get a lot of benefits, especially after Su Wanning found out that he was not disabled as Su Jiayi said, a sense of revenge came to her heart, so in such a confused situation, Su Wanning became pregnant.

The two children came quietly, Su Wanning did start to take revenge, she enjoyed Su Jiayi's shocked and remorseful expression after learning that she was pregnant, but she didn't expect that the ensuing events directly caught her off guard.

The reaction in the early stages of pregnancy was too great, so Su Wanning had to stop part of her work. And that was the rising period of her career.

Su Wanning's subsequent marriage with Qin Jingchen increased some of the exposure and heat, but the actual situation was far from what outsiders thought.

Qin Jingchen did fulfill the responsibility of a husband, and after learning that Su Wanning was pregnant, he hired the best nanny nutritionist to take care of her at home around the clock.

But no one could replace her with the physical discomfort, and Su Wanning, who was overwhelmed by the strong morning sickness and the inconvenience caused by the increasing weight of her body, was even more devastating, especially when she obviously felt that her body functions were deteriorating.

So after giving birth to the child, Su Wanning didn't have much affection for those two lives in her heart. She immediately devoted herself to the recovery and transformation of her body, pelvic floor muscle repair, yoga to restore her figure, and various skin care products and medical methods were used on her body.

But the child still needs to be fed. Su Wanning spent the darkest time in her life in such a collapse and self-help, and this also made her directly hate the two lives that plunged her life into darkness.

So when Su Wanning first came to this world, the original owner was tantamount to a demon-like existence in the eyes of those two children.

Su Wanning can sometimes even feel that she has the same thinking as the original owner, and she is a little sympathetic to the other party and very understanding.

Su Wanning picked and chose to tell her grievances over the years, she originally just wanted to use this to let Qin Jingchen know that the fight between her and Su Jiayi was not because of jealousy, but because of the grievances that had been squeezed for a long time.

Unexpectedly, after listening to his long statement, Qin Jingchen's eyes stared at her without blinking, and the affection in his eyes was like water flowing out and turning into a river to surround her.

"I'm sorry."

Su Wanning blinked, withdrew from her emotions, and asked suspiciously, "Why did you tell me sorry?" ”

Qin Jingchen put down the tableware in his hand and said sincerely: "I didn't know that you had suffered this, no matter what the reason for this marriage was, I had part of the responsibility for involving the innocent you from the beginning." And after marriage, I also failed to fulfill my duties as a husband, and you suffered a lot. ”

Su Wanning smiled and asked half-jokingly: "If marrying you is considered hardship, do you know that at least 90% of the women here are living in cages?" ”

Su Wanning didn't blame Qin Jingchen at all. A large part of the original owner's sorrow stems from her character and family of origin, and has nothing to do with others.

Qin Jingchen still shook his head.

"In any case, it is a dereliction of duty on my husband's job to let my pillow wife hide such pain in her heart."

Qin Jingchen stared at her for a long time after saying this, and Su Wanning also fell silent.

She wanted to laugh for a moment, and wanted to ask the other party if she was too deep in the play, and the two of them were obviously not real husband and wife.

But I don't know why, in the past, those hurtful words that could be easily blurted out, this time Su Wanning didn't say it.