16. The so-called sharing

It will be done, and in what time it will be done, are two completely different concepts. I didn't figure this out until I encountered difficulties in my research.

The only thing to be thankful for is that this is not a reminder from Lord Lilith, but a truth that she has come up with. Although I don't want to complain with all kinds of reasons and excuses, in any case, the stagnation of research progress must also be related to these objective reasons.

First of all, this is the first time that I have developed something that belongs to the category of "poison", even if I can leave behind the so-called "morality", but this is indeed the first time I have set foot in this dangerous field.

The second is some unnecessary harassment, of which Onexia accounts for the vast majority. Originally, he didn't like to be disturbed, and he studied in a muffled voice, and even so, he still couldn't escape her clutches. Clearly...... Obviously, he has been wearing such a shameful women's clothes and going around, but this guy actually brings back all kinds of strange clothes and presses them on his body every now and then.

Helplessly, as a man, he can't beat her. Perhaps, should gender really be put aside?

Third, and the most difficult part at the moment, is the lack of materials. Even if you think about it with your hair, you can't solve the current problem with existing materials. There are some theoretically feasible things that you can't get by yourself. However, it is really inconvenient to ask Lilith-sama, because she seems to be very busy lately.

It seems that she just went to see her "daughter", but even if it is not a real "daughter". Nor should her efforts in this regard be disrupted. Because. When Lilith came back before. Really happy.

Please, it's a little inappropriate for anyone, Lucifer is so terrible, Pandora was directly excluded, and the other woman hasn't seen her much so far......

...... Is only that more dangerous Onexia left?

You can't let the research stop for your own reasons, so ......

ā€œ......ā€

"Isn't this the little maid? Did you come to me today to play a dress-up game?"

How could it be a dress-up game!

ā€œ...... Call. ā€

It's okay to be myself, although it's been a short time. But already a member of the group, there is no need to be afraid.

"I'm going to find some materials, I can't buy them...... But I don't want to trouble Mistress Lilith, so ......"

"Oh, that's right, no problem, let's go!"

Onexia quickly stood up and spoke...... It's suspicious to promise to help yourself without asking anything. At least...... At the very least, you have to tell the future reward so that you can be mentally prepared.

"Don't distrust me so much, what you're doing now is important. Lilith has said that whatever you ask you will be. ā€

Any...... Requirements?

No. It's not surprising to think about it, because if you succeed in completing the real yĆ n, you may be known to the world in a different way.

As others say, there are two ways to remember that you are - love or hate. I don't mind being remembered by others in a way that holds a grudge.

"So, I said I was with you, where do you want me to go?"

If it is an ordinary object, even if it is priceless, you can find a way to buy it, because although you don't want to admit it, this is indeed an era where most things can be solved by money.

And Lord Lilith has set aside for herself the wealth that she will not use up even if she lives for a few hundred years.

That's right, the thing you need is not something that can be bought with money, and it is precisely because of such a strange thing that you can make your bold ideas stand up, and you can force yourself to catch up with the progress that has fallen behind. Therefore......

"Please, take me there...... There. ā€

......

"Ahh ā€

After Onexia took herself on an itinerary comparable to a world trip, she finally managed to endure the discomfort in her heart and finally ushered in her ......

Unexpected circumstances.

Why, there are people here? Moreover, in the worst possible way of greeting them.

The woman in the strange dress was flipping her hands constantly, and this constant repetition only made her wonder if she was mentally handicapped.

Of course, this is based on science, and if she wants to bring in the most unreasonable magic in this world, she may be doing something suspicious by doing so.

"Ahh Dead cold. ā€

Onexia crossed her arms, in fact, she was a little unhappy when she learned that she was coming to such a place.

After looking for all kinds of guys and getting no help, Onexia still had no choice but to send herself over.

That's right, this is where Lilith inadvertently mentioned before, after all, poison is only a dead thing, and the impact it can cause is limited after all, in other words, it is impossible to meet Lilith's requirements without finding another way.

However, if this poison is replaced with a "live" drug, then there are still some possibilities that can meet Lilith-sama's expectations.

So, this is the destination for you.

The ghosts hovered the most, white floating objects floating around, and strange women sitting there repeating suspicious movements...... It's okay, don't be afraid, because you're already on the other side of fate.

"Tell her something, hurry up, this place is cold. ā€

Yes, it's really eerie and scary, but maybe it's because of the excitement and nervousness, but I don't feel anything cold.

"Lovely ...... What about the boys. Why do you have to do it?"

ā€œ...... I ......"

What I need, now I don't have to cower in my heart, not only for myself, but also for Lord Lilith.

"I want a lot...... The 'soul' in Lilith's mouth, a lot, a lot. ā€

"Uh-huh...... And then, what is it used for?"

"Research. ā€

"Research...... Ha. ā€

The woman in front of her suddenly stood up and began to look at herself with her eyes that had lost their smiles. There is an absolute negation in it, as if it not only denies himself, but even denies what Lord Lilith has done.

No, it's okay to deny yourself, because you're a guy with no talent.

But...... Denying Lilith or something, even if you can't do anything, you will never allow it. Because......

"Every soul is a life that has lost its memory. You ask me a lot, a lot. In other words, it's overdrawing many, many lives on me. ā€

Ay?

"And you say that you want to use it for research, then, further, you intend to bury these countless lives in your hands in an instant. Is that so? Mr. Murderer?"

Life......

Perhaps, how many innocent people will be killed by the developed things, this point does not seem realistic at all in my opinion.

Because human beings will shirk it, they only need to shift this responsibility to Lord Lilith, because the final result must be taken by her.

He will give Lilith more life on his back, even if he won't do it, but maybe he already has such thoughts in his subconscious. Because he was following Lord Lilith, perhaps, he took her for granted as a place where he could put all his pain and all his incomprehension.

I didn't become ugly because of her, but I was relatively ...... Mistress Lilith will take on more weight as a result.

Ahh Even the fact that I was not worthy of being by Lilith's side would have felt unworthy.

If you can't carry the weight of your life alone, but pile them on Lord Lilith, then what are you talking about...... What about serving her?

"That's right. ā€

Fear is followed by curiosity, curiosity is followed by excitement, excitement is followed by habit. This is the most basic process for ordinary people to treat new things.

However, I am not an ordinary person, and I need to skip many steps because of this. You must, immediately, get used to it.

"I need a lot of souls to study, but I can also make them hurt because of it. So, let's talk about the price. ā€

"The price? no, no, no price. You were already paid when you took these souls away. These souls, which are no longer useful to me, sometimes get in the way of my search, and it really helps to take them away. ā€

Maybe knowing this moment, I realized that not everyone is like that...... Kindness. Perhaps, in this dark and dull place, everyone hides kindness in their hearts forever.

For example, this woman in front of you.

"The soul, which is equivalent to eternal life, is just missing a body, and it was just a little question, it seems that you should already be able to use so many souls. Although the idea was firm and really fast...... So, how much do you want?"

How much...... Is it?

"How much can you offer?"

"A lot, a little more than you think. Humans are constantly being born and dying, and although the total number in their world is basically balanced, if these souls don't deal with it, it will still cause me a lot of trouble. ā€

"Then I'll take them all. ā€

The amount of real yĆ n is enough, but it is too little. Maybe what I planned at the beginning was to scavenge for what I wanted as much as possible.

Because he didn't want to just stop at "fulfilling Lilith's request", he wanted more, more praise from her.

I want to surprise her, I want to make her less troublesome, because this is the only thing that her fragile body can do, to share the weight of Lord Lilith. (To be continued......)