066 Love is hard to beat family affection
An Kang's conversation with Lin Mushuang almost crushed Lin Mushuang.
Even if Zhu Yingtai faces Liang Shanbo, he has the opportunity to stay and fly together. Even if Juliet faces Romeo, there is a possibility that she will stay together. However, the greatest love in the world cannot compete with the most ordinary family affection.
Lin Mushuang can transcend all obstacles and fall in love with anyone in the world, but she can't only fall in love with her beloved Ankang.
The cruel reality not only hit An Kang and Lin Mushuang, but also hit his uncle and aunt. Oh, they are no longer Ankang's uncle and aunt, but should be called Ankang's father and Lin Mushuang's mother.
Lin Mushuang's grief was expected. At this time, Lin Mushuang not only hated her father, but also hated her half-brother, and also hated her mother.
When a road is about to come to an end, I know that it is a dead end. How can people bear such despair?
Ankang really can't understand, how could this kind of plot in the TV series happen to him? Although he also knows that as a Shanghai educated youth living in a special era, he may face things beyond his power after arriving in the countryside. But what happened then is entirely possible to be prevented, not in the cruel way it is now.
Why is life so unfair to us? Why is life so cruel?
"It's all my fault! It's all my fault! Whenever he talked about it, Ankang's father beat his chest.
When Ankang saw his father's appearance, he was both annoyed and distressed.
"Why didn't you tell me about this until now, why didn't you tell me in the first place?" An Kang asked.
The father said to him, "This is because of an agreement I made with your adoptive parents before. Your adoptive parents have always feared that I'll take you away when you grow up, or that you'll leave them if you know who you really are. They don't want their hard-working son to be lost. I have repeatedly fought for you to come to Shanghai to study. It is precisely because your adoptive parents love you so much and know that your stay with them will delay your future, so they have to let you come to Shanghai with me. And then there was such a result. ”
"I see." Ankang is powerless to express anything about such a fact.
"You can't be blamed for the matter with Frost. The source of all sin is mine. I was worried from the beginning that you would get too close, and I tried to correct this deviation. But the business events in the past few years have really distracted me, so that I can't take good care of your brothers and sisters. It's all my fault! I hope you and Frost can forgive me for my mistakes. "My father was in tears.
What a pain the whole family has caused to this bad relationship.
Ankang wanted to talk to Lin Mushuang about it, but Lin Mushuang closed her door for several days. No matter who knocked on the door, she wouldn't open it.
The family fell into even greater pain in the atmosphere of Lin Mushuang's silent protest.
It's hard to tell which one is more painful, because they all have their own pain.
Lin Mushuang lost the lover she loved; In addition to losing my love forever, Ankang also has to face his own life experience that has changed dramatically; Ankang's father was wrong again and again because of his own mistakes; Lin Mushuang's mother was violated because her daughter was violated, and the person who violated his daughter was a boy he almost watched grow up.
Lin Mushuang is expressing her dissatisfaction with everyone by ignoring them, and she is also cutting everyone's hearts with hunger strikes.
Ankang decided that there was no point in staying in this house any longer, so he packed up his necessities and went back to school. Ankang's father and Lin Mushuang's mother naturally knew that Ankang was gone, and he must have changed from a family member to a real "child of a relative". If he hadn't been invited, Ankang probably wouldn't have come back to this home.
Ankang's father watched Ankang resolutely walk out of the house after packing his bags, but he could only look helplessly at his distant back.
Ankang now finally knows why his father and Lin Mushuang's mother have quarreled inexplicably in the past few years. And after every quarrel, his father's attitude towards him became extremely cold, but Lin Mushuang's mother was very affectionate to him. Ankang was finally able to understand the greatness of Lin Mushuang's mother's forbearance.
Back at school, Ankang was a completely different person, and he was depressed all day long, either in the classroom or in the study room. When I returned to the dormitory, I basically climbed to my upper bunk and lay face in. No matter who came to him, he would be scolded back by a phone call. An attitude of seeing who destroys whom.
The roommate in the same dormitory asked Ankang if he was out of love? An Kang thought for a moment and nodded. Falling out of love is indeed a very good reason to fall into a state of loneliness and loneliness. What's more, he is indeed out of love.
Ankang refused all the enlightenment and care of his roommates and classmates, and began to devote himself to a crazy state of studying. He already knew that he would not get a response if he sent any more messages to Lin Mushuang's BP machine, so he gradually stopped sending her messages. Every day, in addition to eating and sleeping, I concentrate on reading. Basically, there are classrooms, study rooms, and dormitories.
This state of Ankang lasted for a short time, and the professor who taught economics was short of manpower for a consulting project in Shenzhen, and in addition to the graduate students led by the professor, he also wanted to recruit two assistants from the undergraduate students to work in Shenzhen for a month.
Ankang did not hesitate to sign up. What Ankang needs now is not only to leave the home where his biological father was, but also to leave the city he knows and all the things related to it. He wanted to run away from it all.
Although he also knew that he was simply powerless to escape, a month to Shenzhen would at least give him a little respite from the infinite pain.
The sky in Shenzhen is bluer than in Shanghai, the air in Shenzhen is better than in Shanghai, and the moon in Shenzhen is even brighter than in Shanghai. Shenzhen is indeed a livable coastal city.
Ankang sat on the bus from the airport to the city and looked out the window, and his mood seemed to be much more cheerful than when he was in Shanghai.
Ankang is very glad that he participated in this project, because the workload of this project is much larger than he imagined. What he wants now is to be busy, to be able to keep himself busy without distractions. It seems that respite can only be obtained in the midst of respite from the hustle and bustle.
Just when the professor doubted whether he could meet the manpower requirements by bringing only two undergraduate assistants to Shenzhen, he was surprised to find that An Kang showed a desperate spirit of fighting against the crowd. His daily hard work and lack of sleep and food have made the official members of this project have to be ashamed of themselves.
This is how the days in Shenzhen passed.