Chapter 126: The Cause of the State
Li Mengmeng obviously didn't expect Xiao Shuyun to appear outside the ward in the morning, and just opened her mouth in surprise, but Xiao Shuyun, who was already mentally prepared, made a quiet gesture.
She was stunned, and knew that Xiao Shuyun didn't want to alarm her parents in the ward, so she closed her mouth tightly and closed the door with her hand.
Xiao Shuyun waved her hand at her at this time, and then lowered her voice: "Let's go out and talk." ”
Li Mengmeng nodded and silently followed her out of the ward.
Xiao Shuyun led Li Mengmeng straight out of the hospital, and only stopped when she crossed a road and arrived at an early stall.
Li Mengmeng didn't expect her to walk so far in one go, and without waiting for her to turn back, she said wittily: "Sister Shuyun, do you want to invite me to breakfast?" ”
Xiao Shuyun turned around slowly, and smiled at Li Mengmeng: "Isn't it okay?" I don't think you had breakfast yet. ”
Li Mengmeng was stunned: "I never eat breakfast." ”
Xiao Shuyun glanced at her with a strange tone: "You are still a medical student, don't you know that skipping breakfast is harmful to your health?" ”
"Thank you for the reminder, I'm used to it."
Xiao Shuyun looked at her with a tired face: "Are you too tired?" ”
Li Mengmeng nodded: "Well, it's a little bit, so I don't have an appetite." ”
"In that case, let's choose another place to sit."
Li Mengmeng knew that she wanted to talk to herself, so her heart moved: "You haven't eaten yet, have you?" I can eat with you. ”
Xiao Shuyun smiled happily and immediately beckoned to her: "Let's all sit down." ”
After Li Mengmeng sat down with her, she bought the breakfast first, and in the process of waiting for the breakfast, Li Mengmeng took the lead in asking: "Why did you come to the ward early in the morning?" Isn't the company busy enough for you? ”
Xiao Shuyun let out a wry smile: "No matter how busy the company is, it has to let me take a weekend off." ”
Li Mengmeng suddenly said: "By the way, I forgot that your company is also going to take a weekend off." ”
Xiao Shuyun groaned: "I was going to accompany your father today, but I didn't expect your mother to come over." ”
"Oh, so you came to accompany my dad on purpose."
"yes, it looks like your dad doesn't need me anymore."
Li Mengmeng was stunned: "What do you mean by this?" My mom only came this once. As an ex-wife, shouldn't she visit her terminally ill daughter's biological father? ”
Xiao Shuyun smiled slightly bitterly: "Can't you see how reluctant your father is to your mother?" It was as if she had brought him a touch of life. I immediately understood that your father needed your mother's care more in such a difficult time. ”
"But my parents are divorced after all, and you are my dad's real girlfriend."
"Mengmeng, do you think it's important to have a relationship with each other now? Isn't your mother his relative? ”
Li Mengmeng had an impulse in her heart: "Count! Forget it, of course! ”
"Since they are all relatives, why bother with each other's relationship?"
Li Mengmeng thought for a moment, and couldn't help but ask tentatively: "Are you ready to quit?" ”
Xiao Shuyun smiled bitterly again: "Do I still have a way out?" ”
"Do you feel like you're being forced to move forward?"
Xiao Shuyun shook her head: "No one forced me, but the reality made me have to go on." Originally, I thought that bringing the troubled company out of the doldrums would be the best consolation for him, but now it seems that it is not. He probably looked down on everything in the most difficult moment of his life, but only family affection is the most important. ”
"But after all, you are the woman he loves the most, aren't you the most important relative?"
"I can be his relative, but whether it's most important depends on his mentality."
Li Mengmeng pondered for a moment, and then asked tentatively, "Sister Shuyun, what are you going to do next?" ”
Xiao Shuyun's eyes moistened: "I really want to be by his side in his most difficult moment, but because the company needs me more, I can't help myself." But if I continue to stick to the company now, does it still make sense for him? ”
Li Mengmeng also moistened her eyes: "Of course it makes sense." Regardless of whether Dad still values the company, after all, it is the hard work of Dad for most of his life, and even the hard work of Mom. If they can't run at this moment, it will be a complete negation of their achievements. Besides, the company is not only personal to the father, but also to have an explanation for those employees. So, for whatever reason, you have no reason to abandon the company. ”
Li Mengmeng's words made Xiao Shuyun, who was originally depressed, enthusiastic when she heard it, and couldn't help but say emotionally: "Mengmeng, with such a sentence from you, even if I do my best for the company, it is not a pity." ”
Li Mengmeng nodded: "Well, you are a real professional woman, no matter how you are a person and a worker, you must know how to start and finish." In the future, you will have to devote all your energy to the company, Dad doesn't need you here for the time being, you just need to come to the ward every night and tell Dad the good news about the company, which is the best comfort for him. Whether he still values the company or not, the company is always like a child of his. ”
Xiao Shuyun nodded again, expressing her approval of her words.
At this time, the stall owner brought their breakfast to them.
Faced with the steaming breakfast, Xiao Shuyun did not rush to get off the chopsticks, but lowered her head and asked tentatively while examining her breakfast: "Mengmeng, how is your relationship with him?" ”
Li Mengmeng was stunned at first, and then realized that the topic of the other party's conversation should be this problem.
"I haven't contacted him in days."
"Why?"
"Aren't you anxious because of your father's illness?"
"Oh, is it in your mind that Dad comes first?"
"Of course Dad comes first, but he won't take a back seat in my mind."
Xiao Shuyun's heart was shocked: "Since this is the case, then why did you neglect him?" ”
"Because I've been in a very low mood lately."
Xiao Shuyun looked puzzled: "In this case, you should talk to him." ”
Li Mengmeng seemed very calm: "If he were an ordinary man, I would talk to him at the most helpless moment, but he is not, but a scientist who is engaged in a great career, so I can't infect him with bad feelings." ”
Xiao Shuyun looked at her in amazement: "Meng Meng... Do you deserve to endure so much? ”
Li Mengmeng smiled indifferently: "The motivation I can bear comes from my love for him, and allowing him to make his career go to the peak is the best embodiment of the value of my love." Because his success is also the success of the country, which is my biggest dream. Think about it, will I feel like I'm going to take it? ”
Xiao Shuyun was speechless, and trembled, recalling the bits and pieces of life with her ex-husband in her mind...
She was ashamed that she often talked to her husband, who is a scientist, about the pressure of her work, and she never shared his pressure. The reason is very simple, since he is much younger than him and a girl, he should have such a right. As everyone knows, his career is only working for a private company, and his value can only be linked to wealth, how can these be compared with his ex-husband's career? The cause of others is the cause of the country. Which is more important than the individual compared to the state?
Li Mengmeng saw that it was no longer hot earlier, so she subconsciously reminded her: "Sister Shuyun, hurry up and eat." ”
At this time, Xiao Shuyun was still reflecting on herself, where did she still have an appetite?
Li Mengmeng was curious: "What are you thinking?" ”
Xiao Shuyun shook her head gloomily: "I didn't think about anything, but I was reflecting on myself." ”
"Introspection? What's wrong with you? ”
Xiao Shuyun calmed down her emotions, and then faced her solemnly: "Mengmeng, I wasn't optimistic about your enthusiasm for Xiaoguang at the beginning, but now it turns out that I was wrong." ”
Li Mengmeng was stunned: "Could it be you?" ”
Xiao Shuyun raised her hand: "Mengmeng, please don't be nervous, what I want to reflect on is that I am far inferior to you in love and marriage." Although you are not interested in your father's company, this does not mean that you are not enterprising, but your values are to let your favorite life value shine, for this goal, you can bear everything and tolerate everything. I am sincerely happy for you, and even more so for Xiaoguang. ”
Li Mengmeng's eyes lit up: "Do you really think so?" ”
Xiao Shuyun nodded firmly: "Well, even if your father leaves, I won't return to him, because I don't deserve him anymore." Even though I had figured out who had saved me in the first place, and understood how much he loved me, it didn't matter. What he needs most now is someone who can help him share in times of pain; Encourage him in times of difficulty; A woman who can be by his side when he is lonely. And only you can do it all. Therefore, you must not lose this opportunity, otherwise you will regret it for the rest of your life. ”
Li Mengmeng's nose was sour: "Sister Shuyun... Now that you are aware of this, it means that you have the ability to start over with him. Do you want to regret it for the rest of your life? ”
"Mengmeng, I really can't turn back, it's not just your father and the company who need me, even if I go to him now, I can only give him an invisible pressure, which is a blessing or a curse for his career, isn't it clear at a glance? And you are different, since he invited you to eat dumplings, it means that her appearance is a kind of motivation for him. Not only at work, but also as a motivation for a happy future. So, there's no reason for you to give up your worth. ”
Li Mengmeng's heart at the moment was really full of mixed feelings, and tears of excitement came out of her eyes-
Xiao Shuyun hurriedly reminded: "Mengmeng, put away your tears, and when you face him, you must infect him with a sunny smile, so that he can experience the beauty of life." ”
Li Mengmeng nodded desperately while sobbing: "Sister Shuyun... Thank you..."
After Li Mengmeng said goodbye to Xiao Shuyun, she did not go to the Ziguang Observatory immediately, but went back to her home first. She has been crawling in the ward for many days, and she already looks very haggard, and she needs to touch up her makeup to retouch herself, as Xiao Shuyun reminded, to show a sunny smile to the person she loves the most.