"Wait!"

Just as Zhu Xu turned around and walked out, Nan Binghuai suddenly stopped him from behind.

He looked back suddenly: "Do you have anything else?" ”

Nan Binghuai replied word by word: "I'll go with you!" ”

Zhu Xu looked very uneasy: "You are so busy... How can I leave for my personal affairs? ”

"You're wrong again, this matter is by no means your personal affair for me. This is related to the stability of the technical team of this project. I can't take it lightly. ”

Zhu Xu had no choice but to nod: "Okay." ”

Nan Binghuai didn't have time to go to the studio to make an explanation, so he informed the driver to start the car immediately, and ran to Bo'ai Hospital with Zhu Xu-

Along the way, neither of them spoke, they all rushed forward with anxious expressions, and they didn't hate that this car could give birth to a pair of wings.

But reality often backfires. The car was stuck in traffic on a heavily trafficked road for a while, and had to stop when it was time to hit a red light.

Zhu Xu's heart was like grass overgrown, and he felt that when he rushed to the hospital at such a speed, he might not even have the opportunity to let his wife get taken care of in the first place when he got off the operating table. At this time, he only prayed that time would go a little slower.

However, time is always against people's wishes. When they finally arrived at the hospital, it was past eleven o'clock, and it was almost time to leave work at noon.

Zhu Xu's heart sank, and he felt that the cucumbers and vegetables were cold now.

Nan Binghuai was also very frustrated, and when he stepped out of the car with his heavy feet, he immediately urged Zhu Xu, who was still sitting in the car: "Why don't you hurry up and get out of the car?" ”

Zhu Xu was still full of grief, holding back tears to open the door and get out of the car. He felt the hospital building in front of him shaking. In fact, his thoughts were almost hazy, and his weak legs could barely support his trembling body.

Nan Binghuai had to remind him: "Xiao Zhu, no matter what the outcome of the matter is, you have to cheer up." Don't forget that you're a man, and if you let Yuzhu see your broken nerves, wouldn't it be rubbing salt on her wounds? ”

Under his serious reminder and supervision, Zhu Xu finally cheered up a little and walked towards the gate of the hospital step by step-

Nan Binghuai followed behind him inch by inch, so that he could help the other party in time when his body collapsed.

Zhu Xu walked to his wife's place of work almost in a daze, and met his wife's female colleague again.

When the female colleague saw him, she looked surprised: "Lao Zhu, why are you here again?" ”

Zhu Xu smiled sadly: "I'm here to visit Zhuzhu." ”

"Zhuzhu? Didn't she come home? ”

Zhu Xu frowned: "Could it be that she just went home after the abortion?" ”

The female colleague's eyes were even more strange: "What are you talking about?" Zhuzhu finally got pregnant, what kind of abortion do you do? ”

Zhu Xu's eyes lit up: "Then why did she go home?" ”

"Alas, for the sake of your flesh and blood, she would rather give up her job, and ask the leader for a long leave as soon as she gets to work this morning. She then went back. ”

Zhu Xu almost couldn't believe his ears: "This... Is this true? ”

At this time, the female colleague asked rhetorically: "Didn't you two discuss it before?" ”

Zhu Xu didn't have time to answer his wife's female colleague, but turned back to Nan Binghuai and cast a Jedi-like light.

Nan Binghuai was also excited, and pulled Zhu Xu's arm: "Let's go home quickly!" ”

"Ahh

As a wise scientist, Zhu Xu's mind was almost blindfolded after experiencing a rollercoaster of mental torture, and only under Nan Binghuai's fiddling could he make the right steps.

On the way home from the hospital, although Zhu Xu's mood was still urgent, his demeanor was very different from that of going to the hospital from the unit before. While he was grateful to his wife for making this decision, he couldn't help but think about the way out in the future.

Nan Binghuai had a different mentality, and told Zhu Xu while thinking a little: "As soon as you see Yuzhu, you must first admit your mistakes to her, and promise not to hurt her in the future." ”

Zhu Xu hurriedly said, "Oh, I know." ”

Nan Binghuai looked relieved: "I'll just say, what a good girl Yuzhu is, how could she have an abortion regardless of your feelings?" You really don't know your daughter-in-law so well. Has she paid less for you in recent years? ”

Zhu Xu lowered his head a little embarrassed: "I was wrong... I'm sorry for her..."

When the two of them finally appeared at the door of Zhu Xu's house, Nan Binghuai, in order to show respect for Dou Yuzhu, did not let Zhu Xu open the lock by himself, but told him to knock on the door first.

Zhu Xu also wanted his wife to be a little prepared, so he raised his hand and knocked lightly on the door.

As a result, there was no sound in the door.

Zhu Xu's heart moved, and he quickly stepped up his efforts to knock on the door.

However, there was still no response from the door.

Zhu Xu had no choice but to shout: "Zhuzhu open the door quickly." I know you're in there. We're here. ”

However, even if he shouted at the top of his voice, there was no one in him who answered.

Nan Binghuai frowned: "Isn't she at home?" ”

Zhu Xu recalled the despair on his wife's face when she went to the hospital this morning, and couldn't help but say: "She... Can't you think about it? ”

Nan Binghuai had no choice but to continue to remind: "What are you still doing in a daze, don't you open the door quickly?" ”

Zhu Xu shook Suosuo and found his door key from the pocket of his clothes, and then inserted it into the keyhole to open the door...

The door was finally opened—

Zhu Xu broke in and saw that the living room was empty.

His heart suddenly lifted, and he hurriedly looked along the doors around the living room one by one...

As a result, there was no Dou Yuzhu in the bedroom, study, kitchen, or bathroom. Zhu Xu's heart sank suddenly!

Nan Binghuai followed up at this time, and frowned: "Where is the jade bead?" ”

Zhu Xu looked depressed: "She's not at home." ”

Nan Binghuai's expression became serious: "Where will she go at noon?" ”

Zhu Xu's heart suddenly flashed a hint of foreboding: "She... You can't think about it, right? ”

Nan Binghuai rolled his eyes: "Did you bully her?" ”

Zhu Xu hurriedly confessed: "No... No... But she's sad..."

Nan Binghuai took a deep breath: "Don't scare yourself. Yuzhu is a sensible child, and she will not be so small-minded. Besides, she still has a child in her belly, so she won't be rash. ”

Zhu Xu was still unsteady in his heart, so he couldn't help but go to the bedroom to rummage through it, and suddenly anxiously broke out to face Nan Binghuai.

Nan Binghuai's heart sank: "What did you find?" ”

"A few of her favorite outfits are gone."

"Did she run away from home?"

"Since her phone can't get through, this can only be explained."

"Where can she go?"

Zhu Xu had already let go of his wife and couldn't think about it, but he looked suspicious: "We don't have any relatives in this city." Where she'll go, I don't know. ”

Nan Binghuai thought for a moment, and suddenly his eyes lit up: "Xiao Zhu, look for it." She might have left you with some clues. ”

"Oh? Will it? ”

Nan Binghuai explained: "Since she wants to move out, she will definitely give you an explanation, and she doesn't want to listen to your advice, so there is only one way to stay in the book." Besides, can she bear to let you worry about her? ”

Zhu Xu was right when he thought about it, so he went crazy and flipped around...

Nan Binghuai reminded again: "Don't panic, Yuzhu will definitely put the clues in a place that is easy for you to find, and will not hide them." ”

Zhu Xu was so anxious that he was sweating profusely: "She... Where will she be placed? ”

Nan Binghuai walked back to the living room at this time, carefully scanned the surroundings, and suddenly fell on the coffee table.

"Xiao Zhu, look at it!"

As if discovering a new world, Nan Binghuai pointed to a folded white paper on the coffee table with his hand.

Zhu Xu looked in the direction of his finger, and suddenly realized that his wife had actually placed her book in the most conspicuous place, but his own attention was completely absent from the empty sofa, and the book was almost placed in the dark place under the lamp.

Zhu Xu secretly scolded himself for being completely out of proportion in a hurry, and pounced on the coffee table in three steps and two steps-

When his trembling hands spread out the letter, his wife's rows of delicate small words appeared in front of his eyes—

Zhu Xu, when you read this letter, I was already gone. Please don't worry, I will not leave you, and even though your actions have hurt me, I can't hate you because I love you. Maybe love can really encompass everything about the other person. Actually, you're not wrong. When you devote everything you have to the country's scientific and technological undertakings, it seems that I have seen the spirit of those older generation of scientists who have dedicated themselves to the country reappearing in you. As your lover, I am deeply proud of you. I am also mentally prepared to give selflessly to you. However, this is easier said than done.

After all, I am a girl in the prime of life, and I look forward to the flowers under the care of my lover. But as a scientist's wife, I can't be surrounded by my husband like other women. For this, I secretly don't know how many tears have been shed. After that, I kept reassuring myself and reasoning with myself, because if I want to be a family member of an honorable scientist, I have to give up something. Maybe this is the dialectic of gain and loss, right? However, I am pregnant this time, and because of my anemia, I can no longer bear everything on my own. At this time, how I wish that my lover could stand up and be sheltered from the wind and rain. However, I also know that you can't do this, because you have already tied yourself to the astronomical cause of the country.

For this, I feel wronged and have made a small gesture to you. However, when I found out last night that you had barely slept all night, I realized that I had put pressure on you, and I felt sad about my situation at the same time. As a woman, I want to hear my lover make concessions for herself, even if it's to coax me? However, your decision to have an abortion in the morning made my heart cold to the extreme. Do I really want to give up this hard-won little life? I asked myself over and over again, but when I noticed your expression, it was equally pessimistic and hopeless. This shook my heart, and you may be more upset than I am. I suddenly realized that my selfishness had put you in a dilemma.

Sorry, my dear, I really shouldn't have put so much pressure on you. Thinking back to the time when you worked hard for the RS-76 project, I really shouldn't have been so willful. My dear, I really shouldn't be willful to you, I hope you can forgive me.

In order to give birth to this child for the Zhu family safely, and not share your energy, I made a decision, that is, to temporarily leave the city and return to my hometown to raise a baby. In order to support your work, I would rather give up my career and take care of my parents in my hometown, and I will raise the baby safely. Please don't worry about me, I hope you can continue to bring me good news in my career. What I can do now is to raise a lovely baby for you, and let you devote yourself to the national Tianyan project without distraction, so as to achieve a bumper harvest for your career and family.

My dear, now that there is nothing to drag you down at home, don't be distracted anymore and devote yourself to scientific research to realize your dreams. Please don't feel guilty, I'm willing to do it. Because you are my lover, your dream is naturally my dream, and it is the dream of hundreds of millions of Chinese······

When Zhu Xu read this, he couldn't help but have mixed feelings, the words written behind his wife were completely blurred in front of his eyes, and he sobbed...