Chapter 231: Contradictions

Because the knock on the door was a little unexpected, Li Mengmeng was startled, and couldn't help asking: "Who?" ”

Xiao Shuyun's voice came in from outside: "It's me." What are you doing in there? ”

"I... I'm going to the bathroom. What are you knocking on? If you're in a hurry, you can go to the upstairs bathroom. ”

"I'm not going to go to the toilet, but I'm going to take Miss Liu Yan upstairs to visit, I'm worried that you won't find us when you come out, so I'll inform you."

"Oh, then you two go up first. I'll be fine right away. ”

"Well, we'll be waiting for you up there."

Li Mengmeng was sure that Xiao Shuyun had left, so she continued to speak into her mobile phone: "It was your ex-wife just now." ”

"I've heard it. It turned out that you were calling me in the bathroom. ”

"yes, is it disrespectful to you?"

"No, no, it's normal for you to sit on the toilet and talk to me."

Li Mengmeng chuckled: "you!" ”

Liu Xiaoguang said at this time: "I won't delay your time, go and accompany the VIPs at home." ”

"It's okay, Sister Shuyun will accompany her. I took the opportunity to wash up. ”

Liu Xiaoguang let out an "oh", although he did not hang up the phone, he was also silent.

Li Mengmeng couldn't hear him speak, so he guessed that Xiao Shuyun's name stimulated his sensitive nerves, so he asked tentatively: "Brother Xiaoguang?" ”

Liu Xiaoguang said "oh" again, to listen to her next.

Li Mengmeng asked bluntly: "Don't you want to ask if Shuyun is doing well?" ”

"This... Why should I ask? ”

"Because she is not only your ex-wife who has lived with you for more than ten years, but also your son's guardian, you should care about her in all sense."

Liu Xiaoguang was silent for a moment before he made a subtle voice: "She is accompanied by you, can she have a bad time?" I'm afraid my concern is unnecessary. ”

Li Mengmeng's face changed slightly: "Don't put gold on my face." I'll tell you the truth, she's having a bad time, and she's got gray hair on her head. She dragged the white hair on my head every day behind my back. I can see that she cares a lot about her youth, but the more she tries to keep it, the faster it passes. ”

Liu Xiaoguang let out a sigh: "Alas, the alternating rules of nature between the old and the new cannot be changed by anyone. She should be able to see it. ”

"Brother Xiaoguang, why don't you understand a woman's heart? Sister Shuyun's limited youth is still in the middle of a rut, what a cruel thing this is for her. ”

Liu Xiaoguang was shocked: "Mengmeng, what do you mean by this?" Do you want me to reunite with her? ”

"I didn't think about it that way because I didn't want to give away my most precious thing to someone else. But Shuyun is so pitiful, she is simply emotionally tormented. Every day, when I see her barely hiding her emotions, I don't know how to comfort her. ”

Liu Xiaoguang hurriedly said: "Mengmeng, listen to me, it's best not to comfort her." Because she is a strong woman who refuses to expose her weaknesses to others. I'm afraid your comfort will hurt her even more! ”

Li Mengmeng was entangled for a moment before she was embarrassed: "I can also see it, in order to avoid her embarrassment, I have to pretend that I can't see anything." But I feel like my conscience can't get over it, and I bear self-blame every day..."

Liu Xiaoguang's eyes widened in shock, and he couldn't help but lose his voice: "Girl, do you know what you're talking about?" It's not your fault at all, are you going to torture yourself? ”

"I know... But it's hard to see her... Can I feel better? ”

"Mengmeng, each of us has our own life trajectory and our own fate. We don't have to suffer the pain of others. You see, there are countless people in this world who are living in pain. We can't really do anything. ”

"I can't control the pain that I can't see, but the clouds of pain are dangling in front of my eyes every day. How can I be indifferent? ”

"Mengmeng, since that's the case, you should move out."

"Moving out? Where are you asking me to move to? ”

"You can move to your mother's house. Can't her house hold you? ”

"Well, you're right. There's really no place for me in her house. ”

"Huh? Did she find a partner? ”

"Nope. My mother's heart is not as heavy as that of So-yun, especially when my father died shortly after, and it is impossible to think about personal issues. However, her home really can't accommodate me, and it is already occupied by a group of children. ”

Liu Xiaoguang looked surprised and said, "Why is this?" Did she bring the kindergarten children to her home? ”

"She doesn't work in kindergarten now, but runs a lunch nursery on her own."

"Lunch nursery?" Liu Xiaoguang looked incredible, "Can she be busy alone?" ”

"She didn't do it alone, but partnered with several aunts around her, but she occupied her house."

Liu Xiaoguang thought for a moment, still puzzled: "If she is lonely, she can go back to the company to assist Shuyun in her work." She is now a major shareholder, can she suffer that burden? ”

"She doesn't get tired because she treats those children as if they were her own; She will not be afraid of making less money, because what she lacks is not money, but happiness. She wants to enrich herself and dedicate her love to the flowers of the motherland. ”

Liu Xiaoguang was suddenly in awe: "Your mother is really amazing." Her happiness is how to interpret the value of her life. ”

Li Mengmeng immediately changed the topic: "Let's talk about Shuyun again." Even if I can move out, even into your old home, it won't be a problem, but isn't that cruel to her? She's lonely enough, can you bear to let her face this big empty mansion alone with a woman's family? ”

Liu Xiaoguang's mood is a little confused, although he said that he transferred his feelings to Li Mengmeng, but not all, he still retains the position of his ex-wife in his heart, and transforms it into an indelible family affection. The struggling heart hesitated for a while before he questioned: "Mengmeng, what do you mean by mentioning this to me now?" Is it trying to break my feelings? ”

"Split your feelings? If your heart were like a rock, it wouldn't be divided. In fact, I have always been very conflicted in my heart, and I have wanted to talk to you seriously several times, but I am worried that it will affect your work, so I have to bury it deep in my heart. ”

"Meng Meng, since you're afraid of affecting me, you should always bury it deeply, why do you have to throw it out?"

"Because it's not fair to Shuyun! I can see that she still has feelings for you. She said on the surface that she wanted to bless me, but I knew that she couldn't let go of her heart, especially when she learned the truth about the last time you personally sent her to the hospital, and her eyes were always weird. If it weren't for the fact that my dad was suddenly diagnosed with a terminal illness, she might have chosen to leave him. Now she is tormented, every time I go out to see you at night, she has been waiting in the living room... Brother XiaoguangΒ·Β·Β· I know she's eager to hear about you from my mouth... Even if it's just a few words... The same is true tonight... I can't stand it... I have to confess to you... In order not to interfere with your work... I can hide from you the news of my father's death and suffer the grief alone... But I can't... Can't watch her under pressure from the company at the same time... Bear the emotional torment again... Am I willing to watch her pull out her white hair every day until she strips her head naked..."

"Moe Moe!" Liu Xiaoguang closed his eyes in pain, and gasped for a few breaths before he sounded: "You may be allergic." Maybe she misses your dad too much? You can't deny Sook-woon's feelings for your dad. She didn't divorce me in the first place. She may not have gotten out of the pain of losing your father. ”

Li Mengmeng shook her head gloomily: "Although you are much older than me, you don't have the heart that I understand a woman." If she weren't concerned about you, she wouldn't have taken the initiative to bring you delicious food. I'll tell you the truthβ€”she took the initiative to bring up our dinner tonight, and she made it herself. I know she would love to do something for you to dismiss you. ”

Liu Xiaoguang was shocked again, he should have guessed that these familiar flavors were from his ex-wife, and his eyes blurred instantly.

"Mengmeng, what do you want me to do?"

Li Mengmeng asked rhetorically: "I was just about to ask you with this sentence." What am I going to do? Do you feel at ease with you in love with her every day? ”

Liu Xiaoguang was silent, feeling that the mobile phone in the palm of his hand seemed to be a thousand weights, and he had to hang down.

Li Mengmeng couldn't get a reply from him for a long time, so she had to hang up the phone. At this moment, Liu Xiaoguang's emotional struggle also cast a shadow over her heart.

When Li Mengmeng walked up to the second floor, Liu Yan, accompanied by Xiao Shuyun, had already finished visiting all the rooms above and was waiting for her in a small living room.

At this time, when the three of them faced each other, the scene was actually quite dull, and neither of them could smile genuinely. That's because all three of them have reasons to be unhappy.

Xiao Shuyun couldn't figure out why Li Mengmeng went to the bathroom once but her eyes were teary-eyed, but she didn't have time to ask about this, but turned her expression to Liu Yan again: "Sister is tired, right?" Hurry up and wash up and sleep, right? ”

Liu Yan's melancholy eyes suddenly lit up: "Can I take a shower here?" ”

Li Mengmeng's heart moved, and she suddenly understood how relieving and comfortable it would be if she could take a hot bath after a long journey.

"Sister, my family can not only take a shower, but also take a bath. I'll give you warm water right away! ”

When Liu Yan saw that she turned around and went to another bathroom, she couldn't help muttering, "Wouldn't it be too troublesome?" ”

Li Mengmeng's footsteps did not stop at all: "No, trouble!" I happened to soak it too. We can rub each other's baths. ”

Liu Yan couldn't help but be stunned: "Is your bathtub that big?" ”

"My house is not a bathtub, it's a bath. Don't say that you can accommodate the two of us, even if you add Sister Shuyun, there is no problem. ”

Li Mengmeng suddenly turned her head before letting herself disappear: "Sister Shuyun also took the opportunity to wash it?" ”

Xiao Shuyun shook her head: "No, I don't want to wash it." ”

Li Mengmeng had no objection, and then ran to a large bathroom, where a large bath was located. As she said, there is no problem with accommodating three people in the bath together. She quickly turned on the hot and cold water pipes and opened the maximum amount to fill the huge bath as quickly as possible.

Since it would take some time to fill the water, Li Mengmeng didn't need to wait here, and returned to the small living room.

Xiao Shuyun saw that she had turned back again, so she stood up and snorted: "Mengmeng, let's talk with Miss Liu Yan for a while, I'll go to the bedroom to make a bed for the two of you first." ”

Li Mengmeng immediately suggested: "Sister Shuyun, let's sleep in that big bedroom together, okay?" ”

Xiao Shuyun smiled: "As long as Miss Liu Yan doesn't dislike me, I'm not honest when I sleep." ”

Liu Yan didn't know that Xiao Shuyun liked to play tricks when she slept, so in order to show her affinity, she hurriedly said: "I don't dislike it." Actually, I don't sleep honestly. I'm afraid it will affect both of you. ”

Li Mengmeng grinned: "It seems that I have to be sandwiched between the two of you in order to achieve that the two sisters do not invade each other." ”