"This..." Xiao Shuyun couldn't say it clearly, hesitated for a moment, and then said implicitly: "Since you can't let go of her in your heart, then I have to make a backup." ”

"Make a backup?" Liu Xiaoguang was puzzled, "What are you kidding?" ”

"Xiaoguang, I'm serious. Since you and Mengmeng haven't walked into the marriage hall hand in hand, won't there be changes? ”

Liu Xiaoguang was a little creepy when he heard it, and couldn't help but scold: "What nonsense are you talking about? Will our marriage change? Unless I die! ”

Xiao Shuyun was shocked, and her eyes suddenly burst into tears. In her opinion, Mengmeng is dying, but how can she tell the truth to her ex-husband?

Liu Xiaoguang saw that she was about to cry, thinking that her words were too serious, which made her sad, and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry." ”

"No, you're not sorry for me, but you might be sorry for a lovely girl."

Liu Xiaoguang frowned: "You said I would be sorry for Mengmeng?" ”

Xiao Shuyun smiled bitterly.

Liu Xiaoguang said with a solemn look: "I'm sorry Mengmeng, I've been with her for a long time, and I've been favored by her a lot, but I can't give her anything." I owe her a debt that can only be repaid in the future. ”

The wry smile on Xiao Shuyun's face did not disappear"|Alas, don't you know her? She doesn't need anything in return. ”

Liu Xiaoguang shook his head: "No, Mengmeng is a kind girl, and she won't let me regret it for life." ”

"Please don't take it too seriously, does she need your repayment, sometimes she can't be the master."

Unexpectedly, Liu Xiaoguang's eyes lit up: "You are so right! Of course she can't be the master, I should be the master! ”

Xiao Shuyun was stunned and said, "What do you mean by this?" ”

Liu Xiaoguang showed a smug expression: "Mengmeng once said that as long as I can make achievements in China's Tianyan Project, that is to say, this huge instrument can stand in the east of the world, that is the best reward for her!" ”

Xiao Shuyun was shocked in her heart: "Mengmeng said it too well. That's what I want. ”

Liu Xiaoguang was stunned, and remembered that she hated herself in the past. She has a strong sense of vanity, and she hopes to make achievements to put gold on her face. However, her psychology is completely different from Mengmeng, and there is no comparison at all. At this time, he couldn't help but miss Li Mengmeng again, and he was also extremely annoyed in his heart - why didn't this girl go out without saying hello in advance?

Xiao Shuyun was still waiting to make this glass of wine with him, so she changed her title: "Xiaoguang, for the sake of our former husband and wife, I made this bar." ”

Liu Xiaoguang looked at his ex-wife who was holding the wine glass, and felt a little embarrassed: "Shuyun... I really can't drink anymore or I won't be able to go back. ”

"You can stay here for the night."

Liu Xiaoguang couldn't believe his ears: "What? You let me live here? ”

Xiao Shuyun's demeanor was very calm: "Yes, you will make this place your home in the future." ”

Liu Xiaoguang just wanted to refute, but then he thought about it again, since this is Mengmeng's home, isn't it equal to his own home? People are right.

Xiao Shuyun saw that he was a little sluggish, and urged again: "Raise your glass quickly." ”

Liu Xiaoguang glanced at his wife's affectionate gaze, and suddenly his heart sank, feeling that if he persisted any longer, he was afraid that he would ignite an old relationship with her, so he quickly stood up.

Xiao Shuyun was stunned: "What are you going to do?" ”

"Shuyun, I'm really sorry, I suddenly thought that there was an urgent matter in the unit, and I had to go back to deal with it, and now I have to go."

Xiao Shuyun's heart trembled, and she had to put down her wine glass in disappointment.

"Xiaoguang, what is the important thing that makes you leave everything here? Don't you see this dinner that I've spent hours preparing? You haven't eaten a few bites, shouldn't you cherish the fruits of my labor? ”

Liu Xiaoguang looked back at the table again, and many of them were things he liked to eat. However, if I can go on with peace of mind, I'm afraid it will bring a hint of illusion to my ex-wife, isn't it?

He was very decisive at this time: "Shuyun, I'm really sorry." I have to rush back. ”

He didn't dare to face her at this time, and he turned around sharply and walked out—

Xiao Shuyun was completely disappointed, and couldn't help but lose her voice: "Xiaoguang, please stay!" ”

Liu Xiaoguang's heart was excited, and he immediately nailed the door, but he didn't look back, because his ex-wife, who had no courage to purpose, turned from ardent hope to disappointment and sadness.

"Shuyun, what's the matter?"

"Xiaoguang... If you leave, I'm afraid there will be no time to return... Even if you leave me ruthlessly... Don't your son care? Shouldn't I say goodbye to my son? ”

Liu Xiaoguang replied lightly: "I actually said goodbye to Ning Ning just now, because I have finished saying everything I should say to him, so I won't disturb him to rest." ”

Xiao Shuyun saw that her ex-husband had no intention of turning back, so she had to sobb heartbrokenly: "Since you dislike me... Let's go... I will never keep you..."

Liu Xiaoguang realized that he was a little rude, and finally turned around: "Shuyun, don't be sad. If I had been ruthless to you, I wouldn't have come to say goodbye to you. There's really something going on in my unit. Now I'm going to a brand new job, and I've been working for several years, and although there is a chance to come back in between, I'm afraid it's hard to have a chance to meet privately. You must take care of Ning Ning, and you must also take care of yourself. ”

Xiao Shuyun's disappointment and helplessness calmed down a little: "I will cultivate Ning Ning well, because he is the descendant of a scientist, and he must not be allowed to smear your face." ”

Liu Xiaoguang's heart was hot, and he recalled Li Mengmeng's words, so he said: "Don't be too bitter about yourself, if you meet the right one, find another companion." ”

Xiao Shuyun smiled bitterly and shook her head: "No, if God doesn't give me a chance to go back, I won't take another step forward." ”

"Shuyun... What are you doing here? ”

"Xiaoguang... I can't afford to take a detour... Since God has punished me... I'd rather be alone for the rest of my life..."

Liu Xiaoguang couldn't face his ex-wife's tears anymore, so he gritted his teeth and turned around and hurriedly pushed open the door-

When he faced the vast night outside, he couldn't control his tears, but in the dark, completely obscured his sad side.

He finally got into the taxi, but his ex-wife's previous demeanor towards him, whether it was earnest, affectionate, and later miserable and helpless, lingered in his mind, making him feel a faint pain in his heart.

Besides, Xiao Shuyun didn't chase it out, but sat down on the chair again, and the table full of sumptuous banquets in front of her was already blurred.

She cried silently for a while, before she could barely stabilize her emotions, suddenly picked up her wine glass, drank the jade liquid in it in one go, and swallowed the wine poured for her ex-husband when she was still unsatisfied. Now she can only rely on alcohol to cool and anesthetize the swollen things in her body.

After a long time, her mind gradually became clearer, and she felt that her ex-husband did not do anything wrong, not to mention whether he could forgive his past, just to say that his feelings for Mengmeng should not be severed from him. Alas, he still doesn't know anything about Meng Meng's situation at the moment.

When Xiao Shuyun thought of this, she couldn't help but pat her head, alas, think about poor Mengmeng, what reason do you have not to cherish the present? Is there any reason not to endure a tunnel experience on the life train?

In contrast, Li Mengmeng is even more full of pathos, not knowing where to go in this cold and dark night. She didn't dare to go home, worried that Liu Xiaoguang was still immersed in the joy of the original family, and she didn't dare to go to her mother, worried that her gaffe would make her mother worry about herself. Now, she has to carry all the pain on her shoulders alone, and vent her sadness happily in a place where no one else cares.

Dididi···

I don't know how long it took, but a ringing of her mobile phone pulled her out of her misery.

She wiped her pretty face with the sleeve of her clothes, and then smeared the phone from the operating table, and with the help of the light of the mobile phone screen, she saw that it was Liu Xiaoguang's call. This made his heart move, did he go back?

She quickly hummed, tried her vocal cords, and felt that she was not hoarse, so she answered the phone steadily-

"Hey, is Brother Xiaoguang having a good time tonight?"

Liu Xiaoguang was still sitting in the taxi, and he couldn't wait to contact his beloved when he returned to the unit, and when he heard her sweet greeting, he almost didn't cry: "Mengmeng, can I be happy without you tonight?" ”

"Alas, when you are with your former family, don't you bring back good memories of the past? Why do you want to be so obsessed with me? ”

"Mengmeng, that was my previous world, but my current world is you."

When Li Mengmeng heard his true confession, tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes, and she barely controlled her voice: "Brother Xiaoguang, Sister Shuyun is your most beloved woman after all, if you don't miss the past, how can you cherish the future?" You should treat her as your dearest relative like your son, and never hurt her. ”

"Mengmeng, I have already indicated to you the position between me and Shuyun. She and I will never go back to the way we used to live. ”

"But you also said that without me, your emotional door would always be open to her."

"Yes, I don't deny what I once said, but because you have taken possession of my heart, should I have no feelings for her?"

Li Mengmeng couldn't help but feel sour: "Brother Xiaoguang... If I can't be with you... Will you still love Sook-woon as much as you used to? ”

Liu Xiaoguang was shocked: "Meng Meng... What nonsense are you talking about... Are you really going to leave me? ”

"Don't get excited... I'm just an assumption. ”

"Hypothetical? You even assume you're going to leave me? ”

Li Mengmeng calmed down her emotions: "Don't be careful, after all, there are unforeseen circumstances, and Sister Shuzhen didn't want to leave Brother Cheng at the beginning." There are many things in this world that are not controlled by us. However, you don't have to worry, although Brother Cheng lost Sister Shuzhen, he still gained another spiritual sustenance. ”

The taxi had already sent Liu Xiaoguang outside the gate of the Ziguang Observatory, but Liu Xiaoguang couldn't take care of getting on and off the bus, and continued to say excitedly in the car: "Mengmeng, your assumption is not advisable at all, I can bear other 'what ifs', but I can't bear the days without you." Even if we can't be together every day, as long as we have that tacit understanding with each other's hearts, it is enough to make my life full of motivation. Promise me not to leave my life at any time. ”

Li Mengmeng's heart was sour, and she couldn't suppress her emotions anymore, so she could only keep sobbing and couldn't make a sound anymore.

Although the taxi driver carrying Liu Xiaoguang did not appear impatient because he occupied his taxi for a long time, let alone remind the other party to pay to get off, but chose to quietly listen to the middle-aged male passenger in his temperament acting like a boy and a girl acting out a romantic confession.

(End of chapter)