The meal was very harmonious, the father and son were filial piety, the mother was also amiable, and there was an obedient cousin.

But in fact, Sun Yifan was suffering in his heart.

Because he could see that although his parents didn't say anything, they still had some worries about his resignation.

After lunch, Sun Yifan didn't want to stay at home, so his parents continued to ask about his resignation.

So he took his cousin with him, said hello to his parents and left home.

Originally, the mother wanted to stop it, and wanted Sun Yifan to stay and continue to ask about something, but was stopped by her father: "Okay, if you have anything to say, let's talk about it in the evening, the child just came back, there is nothing wrong with letting them go out for a run in the afternoon." ”

With his father's permission, Sun Yifan left home with his cousin and prepared to continue going to the Internet café.

Walking in the courtyard of the community, Lu Jinyang suddenly asked Sun Yifan: "Brother Fanfan, is it because of my father's matter that you resigned this time?" ”

Sun Yifan turned his head a little puzzled: "Why do you think that I resigned because of your father?" ”

Lu Jinyang was silent for a moment, then raised his head to meet Sun Yifan's gaze and said: "I know, my father's imprisonment has an impact on the family, although my mother hides it from me, but I know that she is not doing well in the unit, and there must be people talking about her behind her back." ”

Hearing Lu Jinyang say this, Sun Yifan was stunned for a moment, and then couldn't help but smile: "You think too much." ”

Lu Jinyang was stunned for a moment, and then said with some excitement: "I can see that my father's affairs have made everyone's life very bad." ”

Seeing his cousin's excited appearance, Sun Yifan reached out and grabbed his cousin's shoulder.

comforted in a low voice: "It's nothing, in fact, everyone is just unhappy because of your father's matter." ”

Without waiting for his cousin to speak, Sun Yifan continued: "Things are not what you think, the mistake was made by your father, and he has been punished as he deserves, this has nothing to do with all of us, we don't have to, and we won't bear any pressure and responsibility." ”

Lu Jinyang clenched his fists and whispered: "But, but I saw that my mother was crying." ”

Speaking of this, Lu Jinyang's voice was a little choked, and he adjusted his breathing.

Keeping his voice steady, he continued, "I still know, I know, auntie, she can't sleep every night, it's all because of my dad, isn't it?" ”

The cousin's words made Sun Yifan speechless, sighing silently but not knowing how to answer.

Lu Jinyang said a little choked: "All this is because of my father, he rarely came back before, I don't blame him, I always feel that he should be too busy and don't have time to go home to accompany me more, I study hard, I hope I can do well in the exam, so that he can notice me." ”

"I used to think that if I got into BJ's university, then maybe I would be able to meet him, and he used to say that he was in BJ, and I thought that if I could get into BJ, I would be able to see him every day."

"Brother Fanfan, do you know? I don't want to, I don't want what he gave me. ”

"I, I just hope that he, he can come back more and be able to accompany me."

"Even if I don't do anything, let me go home every day and see him, I'm very happy."

Seeing that his cousin was a little excited, Sun Yifan hugged him, patted him on the shoulder and comforted: "I know, I know everything, I think in fact, the second uncle also knows." ”

Lu Jinyang was suddenly a little excited, and roared in a low voice: "No, he doesn't know, he doesn't know anything, he will always be drunk and dreaming of death, he gets drunk every time he comes back, he doesn't know anything at all, everything he does is for himself." ”

Seeing his cousin's tears coming out of his eyes, Sun Yifan could feel his cousin's pain and sadness.

Sun Yifan knows very well that in fact, in the eyes of any child, the father is the greatest and the greatest.

All the children hope that their father will be the best.

is like Sun Yifan himself, his first idol, the first person to worship, and his father.

But in the same way, every child who enters the rebellious period is the first to rebel against his father.

It's like an inherent stereotype, every rebellious child has to challenge his father, try to show his own difference, and prove to his father that he is better than him.

However, there is never an absolute strong person in life, and perhaps every child can defeat his father.

But when you really become an adult and walk out of that rebellious youth, when you look back, it often seems very ridiculous to challenge your father's self at that time.

Father is as tolerant of himself as ever, even if it is just an ordinary father, there is something great about him.

Seeing my cousin hysterical, holding back tears and not letting myself cry, that stubborn look.

Sun Yifan knows very well that his cousin does not blame his father, and his cousin still hopes that his father can return to him, even if that father is very ordinary.

Patting his cousin on the shoulder, Sun Yifan whispered: "Don't cry, wipe away your tears, you have to be a strong person, a strong person, you have the courage to face all joys and sorrows, you are now the only man in your family, how can you let others see your tears?" ”

Without waiting for his cousin to respond to him, Sun Yifan continued: "I know, I know that you went to play e-sports, you didn't do it because you were rebellious, you just wanted to prove to your father that you were capable." ”

Speaking of this, Sun Yifan paused, sighed and said: "But I hope that you can face the problem squarely, instead of choosing to escape, you must have the courage to face the suffering, and I think your father also hopes that you will become a strong man." ”

Lu Jinyang wiped away the tears on his face, raised his head and looked directly at Sun Yifan, reminiscing about Sun Yifan's words.

The brothers faced each other and were silent for a long time, and Lu Jinyang nodded unusually firmly: "Well, I will." ”

Sun Yifan grinned: "Hehe, that's right, life is unsatisfactory nine times out of ten, but we can't be pessimistic and misanthropic because of unsatisfactory life, we must continue to be optimistic and have the courage to face those unsatisfactory." ”

"As for my resignation, it has nothing to do with your father's affairs, I did it unpleasantly on my own, so I resigned, hehe, in fact, I am also a failure, a complete failure."

Hearing this, Lu Jinyang couldn't help but interrupt: "No, Brother Fanfan, I believe that you are not a failure, and there must be a reason for your resignation." ”

Seeing his cousin say this, Sun Yifan still smiled and said: "Failure is failure, there is no reason to speak of, but if I fail, I will never fall, I will stand up again." ”

"And ......" Turning his head to look at his cousin, Sun Yifan said very firmly, "I have decided now that I want to play e-sports with you and realize my dreams. ”