Sun Yifan ended the video with Chu Xuyang, directly closed the notebook in front of him, turned around and lay back on the bed in the room.

Lying on the bed and looking up at the ceiling, Sun Yifan's thoughts couldn't calm down for a long time, and he was still thinking about some problems of the next team.

Sun Yifan knows very well that even if he rushes back now, I'm afraid that this time the main tournament will not be able to succeed again.

Judging from the training situation of the boys in the past few days, Sun Yifan has already made some judgments.

Basically, Tan Zhi and Guo Lei's training is still like that, they seem to be serious, but they are actually not really put into it.

The remaining three big boys are not as motivated in training as before.

Moreover, it seems that after seeing the income brought by Guo Lei's live broadcast, Yang Rui has some new ideas.

In such a situation, it seems that they are united but each has its own ideas, Sun Yifan feels that it is difficult to form a team, and it is impossible to play well.

Through the recent chat with Chu Xuyang and the game video of the Bai Manjun team, Sun Yifan saw the progress of the Bai Manjun team.

There are a few other teams that need to be scored, but in fact all of them are slowly improving, and only the five big boys are still stagnant.

Of course, there are also some problems with Sun Yifan, if it weren't for Sun Yifan leaving, many problems may be avoided.

But through this trip to Shanghai, accompanied by friends, I visited several clubs that are now running very well.

After seeing the situation of others, Sun Yifan felt that he needed to think about it, and he and the boys needed to be calm.

Calm down and think about it, how do you move on? Whether it is still possible or necessary to continue to persevere.

Is the road of e-sports, which is full of thorns and bumps and all kinds of temptations, really suitable for them?

Maybe the boys don't need to think about it a lot, they can take it one step at a time, and even squander a lot of their youth.

Even if they have to start all over again in the end, they at least have a lot of opportunities to start over.

But Sun Yifan doesn't have so much time and experience, and he will have more things to face.

At the same time, the result of his insistence on supporting the boys is that he needs to withstand the pressure from all sides for the boys who have squandered their youth.

After a trip to Shanghai and listening to the persuasion of his former teammate Wang Le, Sun Yifan suddenly began to examine himself.

He doesn't know now, will he be able to really withstand those pressures and carry those pots for the boys?

In the past, Sun Yifan didn't have any pressure, and that was because he treated the whole thing as a family matter.

He felt that it was just an internal problem within the family, and that he only had to be responsible to his cousin in the end.

However, former teammate Wang Le reminded Sun Yifan that once the club is formed, the whole team will continue to expand, and the pressure he needs to face will come from all directions, and he needs to take care of all aspects, not just to be responsible for his cousin, Sun Yifan needs to be responsible for the entire team and everyone in the club, so that everyone can get a good future.

Sun Yifan thought about it carefully for a long time, and finally he determined that he didn't have that ability now, and he didn't have the ability to give that kind of promise.

In other words, such a huge pressure may not be able to withstand it, so Sun Yifan gave up the formation of the club.

He chose to come back temporarily, but he didn't show up, he wanted to see what the boys would look like.

Just like he said to Chu Xuyang in the video chat, he wants to completely expose the problems in the team.

Only by looking at the team's problems after the defeat can Sun Yifan be sure whether he can handle the pressure that comes with building a club.

Lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling, Sun Yifan emptied his whole body and almost didn't think about anything.

"Tick tock" The whole room was unusually quiet, except for the alarm clock at the head of the bed.

The alarm clock was specially bought by Sun Yifan after he won the championship for the first time, and he has been carrying it with him since then.

Use this alarm clock to remind yourself that time is always ticking, and you must strive for every minute and every second.

However, there are times when one's own efforts may not be as fruitful as they should be.

It's like the former team, but in the end, because of the reorganization, Sun Yifan had to leave the team.

I thought that the boss had a good relationship with me at that time, but when I went back again, it was already a matter of time.

The boss who thought he could be a friend at the beginning is no longer so affectionate towards himself, and even Sun Yifan stayed in Shanghai for a few days, but he couldn't wait for the other party to come out to meet.

This feeling really made Sun Yifan very disappointed, feeling that the world was really very indifferent, and unknown people would not be cared about by others.

Therefore, Sun Yifan began to hesitate whether to let the boys really take the road of professional e-sports.

If you just want to fulfill your e-sports dream, then entering the national competition can be said to have achieved your dream.

Although it may seem like a long way from the real esports stage, it has been experienced.

At least there should be no regrets in the future, at least I have experienced this period and really touched the dream of e-sports.

But if it's just like this, I'm afraid neither Sun Yifan's cousin nor other boys will be reconciled.

Their goal now is to get into the professional arena and become a true esports professional, which is a hope for them to strive for.

But there will be more problems to face if he continues, and Sun Yifan no longer dares to guarantee that he will be able to continue to persevere.

If the club is really formed in the future, there will be a conflict between everyone, or the club's team will not be able to play well.

Then all the investment will be wasted, and everyone may end up with bruises.

That is really not the result that Sun Yifan wants to see, he hopes that the boys will be happy in retrospect after many years.

Such an experience will be a lifelong treasure for them, rather than an experience they will talk about color change.

With such an idea, Sun Yifan began to take the matter of forming the club more seriously, and also took the whole team more seriously.

He is well aware that the team's good results are now making everyone a little lost.

Not only did the boys themselves begin to get lost, but even Sun Yifan himself lost his original intention.

Sun Yifan began to be blindly confident, feeling that he could control everything and bring the team into the professional league.

But in fact, from the feedback from the previous training matches, it can be seen that there are too many problems in the team.

thought that he could successfully enter the professional arena, but it was just wishful thinking on the part of Sun Yifan and the boys.

Not to mention entering the secondary league, even the national arena, after this trip to Shanghai, Sun Yifan also clearly understands that clubs and teams are surging all over the country, and it is not at all the very cold situation at the beginning.

On this trip to Shanghai, under the leadership of Wang Le, Sun Yifan went to several clubs that participated in the local city competition in Shanghai.

After visiting, Sun Yifan really felt that there was a big gap between himself and others.

It was precisely because of these gaps that Sun Yifan decided to solve the hidden dangers in the team first, and then reorganize the team.