After Bai Manjun left with the team, Sun Yifan originally planned to have some more exchanges with his teammates.

But Yue Qingsong first said that he wanted to leave, because there was something temporary in the hospital, and he wanted to rush back to the meeting.

After that, Zhang Wuyi and Duan Xingxing also said that they wanted to leave, and Duan Xingxing said that they wanted to go home quickly to cook for their daughter-in-law.

Zhang Wuyi was the last to leave, and called Sun Yifan out alone before leaving.

Standing alone outside the Internet café, Zhang Wuyi said very directly: "Dude, you have also seen it, everyone actually has their own things, and there is only so much we can help you, and some things may not necessarily have results, so after this national competition, you had better think clearly, what are you going to do next?" Whether this team is going to continue to exist. ”

Sun Yifan could see that a few buddies could come to help him once, but they didn't plan to really join the team.

For a few buddies, esports isn't what they're chasing right now.

Esports may still be their dream, but they need to solve real-world problems even more.

In fact, Sun Yifan can also understand, after all, everyone is an adult in their thirties.

The responsibilities that need to be shouldered are there, the family, the society, the career, everything and everything.

It is indeed unrealistic for them to want to gamble and devote themselves to the so-called dream.

Maybe they can come to help temporarily today, and they can even take a leave of absence to accompany Sun Yifan to the national competition.

But they can't put all their thoughts and the focus of their lives here without reservation.

They don't care as much about winning or losing as the boys, because they're past the age of their youth.

Sun Yifan looked at Zhang Wuyi, looked at his former friends, and his good buddies who worked together in the past.

He knew very well in his heart that it wasn't that his buddy didn't want to continue to fight, it was just that the pressure of life was there.

In the end, Sun Yifan could only sigh and say: "It's okay, just do your best, I said, this national competition, just let my cousin experience the field, and when I come back, I will let him prepare for the college entrance examination, maybe say goodbye to e-sports, but I hope that this experience is not a regret for him, and I hope that this experience is not a regret for all of you." ”

Zhang Wuyi patted Sun Yifan and said: "Okay, it's good that you can think like this, in fact, you have been back for so long, after this game, you should also think about your own affairs." ”

Sun Yifan raised his head and looked at the buddy in front of him, he was a little speechless at this moment, or didn't know what to say?

In fact, Sun Yifan knew very well that after he came back, he joined his cousin's team and helped several boys grow up all the way.

But what about yourself? What did he gain in it? Nothing seems to have been gained.

But Sun Yifan knew very well that he didn't need anything out of it? He just wants the boys to grow.

Maybe this seems ridiculous to many people, but Sun Yifan will continue to insist and continue to complete it according to the established plan.

Let my cousin and Chen Cheng really step on the stage of the national competition, and let all e-sports fans know them.

Let them have the space and stage to show and play themselves, this is what Sun Yifan wants to do, and he doesn't need to get anything in return.

Thinking of this, Sun Yifan smiled and said to Zhang Wuyi: "I don't have to worry about it, maybe I will go back to you to work at that time?" ”

Zhang Wuyi suddenly laughed: "Okay, if you come over to help me, I will definitely raise my hands in favor, and I will definitely give you the best treatment." ”

Sun Yifan smiled and said, "Okay, you go back quickly, you won't be able to catch the second-way car later." ”

Zhang Wuyi suddenly laughed and scolded: "You kid, this is mocking me for having no money, right?" Don't worry, my business is negotiated, the money is rolling in, and when the time comes, we will also let the Liang Wrangler open. ”

Sun Yifan nodded and said, "Okay, when you have a Wrangler, I will definitely go to work for you, even if it is a driver, at least it is very fashionable to drive out." ”

Hearing this, Zhang Wuyi laughed and turned to leave, put on the small bread that pulled the goods, waved his hand to Sun Yifan, and left in the dust.

Watching Zhang Wuyi's departure, the smile on Sun Yifan's face gradually disappeared, and he fell into deep thought.

In fact, since he returned home, he has faced pressure from all sides, and this pressure comes from everyone around him.

This invisible pressure often makes Sun Yifan feel very tired, but there is no way to vent it.

Because there is no one to vent for him, he is like a lonely boat on the sea, which will be overturned by the waves at any time.

But there were still people on board, and he couldn't let the boat capsize, and he had to try to protect his cousin on board.

This feeling made Sun Yifan very tired, supporting everything alone, so that his cousin could face everything without pressure.

Originally, when a few buddies appeared, Sun Yifan thought that he would be relieved, and his buddies would help him wholeheartedly.

But judging from today's situation, it seems that a few buddies are just coming over temporarily, and their hearts are no longer together.

Everyone has their own life, Sun Yifan can't force them to give up their current life, and he can't force them to chase their dreams with him.

That's unrealistic, that's actually putting pressure on others, Sun Yifan can't do that, he has to swallow the pressure alone.

Zhang Wuyi didn't say it explicitly, but Sun Yifan could still feel that the attitude of several buddies was very clear, and they could help participate in the national competition.

But after that, they can't continue to participate in the so-called training, they have to be busy with their own things.

Therefore, the next training may be more difficult, and there may not even be a way to get together the personnel.

For the first time, Sun Yifan faced a very difficult situation, a situation that really made it difficult for him to ride a tiger.

Now Sun Yifan had a thought in his heart: Maybe it was the best choice to sell the opportunity for the national competition to others?

Sun Yifan stood alone in the night outside the Internet café, and he was really full of emotion, and he didn't know how to vent the depression in his heart.

At some point, Shen Qingxue suddenly came behind him and whispered, "Do you feel that the pressure is too much?" Are you a little overwhelmed? ”

The sudden voice made Sun Yifan stunned for a moment, and looked back at Shen Qingxue with some surprise.

Shen Qingxue smiled and continued: "Actually, it's normal to have pressure, there are a lot of people who want to start a team, but there are not many people who can really do it, the reason is here, the team needs to face a lot of pressure, you are actually lucky, if it weren't for the five big boys, I'm afraid you wouldn't be able to succeed." ”

When Sun Yifan heard this, he immediately smiled bitterly and said, "Did I succeed?" I feel like I'm a complete failure. ”

Shen Qingxue shook her head and said, "No, you are successful, you have at least proved yourself and proved your ability to everyone." ”

Sun Yifan continued to shake his head and sighed: "But what's the use of that? I still couldn't change anything, I could only watch my dreams fail. ”

Shen Qingxue paused for a moment, and then said: "Actually, those buddies of yours, they want to realize this dream in their hearts, but they are still hesitating now, and they need you to give them motivation and make their cool hearts burn again, so don't be discouraged, come on." ”

Shen Qingxue's words made Sun Yifan stunned for a moment, looking at the woman in front of him who opened an Internet café alone, just to stick to her dream.

Sun Yifan suddenly felt that he shouldn't give up, he shouldn't just admit defeat, he had to resist all the pressure and continue to move forward.

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