Chapter 35 Complex Emotions
When Chen Yanfang took out all the things in those bags and spread them on the ground, she was stunned - the clothes in front of her seemed to be tailor-made for herself, looking so trendy and full of exotic style.
She just doesn't agree with her husband anymore, but she can guess that these things must have been bought for herself. Since he was suddenly so attentive to himself, could he not care about his outrageous actions?
She carefully recalled her husband's demeanor before leaving home, although he seemed to be free and easy, but there was obviously a trace of bitterness in his eyes. Maybe he was going to surprise himself today, but he gave the other party a shock. When she thought of this, she couldn't help but hide her face and cry.
At this time, she thought of the past between herself and her husband. Although their relationship is not smooth sailing, it is also dotted with touching clips. Human feelings are complicated, when she had a premonition that she was going to break up with her husband and this family, she suddenly thought of her husband's kindness to herself, and thought of the touching he had brought to herself, which couldn't help but make her have mixed feelings.
It suddenly occurred to her mind that her husband must have been very sad at this time, otherwise he would not have dared to face all this. Alas, I hurt him completely. In this way, a kind of self-blame arises spontaneously.
She couldn't help but sigh that when her feelings were hurt, the most painful thing was herself, and she always felt that at the moment of injury, all the pain in the world was accumulated on herself, so she hurt, complained, and cried, and when everything was finally over, she would suddenly wake up. It turns out that she is not the only one who is injured, just like all the forces in the world are mutual, when she always feels hurt, maybe the other party suffers another kind of pain in her heart.
After she regretted it, she suddenly had a feeling that the building was about to collapse, and immediately wiped her tears, took her mobile phone, and called her colleague and best friend Mr. Li-
This Teacher Li is a few years older than her, a middle-aged woman with senior life experience, and she usually talks to her very well and knows the situation of her family.
When the other party answered the phone, he immediately asked, "Fangfang, did Vice Principal Li go to your house?" ”
She first answered her best friend's question: "He's coming." ”
"Oh, now that he's gone, do you have time to call me?"
"He... It's gone. ”
"Huh? Why is that? Isn't he happy with you? ”
"No, I persuaded him to leave."
Teacher Li felt incredible again: "Are you willful again?" ”
"It's not that I'm willful, it's that the cypress has suddenly returned."
Teacher Li suddenly opened his mouth in shock: "What will the result be?" ”
She told her in detail.
Teacher Li smiled bitterly: "He is letting you go like a gentleman." It looks like your fate with him has really come to an end. ”
She suddenly choked up and said, "But I suddenly felt a little reluctant to this home..." I'm afraid he'll force me to divorce..."
Teacher Li was stunned at first, and then understood the reason, so he said gloomily: "You usually have a deep grudge against him, and under the temptation of Vice Principal Li, you can't wait to divorce him immediately." But the matter is really in front of you, but you are shaken, which shows that you still have feelings for him. But now that the matter has come to this, is there any room for manoeuvre? ”
She continued to sob: "I just feel that the relationship with him has not completely broken down now... He's back this time... Actually bought me a lot of foreign clothes... I'm so conflicted..."
Teacher Li thought for a while, and then said: "Actually, he still has feelings for you, otherwise he wouldn't have bought you so many clothes." This shows that he must have felt guilty after breaking up with you last time. Alas, the two of you are a good couple, full of complaints about each other, and you can't think about the problem from each other's perspective at all, let alone understand each other. In fact, if you think about it from his standpoint, you will know how difficult it is for him to go outside, almost living a wandering life in the ocean full of winds and waves, not only with danger, not to mention hardship. As for you, even if it's not easy, at least you live in a stable home every day, so you should be content. But every time you wait for him to come back from the sea, he is full of complaints, which makes him work hard outside for a long time, and he can't feel the warmth of home, and the complaints about you can be imagined. ”
After listening to Mr. Li's words, she regretted it even more: "Sister Li... What am I going to do? ”
Teacher Li pondered for a while before asking tentatively, "Fangfang, what stage has your relationship with Vice Principal Li developed?" ”
"It's ok... But... I haven't let him touch it yet..."
"If that's the case, then you just let it be. If he can forgive you, then you will live with him sincerely from now on. But if he can't forgive you, then you can only make a mistake and tell Vice Principal Li about it. ”
She asked tentatively, "Do you think he will forgive me?" ”
"Alas, from what you have just described, it seems that he is completely dead to you."
She felt a chill in her heart: "Then what if I take the initiative to admit my mistake to him and beg him for forgiveness?" ”
Teacher Li was stunned: "Just because you are so willful, will you succumb to him?" ”
She smiled wryly: "It seems that I am really not a good wife." ”
Teacher Li was silent for a while, and then reminded her: "Actually, I know Vice Principal Li quite well. He is a typical machismo, and his temper is probably not much better than your current husband. Otherwise, will he fight for divorce? He is courting you now, and that is the beauty of distance from you. But if you really get along with him, it is inevitable that there will be no contradictions. ”
She closed her eyes in pain: "Don't say it... I'm in a mess..."
Teacher Li finally said: "If you are so contradictory, it means that you are still reluctant to that home, and you can't let go of him." If you can be generous, ask for his forgiveness. Even if he doesn't forgive you, it's still an account for himself. ”
She silently put down her phone, and her heart felt like she had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, and she couldn't tell what it tasted like. Now she has no choice but to wait for her husband to return and be judged by him.
She spent the afternoon in a state of trepidation, and as she watched the sun go down from the window, she suddenly realized that her husband would not be coming back. Because judging from his attitude of leaving home, he is willing to make room for his third party, then he will not come back tonight at least.
Thinking of this, she immediately started her mobile phone again...
However, she didn't dial her husband's mobile phone for a long time, first, because she had no face, and second, she didn't have the courage.
Unbeknownst to her, her husband was taking her son up the stairs home.
Through the work done by the teacher, Wang Baishu finally realized that he decided to go home first to find out his wife's attitude. He didn't think that the third party would dare to stay in his house at all, even if his wife was definitely with him.
When the door of the house was in front of him, he tried his best to sweep away the melancholy on his face and rot the sadness in his heart. How much he wished that what he had seen at this time was often not the truth, but just a distorted illusion. Because if the wife did sleep with that man, what would it be like to hit him? Now my heart is so helpless and full of pain, but how can I tell which one is sad, which one is sorrow, and which one is sad? These are abstract and untouchable.
If the wife has taken that step and can turn back, can I forgive her? However, even if he forgives her for her infidelity, if his fate with her is over, it will be the end of the song. This marriage still started with longing and ended with despair. Alas, life is originally disillusioned, and love will be scattered in all directions. When they are separated on the street, turning their heads and being in the vast sea of people, they may sigh that she was her own sugar, but she put it in someone else's pocket and never forgot it.
"Dad, you're back?" The son, who had already arrived at the door first, greeted him.
His cranky thoughts were interrupted by his son, and he couldn't help but take a deep breath, and then continued to take heavy steps upward.
The son did not have the key to the house, so he had to wait for his father to come up and then stretched out his little hand to him.
He knew that his son wanted to open the house himself, so he happily took the house key out of his pocket.
After his son took the key from him, he began to screw the keyhole on the door...
Since the elementary school soldiers rarely use the key to open the door, they look very rusty, and they twist it a few times in a row, making a lot of noise, but they do not open the door smoothly.
In order to train his son, he did not help or instruct, and completely relied on his son to use his brain.
As soon as Chen Yanfang, who was in the door, heard the door lock, she immediately realized that her husband was back, and she couldn't wait for the other party to open the door, so she rushed over desperately-