"Do you know what you're up against? Who's behind that?"

Although Xie Yangui assured her that he would protect himself thoroughly, An Yang couldn't believe it at all.

can let those who have doubts die in various "accidental" ways, which shows how great the power behind it is!

An Yang knew that Xie Yangui was not as reckless as she showed, he was smart.

But when she thought of who the person she was going to face was, she was terrified.

"I know, it's a bit ridiculous to tell you to calm down in such a thing, but Xie Yangui, I still have to tell you to be calm." She grabbed Xie Yangui's hand, and her body trembled slightly.

"I know everything." Xie Yangui chuckled, different from An Yang's fear, she sat there with a little leisure around her.

"I know you're still ......."

An Yang became more and more anxious, but saw Xie Yangui raise his other hand and patted her gently.

"The sword has no eyes on the battlefield, and those who have always marched and fought are ready to go and never return, no one is born fearless, and it is human nature to be afraid of death."

"But even so, those soldiers on the battlefield still fought hard, because behind them, there were thousands of lights. To die on the battlefield, but to stop the enemy, to protect the millions of people behind him, is called a well-deserved death."

"But if it weren't for death at the hands of the enemy...... That's not to be blind."

Xie Yangui's gaze fell on the outside of the hall, and the rain was still falling.

An Yang heard her clear voice again, with a firmness that could not be denied.

"There will always be some things in this world that I know I can't do but want to do them, someone has to do such things, I am calm enough, and I have no regrets about dying."

"That...... Have you ever thought about the concubine? Do you want to tell her about this? What will she do if something happens to you?" In An Yang's voice, there was a little more crying.

"What are you crying about?" Xie Yangui looked at her with a smile, "I said that I have no regrets about dying, and it's not that I really want to seek death."

Before deciding to return to Beijing, Xie Yangui had already thought about everything.

Even on the way back, she was thinking about it over and over again.

"Auntie, I didn't plan to tell her, even if something really happened to me, I wouldn't implicate her, and according to what you said, if I was really detected, I would only die by accident."

"My aunt will be sad then, but it will be much better than if she knows the truth."

In the past, it was her aunt who protected her, but now it is up to her to protect her aunt.

If...... It's really a blind eye, how should my aunt face all these years of things?

Xie Yangui understands that it is painful to be clear and unclear, but she hopes that she can minimize the damage, or ...... Postponed to the end.

"Anyang, after tonight, you will forget everything we said, because only in this way can I be the safest."

Of course she knew that this was something that she couldn't forget, but if she tied this matter to her own safety, Anyang would definitely listen.

"You're taller than me, why do you still give people problems like this?" An Yang cried again.

She was really angry, pulled Xie Yangui's sleeve, and rubbed her snot and tears on it.

Xie Yangui sat on the side, quietly watching her vent, and after a while, she heard a crying response, "What am I...... I don't know."

——

The rain was slowing down, and there was a faint sound of thunder rolling in the sky, Xie Ji stood at the door of the hall, looking intently at the occasional flash of light in the distance.

"Mother." Yu Qin's voice came from behind her, she walked up to Xie Ji and put a coat on her shoulder, "I'm going to go tomorrow, let's rest early."

"I can't sleep." With his eyes still in the distance, Xie Cheng responded with a smile, "I won't take you on this trip, you stay in the palace, one will solve Hu Ronghua's affairs, and the other will ...... I'm not sure."

Over the years, with some intuition, she has avoided many crises.

Lately, she has been feeling flustered

, originally wanted to leave Yuqin in Beijing, but now he wants to explain a few more words.

"Don't worry, no matter what it is, I will be cautious." Yu Qin answered and persuaded her to rest.

Xie Cheng shook her head.

I don't know when she didn't use the soothing soup or drank some wine, she couldn't sleep peacefully.

It is often not until late at night that I feel a little tired, but it is not easy to fall asleep.

Occasionally, she could dream of her youth, either at home or outside with her husband, and that was the happiest time of her life.

But such dreams are rare, most of them are unpleasant dreams, and she is even awakened by nightmares and palpitations from time to time.

"Did the kid go to Dr. Xin?" Finally retracting his gaze into the distance, Xie Cheng sat back on the beauty chair and patted the position next to Yu Qin.

"Yes, Dr. Xin has performed an injection, I think it can relieve him a lot of pain, and I also handed him the pills you specially prepared."

Before the wedding, Yu Qin had given a bottle, which was also prepared by Xie Hui's orders, but the medicinal effect of that bottle was completely incomparable to the new one.

"It takes at least half a month to get from Kyoto to the paddock, and if something happens along the way, it will take even longer." new

Zhou Jin's situation, in fact, Xie Ji is also clear.

When she saw them feeding him medicine, she knew it all.

"Niangniang is obviously distressed about His Highness, but every time I see His Highness, I don't have a good face, especially after His Highness has talked to you about the eldest lady."

Thinking of this, Yu Qin covered her lips and chuckled, but then she thought of herself.

After learning that Zhou Jin was going to marry Xie Yangui, she didn't give any good face.

It's no wonder that even if she is a child who watches grow up, she wants to arch her own cabbage, and her thoughts are complicated.

"I...... I'm not angry with him, I'm just ......" Xie Cheng sighed and couldn't continue.

Yu Qin raised her hand and stroked her hair between her sideburns, "I know, Niangniang actually feels sorry for him."

Xie Cheng laughed, her eyes filled with bitterness, she let out a long breath, and said quietly.

"When she was a child, I gave her the right to choose, as long as she wanted to do it, she could do it boldly."

"If there is danger ahead, as long as she can get by, I will never intervene, and I will always have to go through some training to grow up."

"But if it's too dangerous, then I'll open the way for her a little, and let her walk through it on her own."

"But that child is different, from the moment he was born into this world, he can no longer help himself......

Outside the hall, the thunder sounded again, the rain came again, Yuqin got up and went to the door, and closed the temple door.

Xie Cheng picked up the wine cup next to the beauty chair and drank the fruit wine inside, which she brewed herself, which was not intoxicating, but could help her fall asleep.

Yuqin did things, Xie Ji was relieved, but because of the uneasiness in her heart, she told her a few more words today.

"Don't worry, I remember everything." Yuqin didn't hate her nagging, and agreed over and over again.

Xie Ji suddenly laughed, she seemed to realize that she was too nervous, she took another sip of fruit wine, sat up a little straighter, and asked something she hadn't asked for a long time.

"What have you been doing lately in Kyoto?"