Twenty-seventh Margin: Memories

"She appeared on the street corner on that rainy night to rescue me, and brought me back to her residence to treat my injuries, she has strong spiritual powers, and seems to know a lot of things, and she has found a way to deal with the serious injuries left in the battle with the heavenly court, and as time goes by, the injuries on my body gradually begin to heal."

"I lived with her during the days of treatment, and I used to find it strange at that time, she seemed to know a lot of my preferences, and we were like people who had known each other for many years."

When he talked about "her", Tang Yuanyuan found that the expression on his face would involuntarily soften, and the girl's intuition told Tang Yuanyuan that the meaning of "she" to Yi Huai must be more than a simple life-saving benefactor. As she guessed before, Yi Huai cared about that girl very much.

"You really ...... I like her very much. ”

Tang Yuanyuan sighed softly, but his tone carried a trace of loss and envy that he couldn't even notice.

The story told by Yi Huai was not moving, but it inexplicably touched Tang Yuanyuan's heart, and in a trance, she seemed to be able to see him wandering alone in the rain with injuries and nowhere to go.

Tang Yuanyuan was a little envious, envious that he could meet the person who saved him in such a desperate situation, and also envied the person who could make him want to find and protect him so much, the soft person who made him unable to hide from his heart just by mentioning it.

Although she has not experienced the deepest despair and helplessness like Yi Huai, she can understand the feeling of having no place to return and rely on.

Tang Yuanyuan has yin and yang eyes, such a special is destined for her natural incompatibility, she has no friends who can really rely on and believe in, because no one can touch the same world as her, she is young and has the protection of her grandmother, but after her grandmother disappeared, everything about that different world had to be faced by herself.

She had felt countless times in the past that she was the one who had been abandoned by the world, and even if she survived the danger, she never knew when she would fall into the darkness again, and no one would be able to save her, not even anyone who would believe her.

It was precisely because she knew the feeling of suddenly looking back and feeling that she had no place to return and rely on, so she was even more envious of Yi Huai for meeting that girl, and also envious of that girl being remembered by Yi Huai like this.

The more she was touched, the more she felt the need to find the girl.

After all, she also said that she helped him in the hope that he would not give up the opportunity to find the person he loved.

Yi Huai seemed to hear her words so he stopped talking, and after a short silence, he glanced at her, but did not answer Tang Yuanyuan's words directly, but only responded softly: "She is very important to me......"

Then he went on to say:

"Actually, when I was first rescued by her, I told her that I didn't want to live any longer. I said that there was no point in me continuing to live, that I might as well just die. I tried to stop her and told her not to waste time on me, but she didn't agree to my death. ”

At that time, she said that if she can't find meaning now, she needs to live until she finds the meaning of her life.

"She said that maybe in the future someone is waiting to meet me, and one day I can also meet my own salvation and meaning."

He said this in a soft tone, as if he was recalling some feeling.

"At that time, I just felt that she was comforting me, how could someone like me be waiting to meet me? Although I didn't believe her words, I really calmed down because of those words, and I didn't blindly seek death again. Maybe it's because I'm unwilling to find some meaning of my existence in this world and then disappear. ”

"I have lived with her for about half a year, and she has taught me a lot of things about the world from her perspective in the past six months. It was also the first time I discovered that humans are such interesting creatures, humans are born with souls, but there are very few people who can develop their spiritual powers, but humans have invented many interesting artifacts suitable for their use. ”

"She didn't seem to know how to use some of the things she had at that time, and I often said that she wasn't a person here, and how could she not use the things in the world, so she muttered "really not" and then began to tinker with it herself, and sometimes it seemed that she could make things that were very similar to those of this era......"

His last words attracted Tang Yuanyuan's attention, and she felt strange in her heart, but she didn't ask much about it, but instead focused on other issues.

"And then? Why did she leave you? Tang Yuanyuan asked, but suddenly found that Yi Huai's face seemed to be gloomy in an instant.

"At the beginning...... There is a mark of Celestial Fall in the wounds left on my body...... It was a kind of spiritual power criminal law of the heavenly realm to punish sinners, and after that kind of seal was engraved, every six months of punishment, it would be extremely painful at first, and by the fourth sentence, my soul would be gone, which meant that I only had two years left to live that year. ”

"Originally, I didn't want to tell her, I just wanted to live as long as I wanted, and I cherished the time...... But for some reason, she seemed to be aware of this, and went to find a solution on her own. ”

"Later, she learned from Taishang Laojun that spiritual power can break the fallen seal, and then used two-thirds of her spiritual power to draw souls for me... Vitality is greatly damaged..."

Tang Yuanyuan's heart moved when he heard this, and he thought to himself that the girl also cared about him, otherwise she wouldn't have done this for him.

After the vitality was seriously injured, she didn't have time to recuperate at all, as if there was something urgent...... When I asked her where she was, she never told me. Later, I accompanied her to the underworld, and said that she was looking for something, just like you did when you entered the Life and Death Book Detention Center not long ago......"

"But then in the underworld...... She was detained by the Celestial Realm, and I never saw her again. Because of the defense given to me by Taishang Laojun, I was able to be a vow-repayer...... Atonement for her sins with her, and I will be looking for her for the rest of my life, but there is no news or hope, until I meet you......"

He looked up at Tang Yuanyuan, with a hint of hope in his eyes.

Tang Yuanyuan's heart sank, she didn't know if she could respond to his expectations, and said to herself in her heart, so finding that she is the goal and meaning of his life now?

She took a deep breath, suddenly raised her head to meet Yi Huai's eyes, and said:

"I can't guarantee that our search will be fruitful, and I also have a reason to want to find that 'her', no matter what, I will try my best to help you, I believe we will definitely find the trace of 'her'."

Yi Huai looked at her clean and beautiful heterochromatic eyes, and his heart moved, and he involuntarily whispered:

"Actually, you don't have to be too stressed... After all, it's mostly my business, and even if I can't find 'her', it won't be good... After all, I don't really know if she's really in this world. Wanting to find her is actually just a thought of mine, but I feel as if I don't put my obsession on this matter, I will feel that my life is meaningless... I just wanted a chance... Even if it's just to thank her. ”

"It's enough to have such thoughts." Tang Yuanyuan chuckled, "It's a good thing to have something you want to do, and it's common sense to want to repay her, we are now a community of destiny in a sense, and you don't have to take everything on yourself." ”

She paused for a moment, then suddenly reached out and put another hand on the back of his, and her fingertips squeezed his hand with a slight force.

"Yi Huai." She whispered his name, as if to bring some comfort to him, who was a little depressed after telling the story.

"Although I can't fully help you find the meaning of your survival for you, from the moment I stretched out my hand to you in the underworld, I have already decided to be involved in your future."

"I hope you can believe me... From now on, you can use me as a place of home or a haven for you to return to on earth. ”

"As long as I'm here, you'll always have a home, and you won't have to wander aimlessly like you did so many years ago."

Tang Yuanyuan's words came from the heart, and Yi Huai's past touched her, she felt that she and Yi Huai were people who could get in touch with the same world, so that they might be able to help each other and become family members.

She wanted to help him, and that was a promise she could do right now.

Yi Huai's eyes flashed with surprise when he listened to her words, but soon the surprise was replaced by countless complex emotions, he seemed to have forgotten to answer her words for a while, and even his breathing became cautious for a moment, only his heart was beating wildly.

Tang Yuanyuan couldn't understand his overly complicated emotional changes, seeing that Yi Huai didn't respond for a long time, he secretly turned his head, worried that her words were too sudden, she looked back and felt that her speech did seem to scare the other party, and at first glance, she would think that she was plotting wrong, but her words had already been spoken, and it seemed useless to feel embarrassed at this time.

The air between the two seemed to be silent for a long time, and finally when Tang Yuanyuan was so embarrassed that he couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to quietly withdraw the hand on Yi Huai's hand, Yi Huai suddenly moved, turned his hand and held her hand that she wanted to withdraw.

Tang Yuanyuan was slightly startled by this sudden change, she turned her head again to peek at Yi Huai's reaction, but only saw the latter hanging his head slightly as if looking at his hand, her palm came with the familiar warmth and the touch of her fingertips gently rubbing, and then, she heard Yi Huai respond softly in a slightly hoarse voice, "Hmm".

Tang Yuanyuan said in her heart that your reflex arc is too long, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, at least she didn't have to worry about being embarrassed by rejection.

She looked at Yi Huai, who seemed to be all on her hands at the moment, and was holding her hand tightly a little helplessly, and then thought of one more thing, so she cautiously asked:

"That'...... One last question... She... What is your name? ”

"Fate." Yi Huai still didn't look up, just held her hand tightly and responded softly.

"Her name is Yuanyuan."