In the evening, there was a light rain, and it was dripping until it was dark, and it did not stop.

Qin Jingru sat in front of the stove, poking her chin in a daze.

"When will you eat, sister?" The child jumped in from outside the house, wiping the food scraps from his mouth and shouting.

Qin Jingru was stunned for a moment, and then said: "My mother hasn't come back yet, I'll be ...... for a while."

Her thoughts were very confused just now, and the reason was her mother's words last night.

At her age, it is the age when you can talk about marriage in the countryside, but she hides people in her heart, so she is reluctant to choose someone else.

Li Fang......

The girl's brow furrowed slightly.

In the past, when Li Fang didn't go to the city, she could see him every day.

But it is also her wish that Brother Fangzi can have a good future.

But as Li Fang became better and better, she felt that she was getting farther and farther away from him, but she didn't know how to catch up with him.

Qin Jingru sighed.

While thinking about it, Qin's mother walked in from outside the courtyard, in a hurry, and still carrying a burden in her hand.

Her mother's house is not far from here, so she goes in the morning and comes back in the evening.

"It's raining, my body is wet, my shoes are full of mud, I told you to go again tomorrow, you have to be in a hurry......" Qin Daping looked at his wife's embarrassed appearance and couldn't help but say.

Qin's mother glanced at him and muttered: "That's my mother's illness, can I not be in a hurry, you have no conscience, I don't remember how good your mother-in-law was to you back then." ”

Qin Daping took a puff of dry tobacco and said, "Yes, it's good to me, take all the money from our family to build a house for your brother to marry a daughter-in-law......

Before the words fell, Qin's mother's face changed.

"My brother, if he hadn't broken his leg to bring you food, he wouldn't have been able to find his daughter-in-law, Qin Daping, you really have no conscience."

Qin's mother was crying, her mother's illness already made her feel uncomfortable, and her husband's questioning made her feel even more painful.

Qin Daping was smoking dry cigarettes, and his face was not good-looking.

He knew that he was talking seriously, after all, the woman in front of him gave birth to children for him, and he shouldn't have said so much.

But the fault of what happened back then was not him, but it had already become a confused account.

Forget it, live in a daze, and live in a daze.

Qin Daping sighed, it's been half a lifetime anyway.

Qin Jingru was on the side, watching the conversation of her parents, and suddenly felt that her heart was congested, if one day, she became like her parents......

Day after day, turning over old accounts.

It's obviously the life of two people, but it has become an entanglement of two families.

"Mother, I'm hungry." The cry of her younger brother sounded in this room, which made Qin Jingru's already irritable heart even more uncomfortable, she took a deep breath, and then ran out of the yard.

The light rain was pouring on her head, but Qin Jingru felt a chill and freedom in her heart.

She hates firewood, rice, oil and salt, and she doesn't want to be like her father and mother, fighting for that little bit of money for the rest of her life.

She wanted to be a glamorous city dweller, live a good life, and escape from this place.

When these thoughts appeared in Qin Jingru's heart, she herself was a little confused.

Obviously, before that, she just wanted to be with Li Fang forever, even if she lived in a poor village for the rest of her life.

But now, how could she have these thoughts?

What exactly has changed.

Qin Jingru's eyes were confused, and as she walked, she arrived at the door of Li Fang's house.

The door of the house was not closed, half-hidden.

Li Fang was cleaning up the sundries in the yard, and at this time the rain was getting lighter and lighter, so he simply threw away the umbrella.

The young man became taller and taller, and standing there was a great eye-catcher.

"Brother Fangzi."

As soon as Qin Jingru spoke, Li Fang raised his head and looked out of the door.

The girl's hair was soaked with a light rain, and there were raindrops on her face.

"It's Jingru, why don't you bring an umbrella." Li Fang picked up the umbrella on the ground, opened the door, and handed the umbrella out.

Qin Jingru didn't answer, her face hesitated.

The appearance of wanting to speak and stopping made Li Fang very puzzled.

"What's wrong Jingru, what's wrong?" Li Fang raised the question in his heart.

This girl can't hide things on her face, Li Fang can see it at a glance.

Qin Jingru glanced around, and then whispered, "Brother Fangzi, can you come out for a walk." ”

There was hope in her eyes, and it seemed that she had done a lot of courage.

Li let it go, put down what he was holding, clapped his hands, and walked out.

"It's so cold, just wear this." Li Fang tugged at the girl's cuffs, and the light material penetrated the cold air from time to time.

Qin Jingru explained: "I came out of the house in a hurry, and I didn't have time to change. ”

Lee let out a sigh.

"Wear more next time, big girl, take care of yourself." He instructed.

The two walked slowly side by side, grazing against the wall.

It was already dark and no one would see it, so they were both very comfortable.

"How is Brother Jianjun working in the city?" Qin Jingru asked suddenly.

Li Fang was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect her to mention Qin Jianjun, but he still replied: "It's good, you Jianjun brother also know, he can't suffer a loss wherever he goes......"

Qin Jingru smiled and said, "Yes, with you taking care of him, he will definitely not be bullied." ”

Li Fang hurriedly waved his hand: "Lift me up......"

Before the words fell, Li Fang's body suddenly stiffened.

He looked down, and the girl suddenly took his hand.

The girl's palms were damp, cold and cold.

"I ......"

Li Fang hissed and wanted to take his hand away, but was stopped by Qin Jingru.

"You've got big hands." The girl lowered her head and whispered.

As he spoke, his grip tightened.

In these days, there are no street lights, it is dim and dark, and people's heads are even more dizzy.

Li Fang took a deep breath, he couldn't see the girl's expression clearly, so he could only say tentatively: "Jingru, it's not early, why don't you go back first, if you have something to say, we'll talk about it tomorrow." ”

Qin Jingru didn't speak.

Still holding his hand tightly.

At this time, she only had one thought in her heart, maybe she couldn't catch Li Fang this time, and she wouldn't be able to get him in the future.

She is more ambitious and courageous than the average peasant girl.

The sound of the two men breathing was particularly abrupt in the silence.

Li Fang couldn't help but scratch his head with his other hand.

I have seen a lot of fast food love, this kind of confession that only exists in his youth, makes him feel a little helpless for many years.

"I'll hold it for a while, okay?" The girl's voice was so small that Li Fang could barely hear it.

Li Fang shook his head, but he squeezed the girl's hand.

"Think beautifully." Li Fang quipped.

His hand was one size larger than hers, wrapping the girl's hand in the palm of his hand.

"I won't dare next time." While the two were walking, Qin Jingru said.

She didn't know how she managed to get her courage.

"You see, it's a good day." Li Fang changed the subject awkwardly.

The girl was puzzled: "There is not even a star ......"

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