Zhang Jiaze extinguished the cigarette, stood up, and said to Song Yazhu: "Okay, okay, don't be too sad, leave this matter to the doctor...... Ay...... I don't want to see such a tragedy...... But people have to live, don't they? ”

In the most dazed and helpless moments, the husband gave his wife the safest and thickest shoulders and harbor. Song Yazhu now feels that in the face of illness and death, the second child, money, training abroad, and her husband's cheating are all small problems.

What could be more important than being alive?

What could be more important than being alive and healthy?

In the dark, Zhang Jiaze has always been by her side. She said to herself in her heart that she would never be angry again, never quarrel with her husband again, and never worry about her colleagues again. Do whatever you want! She remembers that her biggest dream was to have a private design studio and go to work lazily every day in pajama slippers and coffee. But now? Not only is the dream far away, but life is a mess, what went wrong? Where do so many worries come from?

In a state of almost void weakness, Song Yazhu was carried to bed by her husband, and then he gently covered her with the quilt. Inside the quilt, Song Yazhu's tears wet the pillow towel.

The whole night, she did not sleep, anxious. She rolled over several times and got out of bed several times, wanting to go out to the hospital to see the child, but was stopped by her husband's kind words.

Before dawn the next morning, Zhang Jiaze got up and said that he wanted to go to the hospital to have a look. Song Yazhu strongly asked to go together, but Zhang Jiaze refused. Zhang Jiaze went out with his front foot, and Song Yazhu followed out with his back foot. In such a situation, how could she wait for news at home with peace of mind?

Zhang Jiaze drove the Focus into the children's hospital, and just after parking the car, his wife Song Yazhu took a taxi and rushed to the gate of the children's hospital. Zhang Jiaze was hurriedly entering the elevator, but he didn't expect a familiar figure to suddenly appear in the crowd, it was his wife, Song Yazhu glanced at her husband sadly, and the look in her eyes was clearly saying:

"How can you stand up to it alone when the family needs support the most?"

Zhang Jiaze also read tolerance and love from his wife's eyes.

yes, what could be more sobering than such a blow?

Zhang Jiaze and his wife held hands and walked into the children's emergency ward. When approaching the nurse's quarter, Zhang Jiaze motioned for his wife to stand in place and wait, and he went to talk to the nurse.

Standing on this side of the corridor, Song Yazhu watched her husband approach the nurse from a distance, too far away, she couldn't hear what her husband was saying to the nurse, and after seeing it, she found that her husband had body movements, shrugged his shoulders, spread his hands, and then later, the amplitude of the body movements became larger and larger, and her husband pointed his finger at the nurse's nose, and his mouth quickly turned up and down. Song Yazhu, who had a premonition that something was wrong, instinctively walked over to her husband.

Ten meters away from her husband, Zhang Jiaze stroked his forehead with his hand, and it was obvious that he was in great pain. He turned his head and saw his wife approaching, and turned back to meet her.

Zhang Jiaze wiped his eyes in pain and said weakly: "They are not allowed to go in to visit." ”

Song Yazhu turned her head, looked at the baby in the ward through the glass, and searched with her eyes, she hoped to see her daughter's figure, but until she looked at every corner, there was no shadow of her daughter.

Perhaps, the daughter is in a different ward, right?

Originally, I just wanted to come to see my daughter and give her some comfort and encouragement, but this little wish couldn't be realized. Song Yazhu's heart couldn't help but feel a trace of anger.

"My daughter, why don't you let me see it?" She thought indignantly.

Zhang Jiaze gently patted his wife's shoulder and said, "Okay...... I would love to meet her too...... The nurse said...... For the sake of her health, no visits are allowed...... Let's go, let's go back......"

As a last resort, Song Yazhu had no choice but to follow her husband downstairs. She didn't even know how she got downstairs, she just mechanically took her steps step by step.

She was so weak that she was powerless.

Getting in the car, Song Yazhu said to her husband weakly: "I want to go out for a walk......"

Zhang Jiaze nodded: "Okay...... Where do you want to go? ”

Song Yazhu said: "Whatever......"

Zhang Jiaze thought about it and knew that his wife just wanted to go out for a walk and breathe, but it really didn't matter where she went. His mind quickly flashed where he was going, where he was going to a crowded place, and he was worried that the excitement and happiness of others would stimulate his wife's sad and fragile heart. After thinking about it, I decided to go to Riverside Park.