The living cannot be suffocated by urine.

If you don't have any money, you have to find a way, either earn or borrow.

Aside from writing, he could hardly think of any way to make money. Moreover, in Zhang Jiaze's view, all ways to make money other than writing are a waste of life.

The only way left is to borrow.

However, the world is so big, who can you borrow it from?

Finding someone to borrow money is quite embarrassing. Moreover, the person who borrows money must pretend to be very relaxed and disdainful about borrowing money, which is extremely embarrassing and helpless. When you ask someone to borrow money, you're announcing to the world that you're a pauper.

What's worse is that he borrowed living expenses.

This is tantamount to announcing to the world: he, a big man, has no living expenses.

Once he does, he will surely become a negative case to everyone around him.

Of course, Zhang Jiaze didn't want to be hurt like this, so after thinking about it, he was helpless, so he had to go home, return to his hometown, and borrow money from his parents.

Such things are best said only to mothers.

Not long after his mother took her granddaughter back to her hometown from the city, Zhang Jiaze followed her back to her hometown.

In the city, in front of her daughter-in-law, there are some things that Huang Qiuju can't say. After returning home, there was only one son, and Huang Qiuju had no scruples and said everything:

"What's going on with you two? Zhang Yinuo is so old, why is he still noisy and can't live a good life? Did you know that this is not good for children's development? ”

Although he is a farmer, Huang Qiuju is a person who has been in the city for a few days after all, and when he speaks, he has some taste of city people.

Now, Zhang Jiaze no longer wants to defend or argue, but he has some ease.

"Mom, you don't understand young people's affairs."

Unexpectedly, these words completely angered Huang Qiuju, Huang Qiuju stared at a pair of eyes, raised her voice, and said excitedly:

"What do I don't understand about you young people? You think you're younger? Mom has never been young? You don't think about it with your conscience, quarrel when you don't agree, and divorce if you don't agree, is this how you live? Young people, the days ahead are still long, you have to learn to be patient, when you stop making noise or making trouble, this person will live a lifetime. ”

Zhang Jiaze opened his mouth and didn't say anything more.

Qing officials can cut off family affairs, that's really right.

Zhang Jiaze's father, Zhang Yongnan, was silent on the side.

Zhang Yongnan has a certain level of education, and he likes to read books in his free time, not the kind of mud legs in the traditional sense.

Zhang Yongnan frowned tightly, and after a while, he asked his son:

"Is this the life you want?"

Zhang Jiaze was stunned for a moment, did not react immediately, and asked casually:

"What?"

Zhang Yongnan continued to ask:

"Is this the life you want?"

After listening to his father's words, Zhang Jiaze fell into deep contemplation.

His hometown is still as lush as he was a child.

It's just that the original noisy and lively hometown is now silent. His peers have all gone out to work, and only the elderly and children are left in his hometown.

Zhang Jiaze chewed on his father's words for a long time, as if he was chewing an old nest head, so tenacious, so chewy.

He asked himself, yes, is this the life he wants?

Outside the tiled house, the cicadas are still singing; In the air, the freshness is still there.

He never expected that his father, who was usually a silent person, would be able to ask such a profound question. This question has been contested by many eminent monks, and by many experts who claim to be very knowledgeable.

Zhang Jiaze looked fixedly at the mountains in the distance, the white clouds and dogs in the sky, and kept asking himself in his mind:

Is this what you want?

In all fairness, it wasn't the life he wanted.

But since when did he lose the life he wanted?

My hometown is a hot land, and every time I come back, I can have different harvests and insights.

It's just that this time, he came back in despair.