On the dining table, the fragrance of the food was elegant, Kang An was holding the dishes and chopsticks, a little absent-minded, and Zhuo Qing next to him was holding soup and rice, and he didn't forget to talk about his childhood in the process.

"Brother, do you remember your parents?"

"Just a little impression."

When Kang An first crossed over, the little fox had already lived on his own, far away from the tribe, guarding a small fox hill by himself.

As for the parents, the only remaining memory left by the little fox was the figure of his mother, an ordinary, skinny red fox who raised a dozen cubs alone.

Of all the cubs, only the little fox itself was fiery red, and soon after it was weaned, the mother went out hunting alone and did not return, and a group of siblings wandered in the nest for two days, and finally went their separate ways.

And then there are the memories of living alone.

Digging the fox mound alone, turning over insects in the leaf litter, and finding some edible leaves are all precious memories left by the little fox to him.

But once he went out hunting, the little fox carelessly ignored a white-browed pit viper, which is also the reason why Kang An was able to cross over, and it may be because of this that Kang An is really afraid of snakes.

Lying in the fox mound, the fear of the failure of the body's organs and the swelling of the whole body was deeply imprinted in the little fox's mind, and at the last moment, Kang An could clearly feel its helplessness and despair.

When Kang An's mind was a little gloomy, Zhuo Qing took the bowl in his hand and served him soup at the same time, and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "It turns out that you are the same as my sister." ”

"Sister Zhuo too?"

Kang An came back to his senses slightly.

Zhuo Qing nodded, and said in a calm tone: "My sister suffered from leukemia when she was a child, and she was three years old at that time, it seems that after the diagnosis came out, my physiological parents blindfolded me at night and sent me to the door of the welfare home. ”

“……”

Kang An was shocked and speechless at the same time.

But Zhuo Qing was very calm, and even recalled a little indifferently: "It was still snowing that day, and I stood alone at the door of the welfare home, shivering from the cold, and stood until the next morning, when Uncle Guan got up and opened the door and found me." ”

“……”

Kang An looked at the soup handed to him, and didn't know what kind of psychology he had, so he said, "Sister Zhuo, you drink it first." ”

"Sister, yes."

Zhuo Qing laughed at his wandering.

Then she picked up her soup and rice, took a small bite, chewed and swallowed it carefully, and then sighed: "Do you know? My sister didn't cry at that time, it was so cold, I was alone, cold and scared, but I don't know why, I just didn't cry. ”

the human spirit,

It's hard to understand and dissect thoroughly.

Even if Kang An is an orphan, but without that kind of experience, he can't empathize and understand, he is also an orphan, but he is more fortunate than Zhuo Qing.

Maybe it was because he was in a welfare home when he could remember, and he never asked himself if he was abandoned, or if his parents had some compelling reason.

He is just one of the countless unfortunate factors in the vast sea of people, and now when he encounters another factor, all he can do is listen silently.

Zhuo Qing really didn't ask him about his plans.

It may be that these things, for so many years, there are very few people who can talk about it, so her desire to talk is very strong.

"At that time, the dean and a few aunts asked me if I remembered my name, where I lived, and who my parents were, but my sister didn't speak, just shook her head, and then ...... My sister managed to stay in the orphanage. ”

Her tone seemed as if it was much better to stay in the orphanage than to be sent home, which seems to be true today, but it is hard to imagine what kind of mood she had in mind when she was a three-year-old girl.

"Then Sister Zhuo met Aunt Liu?"

"Hmm."

Zhuo Qing nodded.

She looked at the bowl, as if looking at rice grains or something: "My sister stayed in the welfare home for a few months, at that time I had leukemia, my health was not good, the aunts in the hospital could see it, but no one asked, every time a parent came to see the child, they left me alone in the dormitory......"

Talking and talking,

She laughed herself: "Actually, at that time, I really wanted to go over, and I wanted to find a good father and mother for me again, because it hurt too much when I got sick, and my sister couldn't bear the pain, so it was not so much that I wanted to find a parent, but I wanted to find a wronged ...... who could help me treat my illness."

After that,

Zhuo Qing raised her head: "Isn't my sister very bad." ”

Kang An hurriedly shook his head, wanting to say something comfortingly, but he felt that these were not what the other party wanted, so he looked at her eyes very seriously.

I'm listening. ’

I don't know if she received it, anyway, the smile on Zhuo Qing's face faded a little, and then her eyes diluted a little, and she recalled: "January 2nd, the day of the New Year, I saw my mother, brother, what did you think when you first saw your mother?" ”

“……”

Kang An recalled for a moment.

"When you're not talking, you're beautiful and temperamental." He replied honestly, "But as soon as I opened my mouth, I didn't feel like a good person." ”

Zhuo Qing was amused by his statement.

"Why?"

She retorted: "It's super super beautiful, like a big star...... No, like a big man, everyone is looking at her, adults and children, but the vast majority of people don't dare to approach, like a god. ”

She has a very strong 'fan' filter.

Or like a believer...... When arguing with Kang An, it is rare to reveal a little girlish atmosphere, which can remind people of her age.

"At that time, I didn't even have the qualifications to stand in the crowd, so I could only stand by the window of the dormitory, watching my mother being embraced, the dean nodding beside her, and a group of children surrounding her, showing expressions that wanted to get close to her but didn't dare."

Saying,

Zhuo Qing's face was full of happy smiles: "At that time, even I didn't expect that I would become the child who was chosen by my mother." ”

“……”

Kang An was distracted and tried to substitute for it.

But he couldn't, just like he never asked where he came from in his previous life, and he never pinned his hopes in life on others.

He would rather pick up garbage, pick up some old clothes to wear, and Kang'an, who is healthy and handsome, would not be adopted.

From the time he was called a child outside the welfare home, a child without a father or a mother, he understood the meaning of the word orphan for the first time.

From what he has seen, many companions have been taken away and returned like a product that has not been tried and experienced.

His life decided that he could only rely on himself.

Kang'an ten years ago, Kang'an ten years later, can be said to be two people, and all of this has to start from when he climbed that mountain.

At this time, Kang An suddenly understood Zhuo Qing.

I understand the feeling that after being saved, life is like seeing a god.

Zhuo Qing continued to speak, with a light in her eyes: "Maybe my sister has to be grateful that she didn't stand in the crowd at that time, and she hid behind the window so longingly, and she could also be glimpsed by the gods......"

To her, Liu Ting is indeed a god.

If it weren't for the gods, how could they hear her heart, her pain, and cast a glance at the deserted window upstairs, see her pale face behind the glass, and then go upstairs and stretch out a hand to her in the sea of suffering?

"No matter how many times I think about it, it's still like a dream."

She laughed as she spoke, lowered her head and tried to hide a mouthful of rice, but Kang An saw that two crystal tears also dripped into the soup and rice, and she swallowed them together.

Kang An was suddenly a little moved.

Even from the perspective of his bystanders, he can see that Liu Ting's purpose in adopting Zhuo Qing is just to train her to be a tool person, and to deal with the matters on the table instead of her identity who is not suitable for overexposure.

What he can feel, Zhuo Qing won't feel it, after so many years, she should have understood her identity and positioning, but ...... Kang An couldn't see the slightest resentment in her emotions.

Even if it has been used for more than ten years without emotion, even if it is abandoned by the other party without saying hello to the other party in the end, even if it is likely to usher in the second half of his life in prison.

But what she shows is still like a god who will still kneel and kowtow without hesitation, even if she becomes a fanatic believer in ghosts.

Kang An had some dry mouth.

He subconsciously picked up the soup and wanted to take a sip, but the bowl was brought over by Zhuo Qing: "Sister tasted it, it's a little salty, I'll pour you water." ”

You don't have to go through that much trouble......

Kang An'an said this, but Zhuo Qing had already gotten up to help him pour water, and after the water came, the fox took two sips and suppressed the shock.

"I'm sorry to tell you so much."

Zhuo Qing, whose eyes were slightly red, brushed his forehead and hair.

"Not really."

Kang An put down the water glass and said softly: "I was also saved by an elder like this, so I can more or less understand Sister Zhuo's feelings." ”

It's not the turtle master, he has long been stinky now-it's not appropriate to say that it stinks, it can only be said that if there is a grave, then it should be like a tomb now.

"Brother, sister asks you a question."

Zhuo Qing gave him some food, motioned for him to eat and said, "In your heart, what kind of image is your mother?" ”

“……”

I can't ask him this question.

What kind of image Liu Ting is in his heart, he has not thought about this question in his heart.

"It was the bad guy at first."

He replied truthfully: "And it's the kind of bad guy I'm afraid of, and then ...... Bad aunt? It's still a little bad, but I know that she won't hurt me anymore, so I'm not afraid of her anymore, I just think she's dangerous. ”

"And later?"

"And then later..."

Kang An frowned, racking his brains to think of the appropriate adjective: "It's very important, no matter what, you have to think about meeting again, and if necessary, you can even give your life." ”

Not quite like family.

The relationship between the two was a little deformed from the beginning, and they lived together for few days, so they can only be said to be very important people.

"That mom didn't pay in vain."

Zhuo Qing said in a tone of relief: "Actually, the first time I saw you, after I went back, I didn't sleep that night, thinking that I would drive you away no matter what, so I told your aunt the news and asked her to save you." ”

“……”

This point, he himself came back to the taste two days after he went back, but he didn't expect Zhuo Qing to say it himself.

There is neither hatred nor gratitude.

Some of them are just a slight understanding, and as little introspection as possible.

"It's not surprising to see your expression."

Zhuo Qing stared at his face, which any woman would like after getting along for a long time: "Then why are you still willing to go out to eat alone with your sister today?" ”

Kang An blinked and smiled: "Because judging from the results, Sister Zhuo helped me, and you didn't want to harm me, I don't have such a terrible paranoia of being killed." ”

“……”

This time, the silence was replaced by Zhuo Qing.

"You can't do that anymore."

After she came back to her senses, she looked at Kang An seriously: "Although you are still young, you must remember in the future that you must stay away from a bad woman like my sister who is suspected of having designed you." ”

“……”

Kang An was stupid with the vegetable fox: "There is no bad woman who can say that she is a bad woman, right?" ”

"Maybe the bad woman found out on her conscience?" Zhuo Qing joked.

Kang An put the dish in the bowl and argued: "A bad woman found by conscience, then she is not a bad woman." ”

It's like Yanagitei.

Although he was still very bad to others and ruthless, he didn't say anything to him, so Kang An also instantly discarded the three views, ignored the Taoist disciples who were killed by her, and the security guards who were suspected of being victims, and defended her from the heart.

He's not really a good fox.

I don't know if she was touched by Kang An's words, Zhuo Qing silently held her cheeks, and when Kang An lowered her head to eat vegetables, she reached over and touched the dog's head.

"You're a gentle child."

Zhuo Qing chuckled and said: "What you promised your sister that day, you did it later, even if you should have figured it out at that time, or your aunt told you that I leaked your information, but you still don't hold a grudge against my sister as a bad woman." ”

"It's okay, it's okay."

Kang An clamped chopsticks to this girl who lived in the sea of bitterness in the first half of her life and used it, and he felt that her bones were full of bitterness: "Bad women can also be whitewashed, and Aunt Liu is now a good woman in my heart." ”

Deceptive.

Actually, it's still a bad woman.

But this bad woman is a term of endearment, number one, not a good woman number two, a good woman number three or something.

After that, the atmosphere at the dinner table was much more relaxed.

When the food was almost finished, Zhuo Qing took out his mobile phone and asked the driver to go downstairs, and then looked up at him apologetically: "My sister is a little tired, I won't send you back in person later, it's okay, right?" ”

"It's okay, it's okay."

Kang An shook his head with some surprise.

Unexpectedly, Zhuo Qing didn't ask him about Liu Ting's whereabouts in the end, as if he silently accepted this reality.

I felt a little sorry for her in my heart, and before Kang An left, I still couldn't help reminding: "If you have the chance, you still have to go outside and take a look, so that your mood can get better." ”

Zhuo Qing nodded with a smile.

After going out, the driver was silently accompanying him, and Kang An didn't speak, wondering if Zhuo Qing had a chance to escape.

She didn't let you drink the bowl of soup in the end. ’

A voice in his head sighed.

(End of chapter)