When passing by the old banyan tree at the entrance of the alley, Zhuo Yanqing reached out and plucked a leaf, and the petiole rotated between his fingertips.

Su Banxia thought that he used silence instead of answering.

was about to change the topic, when he suddenly spoke, "This disappearance, the family has suffered a big blow, my grandmother is still in the hospital, in order to let the old man live a few more years, I applied." ”

Su Banxia opened his mouth, instinctively wanting to ask him, if this is the case, why is your tone so sarcastic.

Since knowing the relationship between Zhuo Yanqing and Meng Xingyu, Su Banxia's attitude towards him has always been more vigilant, but now when she raised her eyes, she saw the loneliness on his face, and after a moment of silence, Su Banxia's tone softened, "Why did you go to the army at that time?"

Zhuo Yanqing let go of his fingers, and the leaves fell with the trend, "My grandfather is a soldier, I almost grew up with the sound of horns, and the belief in protecting the family and defending the country has been engraved in my bones since I was a child." ”

He smiled self-deprecatingly, "Only now do I realize that these beliefs can't support me." ”

He still remembers the day he left, his soldiers came to see him, some were reluctant, some scolded angrily, and some were silent, at that moment, he suddenly felt a little aggrieved.

But when he really wanted to say something, he realized that he was a little wronged and had to swallow it himself.

The two were silent all the way until they reached the vegetable market, where people came and went, and the sound was boiling and lively.

Su Banxia looked at this familiar scene and curled the corners of her lips, "Have you ever thought that protecting your family and defending the country is not something that can only be done in the army." ”

The history she studied during this period told her that there are many excellent people who express their love for the motherland in their own way.

She pointed to the stall holders, "Just talk about them." In ancient times, merchants had a lowly status, but foreign invasions and changes of dynasty made these merchants contribute to the defense of the country? ”

Let's not talk about the past, let's just say that in the later life in which she lived, people had a hard time surviving, but everyone was trying to live in order to be able to protect the country.

She just pointed casually, her tone was understated, and Zhuo Yanqing actually understood the truth, but at this moment, Zhuo Yanqing still felt a lot more relaxed in her heart.

"I've been out of the army for a few days, and I've been at home since I came back."

Zhuo Yanqing smiled, and her tone was rarely a little depressed, "My dream since I was a child is to be a soldier, and I have been working hard for this for the past twenty years. Suddenly one day I left that place, and I realized that I had lost my purpose in life, and I didn't know what to do next. ”

He remembered what his father said when he knocked on the door this morning, "Yanqing, these two days, are you the most decadent?" ”

He couldn't argue with it.

I didn't get up until 10 o'clock every day, went to the hospital without breakfast, talked to my grandmother, or went home in a daze until my grandmother went to sleep.

If his father hadn't asked the question, he would have waited to see them again.

"I don't think I know what I'm going to do if I'm not a doctor." Su Banxia shrugged his shoulders without the image of the heir of the family.

Unlike Zhuo Yanqing, she was destined to take the road in the future from birth.

When she was young and frivolous, she also thought about resisting, but every time the words came to her lips, she didn't know what to say.

What does she like? What do you want to do?

After thinking about it, it was still related to the doctor.

"But I want to ......" Su Banxia raised his eyes to look at him, and his tone was firm, "If I really can't be a doctor, what I have to do will still be related to this industry." ”

(End of chapter)